queendilettante
🤍 Heart Problems 🤍
"The Pit? Really?" Laoise had exclaimed to the man, Galibree, when he had informed her of her newfound obligation to help in the mines. In seeking the older man out in the first place, she was hoping to extort him. She did not expect that, thanks to the delicate political situation on this planet, she would be immediately accosted and required to descend into the mines. In Laoise's experience, that was probably the worst position to be arguing from and she was very intent on not being forced to descend into The Pit as a conscripted laborer. "Are you talking about that long ass elevator?"
He was, in fact, talking about that long ass elevator; the long ass elevator that Laoise, a newly voluntold laborer, was presently riding to its destination at the depths of the planet. She had been riding downward for nearly two hours and had long since passed her point of comfort. The Pit was incomprehensibly deep and every further minute that passed as the few dozen other conscripts stood in silence caused the screaming voice in her head to get harder to ignore. Get out.
Being trapped wasn't exactly a position Laoise found comfortable. Granted, most people wouldn't feel comfortable in a true to form prison cell- Get out - Laoise wouldn't argue against that. What Laoise had, unfortunately, was an uncanny ability to turn any and all situations she stumbled upon into a sort of prison. It seemed as though the only thing she had done for her entire life was run. Get out. Being trapped thousands of miles underground made her nauseatingly aware of her inability to escape. Get out. She was powerless. Get. Out.
Laoise sighed as if being punched in the stomach and clutched her face. Stay cool. She took a deep breath and relaxed her body, realizing for the first time in nearly an hour how tense her shoulders were. Surprisingly, her outburst wasn't even acknowledged by any of the other workers. They must have been in her position before.
Get out.
****
The rest of the ride went about as well as the first hour and a half. Laoise began to slowly spiral before bringing herself back to reality; rinse and repeat. As the alarms sounded to signal the approaching platform finally at its destination, Laoise put on a smile as if the previous couple of hours never happened and pranced herself into the mines where she was immediately struck by an incredibly long line. Get out.
"For fuck's sake," she grumbled, looking around her at the others. Disconcertingly and for the second time, no one acknowledged Laoise's presence at all; it was if the other miners were in a trance. They were going about a task that hard already become innate to them and no amount of whining from a newblood would be able to wake them from it.
Laoise supposed she could use that to her advantage. She chose to ignore the flashing green neon sign signaling new arrivals. She waved to the woman at the front counter and walked past her as if she was supposed to. Get out. The woman, while somewhat confused, waved back and returned to her monotonous welcoming duties. It was a wonder what people would let you get away with if you pretended to belong.
Laoise chose to take the opportunity presented by her reckless obstinance and began exploring the seemingly endless hallways. Get out. Within minutes, Laoise had lost track of the central path and found herself lost within the underground Labyrinth. The entrance seemed so busy but she hadn't seen a single other miner since her arrival. Perhaps she was trespassing in an area already worked through-
"What are you doing?" Her inner monologue was rudely interrupted by a shouting man in the distance. She looked around, confused. No one was there. What in the f- "We've got an intruder," the voice continued. Shit. She frantically looked around her for a way out, but all she could see was more of the same.
Then she heard the sound of many boots running on the floor.
Get out.
"Fuck."
Get out.
Laoise picked a direction and ran. Get out. She was still a bit fuzzy from the crew's rough landing, and the exertion of sprinting down an endless hallway wasn't doing anything to help that. She turned a random corner and stopped to catch her breath. Get out. She gasped for air. How could that man have seen her investigating? She still hadn't even seen him! Unless the rulers of this place had tech she was wholly unfamiliar with, which she supposed was a possibility, she couldn't figure out how he could have possibly seen her. Get out.
"Fuck," she said, exasperated, as the footsteps started to catch up to her. She ran again, but this time quickly found herself at a dead end. "A trillion fucking hallways and I pick the one..." she cursed to herself. The footsteps were getting louder and louder and she could hear voices of numerous men shouting for her to surrender. Get out. "Fuck!" Laoise screamed and punched the wall as hard as she could. Get out. She leaned against it and started to cry. Get out.
There was so much - so much - that she had survived over the past couple of days. Get out. She lied to heavily armed customers, Get out, stole military secrets and millions in cash, Get out, leapt from a currently battling ship to the one it was about to fire upon, Get out, killed pirates invading said ship, Get out, crash landed onto this shithole of a planet and now...
Laoise was going to die. Trespassing was what was going to do her in after all. She laughed as the boots got even closer. Only someone as royally fucked up as her could manage to defy all reasonable odds of survival and be killed for the most mundane of all her innumerable crimes. Perhaps her parents were right in the end. Laoise was a doomed soul, ever hurtling toward her own destruction. Be it from her or another, she was destined to burn up long before most. She turned to face the opening to the dead end, smiling, and leaned against the wall behind her. It was funny, in a fucked up, life-ending sort of way.
