Faith Eliza Cord
Four Thousand Club
(Spin-off of Parental Madness; parallel/ split off of it. Beginning thread/prompt/posts: http://www.rpnation.com/showthread.php/2689-Parental-Madness )
He was not sure how much longer he could endure this. And as for his sisters...Jared was sure that their ability to endure was rapidly reaching its end, if it hadn't already gotten to that point.
It had been the attack at the cafeteria that was the last straw. With most of their companions slaughtered in the adults' attack, others fleeing the scene, Jared and his sisters had been left alone to attempt to pick up the pieces of the massacre that Jared too had been forced to take part in. Even though he tried repeatedly to push it away, he could still see flickering through his thoughts the splattering blood of the men he had shot with Rai's gun, could still see the horror in the faces of their friends as they fell to the ground, knowing with sickening certainty that he could not save them, that they were already too far gone to even try. He could hear the screams, the shouts of anger and triumph both from the adults, and knew that in his dreams, hell, even in his waking moments they would haunt him for the rest of his life.
The way it was looking, that might not be such a long time.
The girls had been hiding in the freezer and had seen very little of the fight, but they had certainly heard the screams, heard the gunshots and the death all around them, and when Jared had finally let them come out, they had seen the bodies, even when he told them not to look. He himself had tried not to look, not wanting to know which of their companions had died and which had fled, but still he had seen.
Rai. Rai, whom he had liked the most of them all, Rai, who had given them hope...gone. Grey. Grey, his long time friend, the one he had hoped to help him, to be able to count on...gone. Whether by the others or his own mother, his mother who had left the moment Jared had his hands on the gun, the moment her companions had dwindled in numbers, then left entirely, it didn't matter, or perhaps it did matter so much to him that he couldn't let himself think back to figure it out. They were gone, and with it any hope Jared had to be able to survive for much longer.
Leigh's concern, of course, had been Max. When Jared had had to tell her that Max, as far as he could tell, had fled, taking Summer's car and leaving them all behind, Leigh had refused to believe him. Crying and screaming and hitting him with both fists, she had demanded he tell her where Max was, what he had done to him, how he had made him leave her behind, before she had finally seemed to accept that Jared genuinely had done nothing, that Max had left of his own accord. Jared could hardly blame him; had he not had two sisters to think about, he might have done the same. One twelve year old girl he was stupid enough to date may or may not have held him back.
Now as they drove both his sisters were silent, so much so that it was concerning. Jared had packed them back into his car, taking all the food, blankets, clothes, toilet paper, and other supplies they could gather, for there was no telling when they would be able to get it again as he circled the city, instructing them to keep low enough not to be seen as he tried to figure out where to go. Leigh had finished crying long ago and now slumped miserably, letting the thumb-sucking, mute Angelina lean against her without protest. Jared was somewhat thankful for the quiet even as he was concerned; it gave him space to think, to try to simply cope with each moment they were enduring.
When he came across the forest outskirts he knew it was the place to be, perhaps the only place they would have a chance. Pulling up close, he unloaded the car as best as he could, realizing they would have to make several trips, and tried to get Leigh and Angelina to carry as much as they were capable of. They didn't protest but simply straggled along behind him, none talking. Even Jared could think of nothing to say to even attempt to make the situation better.
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He was not sure how much longer he could endure this. And as for his sisters...Jared was sure that their ability to endure was rapidly reaching its end, if it hadn't already gotten to that point.
It had been the attack at the cafeteria that was the last straw. With most of their companions slaughtered in the adults' attack, others fleeing the scene, Jared and his sisters had been left alone to attempt to pick up the pieces of the massacre that Jared too had been forced to take part in. Even though he tried repeatedly to push it away, he could still see flickering through his thoughts the splattering blood of the men he had shot with Rai's gun, could still see the horror in the faces of their friends as they fell to the ground, knowing with sickening certainty that he could not save them, that they were already too far gone to even try. He could hear the screams, the shouts of anger and triumph both from the adults, and knew that in his dreams, hell, even in his waking moments they would haunt him for the rest of his life.
The way it was looking, that might not be such a long time.
The girls had been hiding in the freezer and had seen very little of the fight, but they had certainly heard the screams, heard the gunshots and the death all around them, and when Jared had finally let them come out, they had seen the bodies, even when he told them not to look. He himself had tried not to look, not wanting to know which of their companions had died and which had fled, but still he had seen.
Rai. Rai, whom he had liked the most of them all, Rai, who had given them hope...gone. Grey. Grey, his long time friend, the one he had hoped to help him, to be able to count on...gone. Whether by the others or his own mother, his mother who had left the moment Jared had his hands on the gun, the moment her companions had dwindled in numbers, then left entirely, it didn't matter, or perhaps it did matter so much to him that he couldn't let himself think back to figure it out. They were gone, and with it any hope Jared had to be able to survive for much longer.
Leigh's concern, of course, had been Max. When Jared had had to tell her that Max, as far as he could tell, had fled, taking Summer's car and leaving them all behind, Leigh had refused to believe him. Crying and screaming and hitting him with both fists, she had demanded he tell her where Max was, what he had done to him, how he had made him leave her behind, before she had finally seemed to accept that Jared genuinely had done nothing, that Max had left of his own accord. Jared could hardly blame him; had he not had two sisters to think about, he might have done the same. One twelve year old girl he was stupid enough to date may or may not have held him back.
Now as they drove both his sisters were silent, so much so that it was concerning. Jared had packed them back into his car, taking all the food, blankets, clothes, toilet paper, and other supplies they could gather, for there was no telling when they would be able to get it again as he circled the city, instructing them to keep low enough not to be seen as he tried to figure out where to go. Leigh had finished crying long ago and now slumped miserably, letting the thumb-sucking, mute Angelina lean against her without protest. Jared was somewhat thankful for the quiet even as he was concerned; it gave him space to think, to try to simply cope with each moment they were enduring.
When he came across the forest outskirts he knew it was the place to be, perhaps the only place they would have a chance. Pulling up close, he unloaded the car as best as he could, realizing they would have to make several trips, and tried to get Leigh and Angelina to carry as much as they were capable of. They didn't protest but simply straggled along behind him, none talking. Even Jared could think of nothing to say to even attempt to make the situation better.
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