TheVoidQueen
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nvm, take me to my twin pls
ryuk hae
She blinked, grin faltering as her head tilted slightly to the side at Yuuki's words. Surprise? What was there left to be surprised about? Every single aspect of their lives was predetermined by someone that only committed their names to memory so he could be more accurate in his torment of them. Their families, their lives, their deaths - all orchestrated by him.
Was she the surprise? Was surprise a good thing - was Yuuki pleased that they got stuck with the terror twin? If the realization that, by anyone else's standards, he had drawn the short straw had dawned on him, he was doing a superb job of masking it.
It had occurred to her, though. It had occurred to her the moment she was called upon to be wed. She knew that whoever ended up by her side would remain there only out of obligation, not desire. Would they resent her? Would they look at her the same way her mother did, contempt always lingering?
Would they also wish, so loudly despite - or perhaps because of - the silence, that it had been her rather than Hyo?
Yuuki's touch cut through her thoughts, her brain short circuiting at the contact. For once, she was thankful that their beloved Leader interrupted her speech before it had even began, half of Yuuki's words escaping her. "Apologies... darling.. with you I will share a life." Her expression softened and she squeezed their hand ever so slightly, using Yuuki as an anchor while Marcus recited the vows.
She kept her eyes locked on Yuuki's as they played a game of repeat-after-Marcus, waiting her turn. The temptation to look into the crowd and search for her family - were they still her family if she was no longer to live with them? - was persistent, but she held her gaze steady on her to-be husband as he promised to teach and protect her. Is it still a promise if the words are not your own?
Squaring her shoulders, a sharp inhale broke through her facade, making her nervousness evident. “I take thee to by my husband. I will keep our family name strong and bold through our offspring and vow to follow your ways and teachings. As Jehovah as our witness, I will never stray from God nor our family.” Her voice was barely audible and monotonous, the words leaving her sounding more lie and nightmare than promise of lifelong commitment. If she was quiet enough now, maybe Yuuki would forgive her loudness for the rest of their lives. If she didn't say it loudly enough, maybe God and Yuuki wouldn't be as mad for not meaning it.
The kiss. As a kid, it seemed to her like the most romantic thing in the world: something simultaneously forbidden and encouraged. After Hyo died, and the love in their household went with her, they all seemed forced. Obligation rather than desire.
She straightened her back and got on her toes, leaning in and meeting Yuuki's lips in the middle. She pulled away almost instinctively, their lips barely grazing.
Was she the Devil?
Was she the surprise? Was surprise a good thing - was Yuuki pleased that they got stuck with the terror twin? If the realization that, by anyone else's standards, he had drawn the short straw had dawned on him, he was doing a superb job of masking it.
It had occurred to her, though. It had occurred to her the moment she was called upon to be wed. She knew that whoever ended up by her side would remain there only out of obligation, not desire. Would they resent her? Would they look at her the same way her mother did, contempt always lingering?
Would they also wish, so loudly despite - or perhaps because of - the silence, that it had been her rather than Hyo?
Yuuki's touch cut through her thoughts, her brain short circuiting at the contact. For once, she was thankful that their beloved Leader interrupted her speech before it had even began, half of Yuuki's words escaping her. "Apologies... darling.. with you I will share a life." Her expression softened and she squeezed their hand ever so slightly, using Yuuki as an anchor while Marcus recited the vows.
She kept her eyes locked on Yuuki's as they played a game of repeat-after-Marcus, waiting her turn. The temptation to look into the crowd and search for her family - were they still her family if she was no longer to live with them? - was persistent, but she held her gaze steady on her to-be husband as he promised to teach and protect her. Is it still a promise if the words are not your own?
Squaring her shoulders, a sharp inhale broke through her facade, making her nervousness evident. “I take thee to by my husband. I will keep our family name strong and bold through our offspring and vow to follow your ways and teachings. As Jehovah as our witness, I will never stray from God nor our family.” Her voice was barely audible and monotonous, the words leaving her sounding more lie and nightmare than promise of lifelong commitment. If she was quiet enough now, maybe Yuuki would forgive her loudness for the rest of their lives. If she didn't say it loudly enough, maybe God and Yuuki wouldn't be as mad for not meaning it.
The kiss. As a kid, it seemed to her like the most romantic thing in the world: something simultaneously forbidden and encouraged. After Hyo died, and the love in their household went with her, they all seemed forced. Obligation rather than desire.
She straightened her back and got on her toes, leaning in and meeting Yuuki's lips in the middle. She pulled away almost instinctively, their lips barely grazing.
Was she the Devil?
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