Four guards rounded the corner and aimed their weapons at her. She put her hands up, still smiling and leaning against the back wall. The center guard took his weapon out of safety and silently stared her down. None of the others took their eyes off of her as they did the same. She wondered which guard would fire first.
Laoise closed her eyes, accepting her fate. She was getting out.
He was, in fact, talking about that long ass elevator; the long ass elevator that Laoise, a newly voluntold laborer, was presently riding to its destination at the depths of the planet. She had been riding downward for nearly two hours and had long since passed her point of comfort. The Pit was incomprehensibly deep and every further minute that passed as the few dozen other conscripts stood in silence caused the screaming voice in her head to get harder to ignore. Get out.
Being trapped wasn't exactly a position Laoise found comfortable. Granted, most people wouldn't feel comfortable in a true to form prison cell- Get out - Laoise wouldn't argue against that. What Laoise had, unfortunately, was an uncanny ability to turn any and all situations she stumbled upon into a sort of prison. It seemed as though the only thing she had done for her entire life was run. Get out. Being trapped thousands of miles underground made her nauseatingly aware of her inability to escape. Get out. She was powerless. Get. Out.
Laoise sighed as if being punched in the stomach and clutched her face. Stay cool. She took a deep breath and relaxed her body, realizing for the first time in nearly an hour how tense her shoulders were. Surprisingly, her outburst wasn't even acknowledged by any of the other workers. They must have been in her position before.
Get out.
****
The rest of the ride went about as well as the first hour and a half. Laoise began to slowly spiral before bringing herself back to reality; rinse and repeat. As the alarms sounded to signal the approaching platform finally at its destination, Laoise put on a smile as if the previous couple of hours never happened and pranced herself into the mines where she was immediately struck by an incredibly long line. Get out.
"For fuck's sake," she grumbled, looking around her at the others. Disconcertingly and for the second time, no one acknowledged Laoise's presence at all; it was if the other miners were in a trance. They were going about a task that hard already become innate to them and no amount of whining from a newblood would be able to wake them from it.
Laoise supposed she could use that to her advantage. She chose to ignore the flashing green neon sign signaling new arrivals. She waved to the woman at the front counter and walked past her as if she was supposed to. Get out. The woman, while somewhat confused, waved back and returned to her monotonous welcoming duties. It was a wonder what people would let you get away with if you pretended to belong.
Laoise chose to take the opportunity presented by her reckless obstinance and began exploring the seemingly endless hallways. Get out. Within minutes, Laoise had lost track of the central path and found herself lost within the underground Labyrinth. The entrance seemed so busy but she hadn't seen a single other miner since her arrival. Perhaps she was trespassing in an area already worked through-
"What are you doing?" Her inner monologue was rudely interrupted by a shouting man in the distance. She looked around, confused. No one was there. What in the f- "We've got an intruder," the voice continued. Shit. She frantically looked around her for a way out, but all she could see was more of the same.
Then she heard the sound of many boots running on the floor.
Get out.
"Fuck."
Get out.
Laoise picked a direction and ran. Get out. She was still a bit fuzzy from the crew's rough landing, and the exertion of sprinting down an endless hallway wasn't doing anything to help that. She turned a random corner and stopped to catch her breath. Get out. She gasped for air. How could that man have seen her investigating? She still hadn't even seen him! Unless the rulers of this place had tech she was wholly unfamiliar with, which she supposed was a possibility, she couldn't figure out how he could have possibly seen her. Get out.
"Fuck," she said, exasperated, as the footsteps started to catch up to her. She ran again, but this time quickly found herself at a dead end. "A trillion fucking hallways and I pick the one..." she cursed to herself. The footsteps were getting louder and louder and she could hear voices of numerous men shouting for her to surrender. Get out. "Fuck!" Laoise screamed and punched the wall as hard as she could. Get out. She leaned against it and started to cry. Get out.
There was so much - so much - that she had survived over the past couple of days. Get out. She lied to heavily armed customers, Get out, stole military secrets and millions in cash, Get out, leapt from a currently battling ship to the one it was about to fire upon, Get out, killed pirates invading said ship, Get out, crash landed onto this shithole of a planet and now...
Laoise was going to die. Trespassing was what was going to do her in after all. She laughed as the boots got even closer. Only someone as royally fucked up as her could manage to defy all reasonable odds of survival and be killed for the most mundane of all her innumerable crimes. Perhaps her parents were right in the end. Laoise was a doomed soul, ever hurtling toward her own destruction. Be it from her or another, she was destined to burn up long before most. She turned to face the opening to the dead end, smiling, and leaned against the wall behind her. It was funny, in a fucked up, life-ending sort of way.
Four guards rounded the corner and aimed their weapons at her. She put her hands up, still smiling and leaning against the back wall. The center guard took his weapon out of safety and silently stared her down. None of the others took their eyes off of her as they did the same. She wondered which guard would fire first.
Laoise closed her eyes, accepting her fate. She was getting out.