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Hey guys, I just wanted to say thank you to everyone who has responded so lovingly to me and been so supportive this year; through everything. I really appreciate you guys and I'm praying and sending good vibes for all of us in the coming new year. I hope 2017 is the best year ever! And I hope we all have a lot more happiness in all aspects of our lives... Thank you to everyone who has been so kind and loving to me. Words can't express how thankful I am... Anyway I have a family trip, I'm going on and I have to wake up at 8:30 A.M. today so I'm going to fall into the DreamWorld... I'm wishing everyone sweet, spicy, savory dreams that are worth writing into an RP or whatever form of creativity is your fancy! Thank you once more, to everyone... 


The Moonlight is a Message of Love, 


Sailor Moon Says!  :Angel3mouth: <x3

Like I said in my previous post, it feels like the end of the world for me. It may sound lame, it may seem childish; hell, it probably seems like I'm playing the victim... But honestly this year tops 2014, among the worst years of my life. And it's hard to top 2014, but God always finds a way somber lolzness! I just wonder. What did I do? Why do I have to suffer this way? I just feel like everything I've ever done and ever will do, is truly doomed and I'm never going to amount anything because God, himself believes I'm not worthy... It may sound extremely petty, but this year has given me nothing but proof for these supposedly "distorted" beliefs. I don't want advice, I don't want encouragement, I just want and need; quite honestly, I deserve someone who can listen and not judge. Simple as that! I know I have friends who can, but I just don't have any faith right now... So destroy this world! (Censorship... NOT talking about RPNation!)... 

Passed English and Psychology, failed math and now I'm alone... It feels like the entire world, if not the Universe itself is completely against me and everything I've ever worked for; from this year and in my past forever means nothing and nothing good will ever happen to me, ever; no matter how hard and smart I work. God forbid something miraculous happen to me!  :smile12: :ClosedEyesCrying: :smile13:

Hey how're you holding up

When one has just left an intensely toxic relationship, there's nothing like listening to "hate you/f you" and other enraged and/or depressed music to begin the healing process... 

823 hearts??? Thank you guys! I really appreciate everyone who has supported me throughout the past year! You're all amazing and I hope 2017 will be astoundingly beautiful for all of us! Thanks again folks.   :smile5:

I'm about to pass out, sorry to anyone I'm talking to right now... Sweet dreams! 

One last update then it's onto replying to messages, I've been receiving more and more friend requests on Facebook; and while I'm happy to reconnect with old friends and learn great things from newbs in my life... I'm honestly not really emotionally ready to start, making lots of friends and giving my support to every, single person who wants to be in my life. Meaning the ones, whom I don't yet know what their true intentions are... Plus I went through something rough recently with this waste of atoms who called himself "my best friend"; so it's not the right time. So if anyone decides to follow me and I don't follow back right away on here, please know it's nothing personal I'm not just being b**chy -- I just don't want to end up being a brat to people who don't deserve it. Okay? I hope that makes sense... 

Also a quick update on this new Tuxedo Mask cosplayer in my life, I can't tell if he's just a jerk or simply too sarcastic for his own good? The guy is humorous but at the same time, hella cocky... I like confidence but I don't know how I feel about this b**ch. Lolz, I call everyone in my life a b**ch at some point; most of the time it's just because I don't want to use their actual name or because I watch too much Kingsley on YouTube lolzness... 

Hey guys, for anyone who is still up; I wanted to apologize for my absence... I've been doing math homework and decorating for Christmas, most of this weekend. Not to mention Toonami, dancing and other creative projects lol... So I'm going to start responding to messages in a little bit, I just wanted to give everyone a heads up and explanation; that it's not anything personal. Life can be a juggling act for me (and plenty of other people on this site, I have no doubt...); so if my presence is sporadic I apologize. Thanks to the people who read this! And I'm going to go ahead, wish everyone happy holidays!  

Somebody please inbox me, I think I might burst... I don't want to make any irrational decisions. HELP! 

SCREW my former friend! I hope he gets his *ss ripped to shreds, by the realities of life... With his warped mental ideal that everyone needs "help" or to be "fixed". Like I hope someday he's put in an institution, so he knows just what the problem IS! Mr. Problem Solver... I've never wanted to slice a hoe, like I've wanted to slice this b**ch right now...  

Typos and the music isn't loud enough, I must really be anxious... Lord, help me! 

Okay so, I sent a simple yet epic message to my new acquaintance... With the epic first (or last) word, "Hey". Wish me luck, with whatever happens from here. Lolz, my anxiety is on rising for some odd reason... 

Mobile Suit Gundam: IRON-BLOODED ORPHANNNNNNNNNNNSSZZZZZZ!!!!!!! Aka the feelz... 

Now I'm tempted to talk to this new acquaintance of mine, who cosplays Tuxedo Mask on FB... I just don't know what to talk about. I don't want to seem interested, I'm simply curious lolz. 

The new Leah Remini series is amazing! 

800 likes!!!!!!!!! Here's my way of thanking you guys: 

On another note, is Dangronpa worth the watch? I've been to panels on it and I've heard good things about it. I just want to know, if it's worth it for me... I think everyone has different tastes, so I wonder if it will fit mine. I'd love to cosplay the pig-tail chick... So just give me ideas, but no spoilers about the plot! Thanks...  


P.S. Thanks for all the support, my friends! You guys are amazing...  

Up 793, getting extremely close to 800. I really appreciate it, you guys!  Now a dilemma, I need help on. I need advice from all my female friends, no offense to my male friends. You're all great, but I think the girls might help me out a little better... So ladies, I have this former friend who has always been micromanaging me, nit-picking me and at the same time; he could be a really good friend when I need him. I sent him an f-you message after this argument we got into and now, he's responded. I don't really want to read the message, honestly. But the problem is I've pushed him out of my life before, unsuccessfully. It's not that I'm in love with him, it's all platonic but I do feel like we have a strong beyond everything we've been through. We've been friends, for over a year now. What should I do? 

791 likes? Thank you guys! Often times, I feel like my posts are not super interesting and are in fact mostly random but I appreciate all the support lolz!  

Those times I wonder if some of my female friends, really do secretly hate me... Not because of jealousy but just in general. I wished a friend of mine, happy birthday yesterday (not on here) and I thought I was being really nice... Not a single response. I have nothing against this girl, but I wonder if she just hates me? I'm friends with her friends and we all get along well, in public so I just wonder... What's the problem? I don't really want to get into anything, of course. I just wonder like... Why? 

What are the mysteries in your life? 

The Superman in "Superman Returns" is one sexy mothalovaaaaahhh! 

I still love the Fresh Prince aka Deadshot!