• *Stands here*


    *Waits*


    *Looks at the clock*


    *Waits*


    *Looks out into the night sky*


    *Waits*


    You know what? It's bedtime now.

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    Some people think: "Oh, anxiety is just an overreaction. You should just man up.". That's entirely untrue. Panic attacks are a curse that a lot of us live through, like a shadow that can trap you at any time. It's not easy to break free, you get tunnel vision. It's like being in a dark red room, where the walls are slowly closing in on you, your heart racing and breath sharp. The end is not easy to see, sometimes you just can't see it at all.


    But stay strong, friends. Know that whenever you find yourself in that seemingly inescapable state of mind, it can't last forever. Look outside, watch TV, read a book, do anything but think about it. And before you know it, you'll come out stronger than ever, knowing that when it comes back, you'll be ready to endure once more. :)  
    Kaerri
    Kaerri
    I know exactly what you mean.  I've been seeing a therapist for anxiety for a few years now, and it's gotten a lot better, but I still get flare-ups from time to time.  Telling anxiety people to not worry is like telling depressive people to cheer up.  It won't help, and it will probably hurt because of the lack of sympathy and understanding.  Thankfully, everyone I've dealt with has been sympathetic and understanding, even when I really was overreacting (to the panic attack itself, not to what triggered it).  Once I went to the emergency room, and the staff there were great too.  One of them told me about her mother, who didn't know it was a panic attack and thought she was having a heart attack -- and she (the mom) was a trained nurse!  Really made me feel better and not at all like I was overreacting.
    Axiom Days
    Axiom Days
    I used to have existential crisis related panic attacks when i was younger. But, my imagination was way wilder then.
    Daisie
    Daisie
    Ah. The panic attacks I get can be for literally no reason. In fact, that's when it's the worst. It's weird.
    Sorry guys! I totally forgot I didn't have RpNation up an-


    ....


    Oh. 0 alerts huh?


    ........K


    :P  
    MrNeko
    MrNeko
    I've been great these past days!
    Daisie
    Daisie
    Ah! Mind sharing some stories? :3
    MrNeko
    MrNeko
    Next week I'm going to an aquarium. So today my friend started to send me a lot of Kpop songs so I can listen to them I sent back Jpop so she can listen too. I watched through all the videos she sent even some funny ones even though I enjoyed listening to it she made me enjoy Kpop :D xD
    Here I am, dancing in the light


    but evil struck me down, 'til was I no longer bright.


    So I retreat, down into the shadows.


    Where no one's there, no one to oppose.


    Into the darkness, I descend.


    Where I would find demons to befriend.


    Before I realize, I decay.


    And I live life in a whole different way.


    A good long while, the light reaches back to me.


    And then they awaken my old memory.


    I see myself, what I have become.


    I see myself, and my mind that's left... 


    Now a conundrum.


    The light reaches out to me, the shadows pull me back.


    The darkness acts so harsh, ready to attack.


    They reveal their true colors, and also their true ways.


    Afraid, I run away, into the light, and in a daze.


    Brought back to light, brought back to life,


    I see behind me, such terrible strife.


    But now I'm back, and now I'm free.


    To fly in the sky,


    brimming with glee.


    Made by me, Daisie! I'm not usually one for poetry, but I thought I'd give it a shot real quick. :)  
    Take my love, take my land,
    Take me where I cannot stand.
    I don't care, I'm still free,
    You can't take the sky from me. 

    Take me out to the black,
    Tell them I ain't comin' back. 
    Burn the land and boil the sea,
    You can't take the sky from me.

    There's no place, I can be,
    Since I've found Serenity. 

    And you can't take the sky from me.
    Daisie
    Daisie
    I mean, I'm sure I could write something cool if I tried.... :P  


    Eh, who am I kidding, I'm not that skilled. :D  
    Axiom Days
    Axiom Days
    Take me down to the riverbed. Take me down to the fighting end. Wash the poison from off my skin. And show me how to be whole again.
    Archdemon
    Archdemon
    Neither am I my friend! :P
    Welp, sorry I haven't been real active lately.


    My grandpa kind of....


    Fell off


    A mountain. :D  


    Don't worry, he's fine. It was a miracle that he didn't get hurt too badly. Was only in the hospital for a couple days.
    Now I know why you're named Daisie. It all makes sense now...!


    I kinda got killed by a carrot-monster thing. I should have saved that spider cider. Oh well. I'll probably play more tomorrow! ^^
    Daisie
    Daisie
    Oh! Goat mom.


    It's a girl. Her name's Toriel. :)  


    Either way, good night and sleep well!
    Phadia
    Phadia
    Yep. That's right! It's gonna take a while to remember names. :P


    Thanks! You too! *waves goodnight, claws extended, while grinning wildly*
    Daisie
    Daisie
    *Nods and waves*


    *With knives*
    I'VE DONE IT GUYS


    @Phadia IS PLAYING UNDERTALE


    *Ultimate celebration*


    Let us listen to a piece of music by the masterful Toby Fox.
    Soul Stealer
    Soul Stealer
    She is? At least she's not the type to be an UnderStandards Monster, if you catch my drift


    *cough*


    At least the amount of those are going down. At the cost of regular fans going down at the same time.
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