Can't help feeling like some immortal being outliving all his mortal rp buddies. At this point even if I have some old buddies still on here its been so long since Ive been active that I wouldn't remember their usernames or they may have changed them
"Pain and shame have been friends of mine for a very long time. Nothing you have done has changed that. All you did was... set out to grow old with someone who was never meant to grow old."
Mean what you say and say what you mean…I struggle with getting the right words out…for a period of time I mistook spitting venom for strength…I was toxic and nothing good came from my words…
Even now, I struggle to find the correct words…I try to help but then I lose my cool and create a storm by accident…I try to over correct my mouth and it just gets worse…I’m grateful for messing up…it’s how I learn to be better and beat the old me by choosing a new me carrying what I learn everyday.
I continue to learn not to let evil leave my mouth but rather, speak only what will help build others up and meet their needs… Then what I say will help those who listen.
Good morning!
Happy Friday, everyone. Replies will be trickling in between today & Sunday. Sorry for the late responses, this week was hectic for me.
Kindness…Practicing kindness is hard…It’s not hard to be kind to others…but I must ask for his guidance when learning to be kind to myself…
I’ve held onto many regrets and I keep looking back to all the damage and inaction I’ve done over the years…But I learned that looking back does nothing to help me…I must keep a strong faith and look forward to him…I turn to him and ask for the fortitude to allow myself to put my walls down and stop being a bully to myself.