Nokumi

I have returned from the test! Dizzi sick and tired but other wise fine! Results should be back in a few days and hopefully the issue will be fixed! #hopes

Taking a test for medical related issues. Scared and worried but determined to go through and do the test! Hopefully the doctors find out what's wrong with me... Starts in a little less than 3 hours

(I'm starting to think I may be obsessed with captain jack sparrow)

My talents are so hidden even I can't find them!!
-captain jack sparrow

The deepest circle of hell is reserved for betrayer's and mutineer's
-captain jack sparrow

"A chance to do the right thing"
I love those moments!
...I like to wave at them as they go by!..
-captain jack sparrow.

Not all treasure is silver and gold mate.
-captain jack sparrow.

Just close your eyes and pretend its all a bad dream.
That's how I get by
-captain jack sparrow.

*captain jack sparrow shakes a empty rum bottle upsidedown* why is the rum always gone?... *gets up and drunkenly staggers about the ship* oh... That's why...

*jack turns to master Gibb* its a pirates life for me..

A hisoka quote that gives you chills!

Its always the dishonest man
You can trust to be dishonest.
Its the honest man you should not trust
For you would never know when he'd be dishonest.
-captain jack sparrow

Crazy people don't know they are crazy
I know im crazy
Therefore I am not crazy
Isn't that crazy?
-captain Jack sparrow

The only rules is this:
What a man can do
And what a man can't do
-captain jack sparrow

If you love two people at the same time
Choose the second one...
Because if you really love the first one
you wouldn't have fallen for the second
-captain jack sparrow

The problem is not the problem!
The problem is your attitude about the problem!
You see?
-captain jack sparrow.

I'm caught up in your expectations
You're trying to make me live your dream
But I'm causing you so much frustration
And you only want the best from me
You wanted me to show more interests
To always keep a big bright smile
Be that pinky little perfect princess
But I'm not that type of child
And the storm is rising inside of me
Don't you feel that our worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry, but just won't get it out
The silent scream
Tell me why you're putting pressure on me
And everyday you 'cause me harm
That's the reason why I feel so lonely
Even though you hold me in your arms
Wanna put me in a box of glitter
But I'm just trying to get right out
And now you're feeling so, so bitter
Because I've let you down
And the storm is rising inside of me
Don't you feel that our worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry, but just won't get it out
The silent scream
Can't you see how I cry for help
'Cause you should love me just for being myself
I'll drown in an ocean
Of pain and emotion
If you don't save me right away
Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away
And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry, but just won't get it out
The silent scream

My silent scream

Beautiful silence
Beautiful pain
We're only human
We're meant to dream
Lost in a life
Full of mistakes
We do what feels right
Then fall with no grace
Chased by the sun
Escaping flatlines
Dreams are a curse
Wake up you're alive
Oh slowly fading from the misery
I've accepted who I'm supposed to be
I've accepted who I'm supposed to see
Lady in the mirror
Oh everyday I'm getting a bit older
And every time I break I get stronger
Everyday it's getting a bit colder
When I grow closer
To the devil on my shoulder
To the devil on my shoulder
Beautiful silence
Beautiful pain
Beautiful people
But we're all stained
Lost in a life
Full of mistakes
We do what feels right
Then we fall with no grace
I'mma sinner
I'mma tainted saint
I'mma savior
It's all the same
Chased by the sun
Escaping flatlines
Dreams are a curse
Wake up you're alive
Oh slowly fading from the misery
I've accepted who I'm supposed to be
I've accepted who I'm supposed to see
Lady in the mirror
Oh everyday I'm getting a bit older
And every time I break I get stronger
Everyday it's getting a bit colder
When I grow closer
To the devil on my shoulder
To the devil on my shoulder
We're all broken, it's fate
It's the way that we're made
All the pieces are there
They just aren't in there place
So I struggle to stand
But don't ask for a hand
My pride tells me no
You're better alone
I'm uncomfortably numb
As I stuff what I've found
And I start to shut down
Freeze in front of a crowd
It's what I don't say
I don't love I don't hate
Closing my mouth and turning my face
But it's no way to live to have nothing to give
Consuming the doubt
Not letting them in
But I'm not here to win
To survive but I'm already dead
So I picked up my head
I picked up my head
I picked up my head
Oh everyday I'm getting a bit older
Everyday it's getting a bit colder
Oh everyday I'm getting a bit older
Everyday it's getting a bit colder
When I grow closer
To the devil on my shoulder
To the devil on my shoulder

(For all the undertale fans out there.)

