The Rp~~ [Toulouse Academy of Refinement~Year 2]

X rubbed her shoulder, not soothingly or in an attempt to calm her down. But more in a way that said for her to do what she needed and that he would be there through it all for her.


Mika bit his lip anxiously but nodded either way." Yeah..."
 
He let out a shuddering sigh. She was right it wasent fair, he was only hurting her... Perhaps it would have been better if she had never met him at all. Unshed tears gleamed in his eyes but he decided what he was gonna do. He loved her and the only way that he could even claim he loved her was to let her go, his feelings were a burden she was already happy. "Go.... I need to think about a few things, ill catch up." But it was obvious he had made a decision already, his broken voice was proof of that. But if even for a few minutes, he wanted to mourn it alone.
 
Nichole slept peacefully and then started having a flashback from her childhood.


Flash back





Nichole was sitting in a therapist office. She was trying to remember why she was sent here right after school. The therapist walked in and said"how are you today miss kudo?" Nichole said"im ok..why am I here?" Tilting her head. The therapist sighed and said"do you remember anything that happened? " Nichole said"no sir.." he nodded and said"well you nearly died the day before." Nichole tilted her head again. "I did?" He nodded and pointed to her bandaged neck and wrists. "Yes. Now tell me. Did jason ever assault you?" Nichole said"jason didnt hurt me. I just fell is all." Fumi sighed as he saw she was still in denial. "This is not the way to live Nichole. Jason is hurting you. You need to open your eyes to this." Nichole said"im fine. Can I go now?" Fumi facepalmed and said"fine. But im writing you this prescription. " writing a prescription for her that would make her cheerful.
 
Winnie walked him to the cafeteria after she composed herself and walked over to Brittany's table with a sweet smile. Brittany couldn't tell Winnie had just been crying and smiled back, getting out their files. "As you may have heard, year two is all about figuring out how you want to spend the rest of your life and us helping you achieve that without putting you in danger. I thought since you two are dating you'd want to do it together-hey, it's nearly your one year anniversary!"


Elsa nodded at Akio and walked with X. His touch did little to soothe her and instead riled her up even more. She pushed him into an abandoned classroom and stood, glaring furiously at him.


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It was only when elsa left he allowed himself to cry. A choked sob escaped him and soon his body was wracked with them as the tear fell from his eyes. Elsa was right in more ways then one, love wasent fair. was it fair that the first person he loved in this world was someone who was already happy with another. No it wasent but thats how it was. And even though he never felt more hurt then he did now he couldnt bring himself to regret it, or even to stop loving her. But he wouldnt say it out loud anymore, he promised himself that. He would watch her get married and have kids with him and not a word but congratulations will pass threw his lips. Would he ever stop hurting, he wasent sure. But.... He would give up for her, maybe seeing her happy would be enough. He cried for several minutes, silent but powerful sobs. Then he wiped the tears from his eye and started walking to the meeting with like everything was fine was fine, his smile fake but wide and his posture tall and proud, as if he was trying to convince himself that things were fine too.
 
Nichole was sent home. Alana crushed the pills and put them in Nichole's smoothie. Nichole drank it and blinked. Her eyes widened and dialted. After five minutes she grinned and giggled running around in a circle. "Mom! Hey mom! Can we go see a movie please? " Alana smiled seeing them working. "Of course sweetie! What movie?" Nichole tapped her chin and said"the secret world of arrietty?" Her eyes sparkiling. Alana said"thats not in theaters anymore. But we can go get the dvd." Nichole cheered. "Can we get crunch bites?" Alana nodded and they left. This became a routine when alana saw Nichole's grades slipping because of something happening at school or because of that no good jason. The pills were working. Alana and the others were happy. But then...one day Nichole walked in when alana was crushing the pills to put in her smoothie. Nichole saw the pills and put two and two together. She backed up shaking her head. "W-what are those?" Nichole asked her voice cracking. Alana froze and said"t-these are nothing sweetie. Here drink your smoothie." Giving Nichole the smoothie. She slapped it out of her hand. "What. Are. Those.pills?!" Nichole yelled at her. Alana said"theyre to help you be happy." "I am happy! Cant you see that?!" Nichole yelled again. Alana winced then her eyes narrowed. "Young lady! We are doing what is best for you!" "Best for me?! You're drugging me!" Alana back handed her. Everything went quiet and alana huffed. Nichole looked at the ground and alana then realized what she had done. She just hit her already mentally unstable daughter! Alana went to hug nichole. But a wall of water blocked her. Nichole surrounded herself in water and ran upstairs to her room crying. After that day. Alana took her off the pills, and gave Nichole space. She was there for her when Nichole finally saw jason as the guy he truly was. And when she was in the hospital because of him. Alana promised herself that she would never put nichole through that again. And she never has.


