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"Behind every silver lining is a cloud."
- One on One
- Group
- Off-site
Finn Erickson
mood
Psychologically challenged.
outfit
Black Hoodie w/ Jeans and converse.
location
Lodge Bar
Finn spotted her familiar smirk returning, a mischievous glint in her eyes that made his brow furrow in annoyance.
There was a thrill in her audacity, she.. thrived on this, this.. and as the words echoed in his mind..
witch, witch, witch..
It sparked a strange amusement that was quickly overshadowed by annoyance... a mantra of exasperation that he couldn’t quite shake off.
It was painfully clear that she had a hold over him, a grip that tightened with every flicker of her gaze...a simple shift of carelessness or indifference on her part sent a jolt through him.
He couldn't help but wonder if it was her beauty that ensnared him...those.. eyes, her alluring figure..but it ran deeper than mere physical attraction..her spirit, her defiance, the way she could engage him in playful banter, keeping him perpetually alert, unlike the effortless charm he wielded with the other women in his life.
It was a love-hate relationship, one that made him feel achingly desperate, a sensation he loathed because it stripped away his armor of indifference, leaving him bare and vulnerable.
As she leaned in closer, Finn found himself caught in an intoxicating haze, his resolve dwindling. He inhaled the heady scent of her perfume, a blend that tangled with the memory of their night together.
The vivid recollection of their bodies intertwined, of her fragrance mingling with his own, sparked a longing deep within him, and he couldn’t help but wonder if her hotel room still carried the essence of their intimacy..
The warmth of her breath against his skin was almost electric, adding to this feeling of reminisce.. a twist of embarrassment flooding him..
But it was her words that truly ensnared him..
"But only when it’s worth my time."
It struck him like lightning, leaving him to grapple with the meaning behind her statement..leaving him in a whirl of confusion..
Did she not find him worthy after all?..
The thought clawed at him, sending shards of doubt racing through his mind, each one piercing deeper than the last. Hadn’t he been worth her time when she had rushed into his arms, kissing him with such fervor that the memory still tingled on his lips?..
A memory.. so vivid that he instinctively moistened his lips, only to notice her gaze dart to them fleetingly before she pulled back with a dismissive scoff.
Damn it, she was teasing him again, toying with his emotions like a cat with a string.
He was ensnared in her games, caught in a web of her indifference that only deepened his sense of longing and frustration.
His heart raced with a mix of confusion and intrigue, all stemming from her dispassionate demeanor that seemed to hold him captive.
The way she affected him was a riddle.. one he'd rather not unravel..
what was he doing here, and why had he ever engaged with her in the first place?
A torrent of absurd inquiries flooded his mind, each one more nonsensical than the last, while the silence between them stretched like an elastic band ready to snap..
Her fleeting glances danced between his lips and his eyes, ensnaring him deeper into her web, so much so that when her voice finally broke the stillness, he flinched as if struck.
"You just little game, Finn. Fun while it last."
..while it lasts..
Her words dripped with a teasing familiarity, the way she pronounced his name sending a shiver down his spine, as if she were fully aware of the hold she had over him.
It was infuriating, the way her laughter echoed in his ears, a sound that seemed to mock his every insecurity and question.
He had thought he was the one steering this interaction, believing he had the upper hand because of her past annoyance and vulnerability towards him. Yet.. her swift transformation was nothing short of surprising.. and fascinating, a reality he loathed to accept, leaving him reeling in its wake.
"You ask if I think of you?" she suddenly probed, and he felt a twitch of anticipation, bracing himself for her inevitable witty retort.
"I think of how easy you were," she declared, and in that moment, Finn realized that despite his grasp on her patterns, she remained an enigma, a puzzle he couldn't quite piece together.
How could she oscillate between playing hard to get and initiating a kiss, then getting frustrated when he left so abruptly.. then for it all to fall back on her playing hard to get once more?
The complexity of her nature left him both bewildered and captivated, ensnared in a game he was desperate to understand yet terrified to lose.
He wanted to challenge her, to demand clarity, but the very thought of breaking the delicate balance of the tumult of emotions swirling within him, each one vying for dominance.. was hard to grapple.
The confusion that had initially gripped his heart now morphed into a simmering frustration, a desire to confront the contradictions that defined her. How could she be so effortlessly alluring one moment, and then so dismissive the next?..