Let me put this in a way you IDIOTS will understand

I'm not the damsal in distress!
I'm not your best friend
Or distruat and clueless!

I'm not like all the rest just trying to get by!
Nope!
I'm the bad guy!

All these former humans that you see!
Each of them, with shicken knees have knelt before me!
So I'm not your teammate!
Or your Partner in crime!
What am I souls!?
They're the bad guy!

Oh its stellar!
To watch a monster!
Turn to dust and die...
Oh its thrillin!
To be a villain!

I destroy their homes and then watch them cry!
Cause I'm the bad guy!

Alphys: oh my god! They're not trying to conquer the underground because they want to rule it! They want to destroy it! Man that's evil!

Is this fantastic!
I see something I slash it!
And let me tell you why!
I've always had a weakness!
For barrenness and weakness!
I crush all your hopes then watch you cry!

See I find genocide rather fun!
I don't want your assistance or your crimination!
I'll erase this whole world and then bid you bye-bye!
Why? Cmon guess!!
Cause your the bad guy?
That's right!!!

The king and his men stole the queen from her bed
and bound her in her bones
The seas be ours and by the powers
Where we will, we'll roam

Yo Ho, all hands, hoist the colors high
Heave ho, thieves and beggars, never shall we die
Yo Ho, haul together, hoist the colours high
Heave ho, thieves and beggars, never shall we die

Some have died and some are alive
Others sail on the sea
With the keys to the cage
And the devil to pay
We lay to Fiddler's Green

The bell has been raised from its watery grave
Hear its sepulchral tone
A call to all, pay heed the squall
Turn your sail towards home

Yo Ho, haul together, hoist the colours high
Heave ho, thief and beggar, never say we die

Hello darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence
In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
'Neath the halo of a street lamp
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence
And in the naked light, I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one dared
Disturb the sound of silence
"Fools", said I, "You do not know
Silence like a cancer grows
Hear my words that I might teach you
Take my arms that I might reach you"
But my words, like silent raindrops fell
And echoed
In the wells of silence
And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon god they made
And the sign flashed out its warning
In the words that it was forming
And the sign said, "The words of the prophets are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls"
And whispered in the sound of silence

Get up, get up
Get up, get up
Get up, get up
Get up, get up
Get up, get up
Get up, get up
Well, are you ready now
For the revolution
For too long your power has been taken away
It's been taken away
Does your heart feel heavy now
Savor the solution
Take those mental shackles off and throw them away
You've got to get them out of your mind
Don't you let their vision leave you blind
Moving steady now
It's a revelation
For so long your focus has been taken away
Now you're breaking away
They may think they know you, but here's an education
No, they can't control you
Once you've broken away
They're done patrolling your mind
When they're searching for you, they will find
A force they aren't ready for
(Are you ready!)
They aren't ready for you to be strong
(Are you ready!)
They aren't ready for you to prove them wrong
They aren't ready for you to be turned into someone
Who cannot be preyed upon
That's enough already now
You don't want to take it
All your reservations have been taken away
They've been taken away
So you think you're ready now
For the revolution
Yeah, they can't control you
Once you've broken away
You've got to get them out of your mind
When they stand before you they will find
A force they aren't ready for
(Are your ready!)
They aren't ready for you to be strong
(Are you ready!)
They aren't ready for you to prove them wrong
They aren't ready for you to be turned into someone
Who cannot be preyed upon
You've got to get them out of your mind
When they stand before you they will find
A force they aren't ready for
(Are your ready!)
They aren't ready for you to be strong
They aren't ready for you to prove them wrong
(Are you ready!)
They aren't ready for you to be turned into someone
Who cannot be preyed upon
They aren't ready for us to be strong
They aren't ready for us to prove them wrong
(Are your ready!)
Then you know your ready to be turned
Into people who cannot be preyed upon
We cannot be preyed upon
(Are you ready?)
(Are you ready?)
(Are you reeeeedy?)

