Poetry Untitled

[Venom Adhamm]

Will it stop?
Does it ever stop?
My mind's tired but I just can't sleep
My body's aching but it just can't rest
As I feel that familiar void seeping in
A dark cloud that suffocates my lungs
And I'm feeling like a third wheel again
And I'm feeling unlovable again
And there's no rhyme or reason for it
It's just the same as it's always been
How long until she finds someone better?

 

[Venom Adhamm]

I feel ugly today
I hate my face
I hate my body
I hate myself
I want to scream
But I don't because I hate my voice too

 

[Venom Adhamm]

I miss the ocean
The solitude of sand shaded by moonlight
Washed over by whispering waves
I sat alone beneath that starless sky
But at least the ocean made music for me
And I could gaze out towards infinity
Now there is nothing
Only walls and silence