But now it seems she would have to use them again.





Alana stood outside biting her lip holding a bottle of pills. "I promised...but she needs cheering up. " alana went and got nichole's favorite flavor of smoothie. Then put the crushed pills in stirring it in. Alana knocked on the door before walking inside. "Wake up sweetie. I got you a smoothie. " Nichole yawned and sat up rubbing her eyes. Then took the smoothie sipping it. Her eyes widened and he pupils dilated once more. She smiled and giggled hugging Dimitri.


@Bree
 
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He couldn't help the twitch of his lips into a brief amused smirk as he was shoved into an empty room." Yes?" He asked.


Mikas eyes widened at the knowledge . It was close to their one year anniversary and he hadn't even known. Guilt racked his body as his grip tightened unconsciously on Winnies hand as he took the paper.
 
(She moving in her sleep Twi?)


Winnie hid her shock and smiled a bit, glancing at Mika. "It is...on the night of the dance, actually. Anyway, I'm not sure what we want to do. We'll get back to you, okay?" Brittany nodded and gave Winnie a smile as she stood.


Elsa gripped the collar of his shirt and pulled her down to her level. The urge to kill was coursing through her muscles and she wanted to torture him slowly but she couldn't. Instead, she shoved him against one of the desks and kissed him roughly.


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Akio walked into the meeting room, he seemed fine but people who knew him well could otherwise. His smile was too wide, unlike his small normal smiles and from the tenseness of his muscles it was easy to tell he was as taunt as a bow.


His posture to straight and high for his usual slightly slouchy relaxed posture.
 
"We could open up a music school. Or store. Or something like that." Mika said, giving the idea of life after school with Winnie a thought. They would live in a big house, or a cozy one with at least one guest room, and they would invite their crazy little family over for dinner parties and sleep overs, even Akio because by then Akio and Mika would be friends. The thought of it all made him smile, but it also made his heart ache with the sense that all of it might be impossible.


X had been prepared for the worst, judging the look in her eyes, but what he had not been prepared for was the crash of angry lips upon his. The aggression of the kiss seemed to rile something in him, something hard and wild. Like all the stress from dealing with Mika and the whole deal with him being owned by Angel broke the surface of his normally impeccable composure. His hands wound themselves into her hair and pulled her closure with one hand while the other gripped her waist tightly as he kissed her with an animalistic ferocity.
 
Dimitri watched the foster mom tiredly and was about to say something as she woke Nichole up but bit his tongue. When he noticed the drastic change in Nichole, he frowned. With his sisters past, he knew the effects of drugs. "What did you give her?" He asked.


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Nichole smiled drinking her smoothie. Then soon finished it. "Mommy can we go to see the animals?" Flailing. Alana said"sure sweetie. We can go see the animals." Ruffling Nichole's hair. Completely ignoring Dimitri's question not wanting a repeat of last time.


Nichole smiled and hugged Dimitri's arm happily. "I love you Dimi. "


(Ill be on later. Goin to the fair\ ^^/ @Bree)
 
Winnie smiled at his suggestions, pulling him away from the table during his musings and towards the hallway. "Those sound like great ideas. I particularly like the idea of a store. We could sell instruments and offer lessons in some quaint European city. " she said, envisioning the clean-but not to clean!- cottage-like house they'd live in and the store front they'd have in the city. She spotted Akio and her happiness fell a little but she didn't let it show.


Elsa growled low in her throat at his response, her body humming with this new energy. She all but ripped his shirt off, her hands roaming the muscles on his chest as she deepened the kiss.


Brittany watched the couple go with a small smile before catching sight of Akio and frowning. "Akio, you're next. " she called, hiding her concern so as not to point him out and she opened his file.


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Hearing about winnie and mika talk about their future together almost made him choke but he forced it back keeping on his fake smile. He sat, half expecting half hopping that mika and winnie would leave. He wouldnt even look at her, he wasent sure he could hold it in if she felt her gaze on him.
 
Mika smiled and stroked the back of her hand gently, following her gaze to Akio. Surprisingly his mood wasn't as dampened by his presence as he thought he would be, he even waved at him,


X tensed as his shirt disappeared, but continued and trailed kisses and bites along her neck, leaving marks. Heat surged up his spine and made him grit his teeth in pain." Stupid tattoo," He muttered.
 