It was as if she wielded the power to manipulate the very fabric of his thoughts and feelings, bending them to her will with a mere flick of her gaze.
He took leaned closer, the air thick with tension, and for a fleeting moment, he considered the possibility of breaking through her carefully constructed facade... "You think I'm easy?" ..he challenged, his voice steadier than he felt.
The words hung in the air, a challenge wrapped in vulnerability, and he watched as her expression shifted, a flicker of surprise crossing her features before it was replaced by a look of contemplation..
Finn scrutinized her intently, studying the subtle shifts of thought and emotion reflected in the vivid azure depths of her gaze... The way her eyes flickered, a myriad of feelings swirling just below the surface, drew him in deeper...
"You want truth.?" she questioned.
...allowing silence to hang in the air for a few moments..
Her words unfurled slowly, "I forget you as soon as I wake up," she confessed with a casual shrug, reclining once more into the comfort of her chair.
It was as if she were gauging the reactions she could elicit from him, testing his resolve.
In the stillness that followed, Finn remained quiet, lost in a whirlpool of thoughts, his heart pounding in his chest.
Waves of confusion and frustration crashed within him, his mind racing to formulate a response, still feeling the agitation prickling just beneath his skin.
With a light chuckle that barely masked his unease, he leaned in closer, "And what does that imply.. exactly..?" he asked, gripping the armrests of her chair, his fingers digging into the fabric as he sought to coax her full attention.
He needed to understand, "You dream of me.. fall asleep thinking of me?.." His voice was earnest, he tilted his head slightly, refusing to break eye contact.
“I’m not going anywhere, Calla, nor am I staying to lose,” he declared, a hint of defiance lacing his words.
Yet, beneath that bravado, he also sensed the vulnerability deep down.. Her earlier words, while teasingly indifferent, hinted at the sensitivity he felt towards such words.
"Your clarification, however, does suggest we’re playing.. some sort of.. game, so is that was this is?.." he continued, managing a smirk that barely concealed his rising frustration. It was a thin veil, but he’d learned to wear it well, even as the questions spiraled.
"Unless.. you want me gone..?" he pressed, inching closer until their faces were tantalizingly near, a mere breath apart. His eyes momentarily darted to her lips..before raising back up to her eyes as he asked.. "You did make quite a statement with it earlier.. so tell me.. is that what you want..?"
There was a thrill in her audacity, she.. thrived on this, this.. and as the words echoed in his mind..
witch, witch, witch..
It sparked a strange amusement that was quickly overshadowed by annoyance... a mantra of exasperation that he couldn’t quite shake off.
It was painfully clear that she had a hold over him, a grip that tightened with every flicker of her gaze...a simple shift of carelessness or indifference on her part sent a jolt through him.
He couldn't help but wonder if it was her beauty that ensnared him...those.. eyes, her alluring figure..but it ran deeper than mere physical attraction..her spirit, her defiance, the way she could engage him in playful banter, keeping him perpetually alert, unlike the effortless charm he wielded with the other women in his life.
It was a love-hate relationship, one that made him feel achingly desperate, a sensation he loathed because it stripped away his armor of indifference, leaving him bare and vulnerable.
As she leaned in closer, Finn found himself caught in an intoxicating haze, his resolve dwindling. He inhaled the heady scent of her perfume, a blend that tangled with the memory of their night together.
The vivid recollection of their bodies intertwined, of her fragrance mingling with his own, sparked a longing deep within him, and he couldn’t help but wonder if her hotel room still carried the essence of their intimacy..
The warmth of her breath against his skin was almost electric, adding to this feeling of reminisce.. a twist of embarrassment flooding him..
But it was her words that truly ensnared him..
"But only when it’s worth my time."
It struck him like lightning, leaving him to grapple with the meaning behind her statement..leaving him in a whirl of confusion..
Did she not find him worthy after all?..
The thought clawed at him, sending shards of doubt racing through his mind, each one piercing deeper than the last. Hadn’t he been worth her time when she had rushed into his arms, kissing him with such fervor that the memory still tingled on his lips?..
A memory.. so vivid that he instinctively moistened his lips, only to notice her gaze dart to them fleetingly before she pulled back with a dismissive scoff.
Damn it, she was teasing him again, toying with his emotions like a cat with a string.
He was ensnared in her games, caught in a web of her indifference that only deepened his sense of longing and frustration.