Not tryna be indie
Not tryna be cool
Just tryna be in this
Tell me, are you too?
Can you feel where the wind is?
Can you feel it through
All of the windows
Inside this room?

'Cause I wanna touch you baby
And I wanna feel you too
I wanna see the sunrise
On your sins just me and you

Light it up, on the run
Let's make love tonight
Make it up, fall in love, try

Baby, I am right here

But you'll never be alone
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
Baby, I am right here
I'll hold you when things go wrong
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
Baby, I am right here

I'll be with you from dusk till dawn
Baby, I am right here

I've walked a hundred miles down a broken road
And in my mind I carry such a heavy load
The voices in my head I think are not my own
But I will reap the seeds that my hands have sown

My thoughts are dark and red and I am stained inside
If I stop now there'd be nowhere for me to hide
From the sins I feel crawling on my back
You can't save a soul that you lack

It's too late now
I'm too far gone
I've lost too many chances
And now I feel myself changing

I feel myself changing
With every fight I am changing
It's easier when you're changing
Don't stop me now, I am changing
With every save, I am changing
Your every move keeps me changing
Why don't you move? I am changing
I'll strike you too, I am changing

When you kill me again, and again, and again, and again
Don't expect me to shed any tears in the end
I am only human, after all

I don't have very far to fall until I'm disconnected, done
For eternity, that's me, what do you see?
It's done, and nobody is free

Because the blood that we spilled can never be undone
I'd be lying if I said that I didn't have fun
When I saw you fall down on the ground
After what you've done to me don't expect any sympathy

No more friends and no more foes
No more monsters, no one here to oppose me
I can finally be free

From the burden of despair, the burden to care
For every single person that I've met down there
It's done, it's over and I've won

Because the blood that we spilled can never be undone
I'd be lying if I said that I didn't have fun
When I saw you fall down on the ground
After what you've done to me don't expect any sympathy

You were acting out of self preservation
But you didn't have enough determination
Now the world resets to set the evil free
So don't expect any sympathy

I love you kitten

Got a secret
Can ya keep it
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it
In your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
And to show you
I know you
Won't tell what I said
Two can keep a secret
if one of them is dead

Tonight and tommorow morning I will be absent.

(Dont look at the bottom just read the top and imagine whats going to happen by the way i word things)
You move you lose. We both know your not gonna get away so surrender now. Face the fact! Its over. No one is going to save you now. Resistance is futile. Do you finally get it now? Are you surrenduring? Good. This makes my job alot easier.




Tag! *runs away laughing*

Fragile hopes fill me.

I'm gonna stay up allll night..*a minute later face first on the floor in a very weird position with most of the lower half of my body leaning against the bed and over head* z

*club penguin dances* it’s been a while

Heh...welp! If I sleep I sleep no point in fighting back. But I just woke up so.

What if... Everything isn't real? Just think... A small planet in a airless sucking void with billion different planets but! Here's my pitch of reason... Black holes! Cmon the thought of another black void opens up in the black void of space and destroys planets even solar systems. Is that not a bit strange?

Diolog entry one. My experience of this pandemic.

I have been isolated from the world... Everything that at a distant past was normal is now the unordinary. No one but family to see at day. Until dusk. During the night I'm forced to turn to my escape. Online rp. Its what has kept me sane all this time. All I do is work. Barely anytime to rest. Sun burnt days of rubbing aloe on my peeling red flesh. Only to need to go out and work again.
After yesterday I fear my friends I've known so long will now avoid seeing me and each other. This pandemic has ruined my life... And the life's of many others. I witness the awful events happening world wide all from the boring news channel. Its concerning how things are going. Civid is taking lives... And even though I'm alive and well.... It has taken mine aswel...