Okay guys, it's finally here December 31st, 2016! I know it's already the beginning of January in some places but where I live it's a few hours away... So I just wanted to thank everyone who has supported me on here throughout the year, I truly appreciate your help and love you all platonically! I'm really excited for what 2017 has to bring us all and I believe that it will be a wonderful year... Although I have some of my friends (on FB) with more negativity, I'm not letting their toxic thoughts get to me! And I don't want anyone to let any negativity get to you! I mean there's nothing wrong with embracing your dark side, but balance is important... That's something I'm learning lolz! Wow, this is a long post... Well anyway I hope everyone has a happy, unique and intensely blessed 2017! I hope there are many miracles both upfront and in disguise for all of us; and I pray that better things come before us in the new year. Let's make 2017 magical! Alright Happy Early New Year to all and may we have the best experiences in 2017, we can!
Been sick on and off for the past three days, although I've been feeling well overall emotionally and spiritually; it does kind of suck not being well physically... Please send me some good vibes and keep me in your prayers, that I get better before 2017 arrives! Thank you guys in advance. <x3 <x3
Okay I'm going to be real, besides all the realizations I'm having right now (no bad puns intended); I seriously need someone to talk to. I just have a lot on my mind and I need someone to listen to me, without judging me. Not saying my friends on here do judge me, but right now I just need someone. I'm not desperate, I know I can make it into 2017 but I need to get all the thoughts streaming through my mind out. I'm probably going to write about them privately too, but still... You get the gist, to quote CL.
I've realized something tonight, it may be meaningless to some or even to a lot of people. But I don't really care... I've lost so much this year, I've lost so much over the years but the amount of love and hope; I've gained through all the blessings I've experienced -- I have no regrets! I'm not regretting 2016, I'm savoring it. Life is a balance, of tears and smiles. Laughter and pain... And while I'm no pro at being balanced, I think every year I get a little better. So I have no regrets about the past three years. It's all part of something much bigger than me and until I complete my purpose in life; I have to keep on living. I have to find the reason and someday, I will... Until then, I have no regrets. Just tears, heartache and some smiles to keep understanding that I'm both only human and yet so much greater than I realize. Just like everyone else...
Re-watching "Children Who Chase Lost Voices from Deep Below" again on DVD, my way of mourning you could say... Even though it hurts a lot, there's so much relief in sobbing and laughing and smiling; and yelling at a wonderful masterpiece of art. It brings me back perspective, somehow. Like I'm not alone, but at the same time I'm alone and that's alright... Has anyone ever felt this way?
R.I.P Debbie Reynolds, the woman who took me to Halloweentown and many other fantastical worlds... You will be dearly missed. Like I said with other greats who are no longer with us, I believe that she will live on with them through her art and in the skies above us with her daughter. The Force is with Them and they are together now, much happier in my belief system. I only pray that 2017 brings us all new reasons to smile, laugh, dance, sing, be creative and continually strive to find ourselves and whatever our dreams are! I know mine and for anyone who is finding theirs, I hope the journey becomes a happier one in 2017. I'm believing in all of us for 2017 and in 2017, may we all become legends so when our time comes the people who love us and who we love will remember us fondly if it even it is just for one moment of friendship or a smile in the darkness...
On a more positive note, I went from 17 pages to 57 pages with some determination, breaks watching some amazing movies (and trailers for DVDs, I'm buying for birthday next year...); as well as some encouragement from my friend @The Mechanist! So thank you... Also if anyone wants to read the story, when it's a little closer to being done let me know. I'm thinking of posting it on a fanfic website; but I don't know yet lolz... Well that's all folks! Got characters to torment -- I mean, I mean some characters to develop! *Joker-style laughing*...
The Moonlight is a Message of Love,
Sailor Moon Says!
(P.S. I am still grieving the loss of all icons we've all lost tragically this year, but I do want to be positive even through the sadness so I'm not being hypocritical... Think of it, as my way of coping. Enough said!)
May the Force and Faith be with Us All, as we find ourselves at the beginning of 2017... May we mourn the loss of loved ones, the ones we knew and the loved ones from our memories. From our dreams, from favorite songs and movies. May we all mourn peacefully, may we all cry and heal. May we all have a day of remembrance! And May 2017 give Us All New Things to Heal, Cope and Thrive with... May 2017 be Our Year for Happiness, Celebration and Rebirth. I hope this helps someone and if it reaches one person and makes them smile. I can end my 2016, peacefully...
R.I.P Carrie Fisher... R.I.P George Michael. Two Legends Gone... But I believe they will live on through their art and in the stars above us. :ClosedEyesCrying:
I just wanted to let you guys know, I'm on a break for a week or two so if anyone wants to chat, RP or whatever feel free to let me know. No group RPs please, I'm not very good at them. But one-on-ones are always fun! Also you can either message me or comment whichever you'd like to do. Whether it's just talking or RPing; or talking and RPing I'm open to it! But I'm also working on some music so if my replies are slow, that's why. I hope everyone has had a Happy Christmas, Yule, Hanukkah (since it's just begun) and/or whatever other holidays you guys may or may not celebrate! I once again also hope, pray and I'm sending good vibes that 2017 is the best year ever for all of us. Have A Blessed Time, in whatever timezone you guys are in. Lots of <x3 !
On a side note, I recently watched EXID's "L.I.E." music video (story version) and although I love them; especially LE and Hani -- I can certainly see why the video got a lot of hate. I know EXID can be very sexy, but they're also really adorable and cute when they want to be... I just think that a lot of the sexiness in the video is forced, they seem uncomfortable. But overall the song is amazing and their live performances make up for the ridiculous antics the director made them do in the video. No hate, #makeKpopnotwar! Lots of <x3 party people!
Working on a new story and I already have writer's block somber lolz... I know this is going to sound kind of funny and/or crazy, but it's only 17 pages. I need some way to translate and adjust my ideas for this mini-series. I really like what I'm working on, I just hate that I'm already stumped on it. Any ideas, folks? Please don't say "try and take a break"; because that's what I'm doing right now lolzness.
Happy Holidays to Everyone!!!!!!!!!!!! Whatever you guys may celebrate, I hope everyone is having great celebrations and amazing moments with you guys and your loved ones; lots of love to you guys! May 2017 be the best year ever for all of us! I'm wishing, sending good vibes and praying that everyone including me, myself experience the greatest miracles we can in this coming year! <x3
The Moonlight is a Message of Love,
Sailor Moon Says!
I accidentally clicked the spoiler link, I have no spoilers... So I apologize!