Winnie relaxed at his touch and hugged him, finding herself lost in her daydream. She could even imagine the pattering of little feet on Christmas morning. Her smile reappeared. "I think we should do that. Little music store and a house in the country. What do you think? Of course, it'd have to have a few extra rooms for visitors or-but I think it'll be cute. "She stopped herself and moved on quickly to cover up her little slip. No reason to embarrass herself.


Elsa sighed happily, arching her back and leaning her neck to one side to give him better access. Then he shocked her out of her haze and she pulled back, face flushed and eyes alight. "What?"


Brittany raised her eyebrows at Mika and Akio. "...is everything okay, Akio?" She asked, honest concern in her voice. She knew it was something with Mika and Winnie but she wasn't certain and she wanted to help.


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"Im fine." He said immediately, but his voice was stale and toneless, like a man who had given up hope. Even when he had confessed her problems to her before he had been full of hope for better times and concern, not now. Now his voice was just dead. He looked at her and almost seemed to glance at them before looking away swiftly. She had helped him before and he wanted to talk to her but he couldnt, not with them here. Not when they were so happily talking about thier future and... He thought winnie hinted at kids. His heart tightened.
 
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X jumped at her sudden alertness, gripped the side of the desk."N-nothing," He stuttered and instantly knew he was screwed. X never stuttered. Ever. But in this little slip up he did in a desperate attempt to stop her from asking anymore question. The burning increased with the pace of his heart. He took deep breaths and it soothed slightly. On his back a huge tattoo could be seen burning a bright orange color before it calmed to its normal inky black.


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"Or...?" Mika asked, arching an eyebrow curiously. The thought of kids thrilled him and scared him all at once. He couldn't imagine tainting her blood line with his amount of fucked upness.

 

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In an instant, Elsa's demeanor changed from hot and horny to closed off and her icy walls were slammed in place as she turned him around and looked at the tattoo. "What's this and why is it glowing?"


Winnie blushed and smiled sweetly, looking down at her hands. "Or a nursery. The walls painted by you of course and maybe a rocking chair and shelves filled with books to read..." She trailed off, thoroughly embarrassed by her hopeful future.


Brittany's frown increased. "...you're giving up, aren't you?" She sighed a bit and she couldn't help reach over to squeeze his hand.


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The second brittany spoke his eyes widened and his eyes filled with unshed tears again and he looked down. He realized he needed to talk to someone who might try to understand, because he felt as if he was about to break. "Please.... Make them leave." He said low enough just for her to hear.
 
X leaned back and sighed, watching her guardedly. "It is........a curse. But ultimately nothing to worry about." He said honestly, voice tired. He wanted to continue but knew it was probably impossible with the way things were going.
 
Elsa's eyes snapped up to his, full of suspicion and mistrust. She turned to face him again, pulling him down to her eye level and hissed, "if my sister or Mika or Nella get hurt because of this, I will skin you alive. Can you promise me they won't get hurt?" She said, her eyes icy cold.


Brittany nodded and called over to them, "you guys can leave now." She watched as Winnie led Mika out and then turned back to Akio, rubbing her thumb gently on the back of his hand. "What happened?"


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He waited until after they left to look up. When he did he looked at her he was crying silently. Her touch was gentle and comforting, not like winnies in the past that was intimate in a different way but comforting. "Me and mika.. Got into a fight about winnie, ive loved her for a long time, she saved me. But he met her first.... Then he stormed off and i listened threw the walls with his conversation with another student. He said he was jealous of me. When he had everything i loved i couldnt here that from him. I blew up and almost attacked him, but in the end decided against it. He asked me to stop loving her and i couldnt, i still couldnt. He attacked me this time, i didnt fight back. Then he stormed off and winnie went off crying, because of us, because of me. I hurt her, i cant keep pulling her in every direction like this. I love her so much, but i think, i think i gotta let her go. Her happiness to me. Its more important then my own."
 
Mika relaxed and smiled." That sounds....... nice." He said, following her out with a glance back at Akio and Brittany with a slight frown.


X pulled her to him even closer, eyes ablaze with intensity." I wouldn't let any one of you get hurt. I may not have had my body long but you of all people should know that I'm as much as part of this family as you are. I've seen everything and and experienced everything through Mika and I've grown attached. I said there was nothing to worry about and I meant it." He growled.
 
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