cadence
in a quiet garden
rohit sisodiya.
Rohit wasn't a fan of parties — and not because he thought himself too good for them or because he despised dressing up. Sure, this one didn't have the pounding bass and flashing, multi-colored lights like all of the ragers he'd been dragged to in college did, but Ro found himself overwhelmed regardless. The amount of people, the over-lapping conversations, the smell of wine and champagne and appetizer trays — all of these things, along with the creeping thoughts that he didn't quite fit in with this crowd, made his head buzz and his stomach flop about. It wasn't that he didn't want to party — he'd spent the first thirty minutes of it throwing back champagne flukes in hope that he'd lose all inhibition and join the others (though that only succeeded in making him tipsy). No, it was that his body physically wouldn’t allow it. Some invisible force field was keeping him on the outskirts of the crowd no matter how many times he said fuck it and tried to join in.
He’d given up eventually, coming to the conclusion that Rohit Sisodiya was never meant to enjoy parties. Not as an awkward kid who never got invited to birthday parties. Not in college. And certainly not now. He traded his empty glass for another champagne fluke from one of the passing trays and settled himself deep into one of the sofas at the edge of the crowd. At least there was the booze. Ro wasn’t much of a drinker but, hey, if a bunch of hoity toity rich people wanted to offer him some on a literal tray, who was he to not take advantage of it? He pressed the glass to his lips and didn't even cringe at the taste of it this time. He'd always been more of a mixed drink kind of person, favoring drinks with enough juice or soda in them to drown out the flavor of liquor, but you manage to get used to the taste after four drinks. If the alcohol wasn't going to give him the courage to get out there, it was at least going to drown out some of his senses.
He was surely a sight to behold by the time someone had joined the seat across from him. He sported flushed cheeks and an unblinking stare, all glassy eyes and a white-knuckled grip on the stem of his glass. The champagne, unfortunately, hadn't done much yet to qualm that still-growing overwhelming feeling inside him. The crowd was still too loud, the lights too bright. He'd zoned out completely trying to ignore it all. If the man across from him hadn't said something, he was sure he wouldn't have noticed him at all.
Pouring champagne into his glass proved to be a small challenge when everything was slightly blurry, and his hand-eye coordination was bad enough sober. He balanced the base of it on his knee, white-knuckle grip on the neck of the bottle that way if he missed his glass, he at least wouldn't drop the entire thing.
The champagne at least seemed to grant Ro some self-awareness. Any other time, he would've kept talking about his work until the man physically left him in the dust.
His nerves didn’t quite dissipate, but the man offered a good enough distraction for now. He was thankful to have someone to talk to, even if they were an apparent stranger.
He’d given up eventually, coming to the conclusion that Rohit Sisodiya was never meant to enjoy parties. Not as an awkward kid who never got invited to birthday parties. Not in college. And certainly not now. He traded his empty glass for another champagne fluke from one of the passing trays and settled himself deep into one of the sofas at the edge of the crowd. At least there was the booze. Ro wasn’t much of a drinker but, hey, if a bunch of hoity toity rich people wanted to offer him some on a literal tray, who was he to not take advantage of it? He pressed the glass to his lips and didn't even cringe at the taste of it this time. He'd always been more of a mixed drink kind of person, favoring drinks with enough juice or soda in them to drown out the flavor of liquor, but you manage to get used to the taste after four drinks. If the alcohol wasn't going to give him the courage to get out there, it was at least going to drown out some of his senses.
He was surely a sight to behold by the time someone had joined the seat across from him. He sported flushed cheeks and an unblinking stare, all glassy eyes and a white-knuckled grip on the stem of his glass. The champagne, unfortunately, hadn't done much yet to qualm that still-growing overwhelming feeling inside him. The crowd was still too loud, the lights too bright. He'd zoned out completely trying to ignore it all. If the man across from him hadn't said something, he was sure he wouldn't have noticed him at all.
"Huh?"
He blinked, only half-aware he was being spoken to at all. "Oh, more like I don't know how to do this whole party thing,"
he answered with a shy smile, gesturing towards the crowd with his free hand. If his words were slightly slurred, this man was kind enough not to mention it. "You have the right idea,"
he said, pointing towards the entire bottle of champagne with his eyes. "I didn't realize whole bottles were on the table. May I?"
Pouring champagne into his glass proved to be a small challenge when everything was slightly blurry, and his hand-eye coordination was bad enough sober. He balanced the base of it on his knee, white-knuckle grip on the neck of the bottle that way if he missed his glass, he at least wouldn't drop the entire thing.
"Lab work?"
He knit his brows, confusion etched into his features like it was the most puzzling thing he'd heard all day. His wondered when this guy might've seen him in the labs. He'd only been in them a handful of times to drop off some papers. "You might have me confused with someone else. I didn't have much to do with all the genetic engineering stuff. I barely spent any time in the labs,"
he answered with a helpless shrug. "Besides I'm..."
Don't bring up birds. Don't bring up birds. "I'm more of a bird guy. I think they only kept me around 'cause I know a lot about them. Birds,"
he clarified. "Well, dinosaurs, too, but only because of birds. They're relatives!"
He shared like this wasn't one of the more well-known facts about birds and dinosaurs. "I mostly studied the relationship between them. I'm not really sure how much of it was useful."
The champagne at least seemed to grant Ro some self-awareness. Any other time, he would've kept talking about his work until the man physically left him in the dust.
"I won't bore you with all that. What brings you here?"
He asked, returning the bottle and sipping from his now-filled glass.His nerves didn’t quite dissipate, but the man offered a good enough distraction for now. He was thankful to have someone to talk to, even if they were an apparent stranger.
"I’m Ro, by the way. Sorry if we’ve met before, you’ll have to remind me of yours."
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