His heart raced with a mix of confusion and intrigue, all stemming from her dispassionate demeanor that seemed to hold him captive.
The way she affected him was a riddle.. one he'd rather not unravel..
what was he doing here, and why had he ever engaged with her in the first place?
A torrent of absurd inquiries flooded his mind, each one more nonsensical than the last, while the silence between them stretched like an elastic band ready to snap..
Her fleeting glances danced between his lips and his eyes, ensnaring him deeper into her web, so much so that when her voice finally broke the stillness, he flinched as if struck.
"You just little game, Finn. Fun while it last."
..while it lasts..
Her words dripped with a teasing familiarity, the way she pronounced his name sending a shiver down his spine, as if she were fully aware of the hold she had over him.
It was infuriating, the way her laughter echoed in his ears, a sound that seemed to mock his every insecurity and question.
He had thought he was the one steering this interaction, believing he had the upper hand because of her past annoyance and vulnerability towards him. Yet.. her swift transformation was nothing short of surprising.. and fascinating, a reality he loathed to accept, leaving him reeling in its wake.
"You ask if I think of you?" she suddenly probed, and he felt a twitch of anticipation, bracing himself for her inevitable witty retort.
"I think of how easy you were," she declared, and in that moment, Finn realized that despite his grasp on her patterns, she remained an enigma, a puzzle he couldn't quite piece together.
How could she oscillate between playing hard to get and initiating a kiss, then getting frustrated when he left so abruptly.. then for it all to fall back on her playing hard to get once more?
The complexity of her nature left him both bewildered and captivated, ensnared in a game he was desperate to understand yet terrified to lose.
He wanted to challenge her, to demand clarity, but the very thought of breaking the delicate balance of the tumult of emotions swirling within him, each one vying for dominance.. was hard to grapple.
The confusion that had initially gripped his heart now morphed into a simmering frustration, a desire to confront the contradictions that defined her. How could she be so effortlessly alluring one moment, and then so dismissive the next?..
It was as if she wielded the power to manipulate the very fabric of his thoughts and feelings, bending them to her will with a mere flick of her gaze.
He took leaned closer, the air thick with tension, and for a fleeting moment, he considered the possibility of breaking through her carefully constructed facade... "You think I'm easy?" ..he challenged, his voice steadier than he felt.
The words hung in the air, a challenge wrapped in vulnerability, and he watched as her expression shifted, a flicker of surprise crossing her features before it was replaced by a look of contemplation..
Finn scrutinized her intently, studying the subtle shifts of thought and emotion reflected in the vivid azure depths of her gaze... The way her eyes flickered, a myriad of feelings swirling just below the surface, drew him in deeper...
"You want truth.?" she questioned.
...allowing silence to hang in the air for a few moments..
Her words unfurled slowly, "I forget you as soon as I wake up," she confessed with a casual shrug, reclining once more into the comfort of her chair.
It was as if she were gauging the reactions she could elicit from him, testing his resolve.
In the stillness that followed, Finn remained quiet, lost in a whirlpool of thoughts, his heart pounding in his chest.
Waves of confusion and frustration crashed within him, his mind racing to formulate a response, still feeling the agitation prickling just beneath his skin.
With a light chuckle that barely masked his unease, he leaned in closer, "And what does that imply.. exactly..?" he asked, gripping the armrests of her chair, his fingers digging into the fabric as he sought to coax her full attention.
He needed to understand, "You dream of me.. fall asleep thinking of me?.." His voice was earnest, he tilted his head slightly, refusing to break eye contact.
“I’m not going anywhere, Calla, nor am I staying to lose,” he declared, a hint of defiance lacing his words.
Yet, beneath that bravado, he also sensed the vulnerability deep down.. Her earlier words, while teasingly indifferent, hinted at the sensitivity he felt towards such words.
"Your clarification, however, does suggest we’re playing.. some sort of.. game, so is that was this is?.." he continued, managing a smirk that barely concealed his rising frustration. It was a thin veil, but he’d learned to wear it well, even as the questions spiraled.
"Unless.. you want me gone..?" he pressed, inching closer until their faces were tantalizingly near, a mere breath apart. His eyes momentarily darted to her lips..before raising back up to her eyes as he asked.. "You did make quite a statement with it earlier.. so tell me.. is that what you want..?"
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