The Rp~~ [Toulouse Academy of Refinement~Year 2]

"i have no idea....." he says as he sits against a wall, motioning for evangeline to sit next to him. "although sitting seems like a good plan..."
 
Evangeline watched as he sat down and joined him, "Yes... Yes it does..."


She smiled at him and sat beside him. Feeling the heat get to her evangeline began to fan her face.


"Gosh... it is kind of hot in here..."
 
"Burning it till it's nothing but ashes and then dumping the ashes away from the school. "Brittany informed, growing a bit impatient at the students. "Could you go and find the second years and tell them to hurry up please?"
 
Mika glanced down at her out the side of his eyes, putting an arm around her and leaning on her slightly as they walked. "Exactly the opposite." He said truthfully. In all honesty his vision was swimming in and out of focus and there was an itchy, nagging type feeling in the back of his consciousness, as if he were attempting to cover up his actual feelings again. His fist clenched and he felt the bite of his nails into the flesh of his palm. He hated this not knowing how to deal with or get rid of his bad feelings.


X and Gypsy showed up and quickly steered him away to a deserted hallway.


" Sorry, darling. We're gonna fix him." Gypsy said with a charming smile as they left.


" What..." Mika groaned, slumping against the wall and glaring at the two though part of him was soothed and deeply relieved by their presence.


" Drop the act, you don't have to pretend in front of us." X said bluntly, crossing his arms and watching him with a steady gaze. Mika literally dropped to the floor and slammed his head back into the wall with a deafening thud that echoed through the eerily uninhabited hall.


" I..........I just don't know anymore.........Its frustrating, you know. Wanting so hard and so much to feel the same feelings, but falling short because I am such a fucking idiot and I can't think like everyone else........ I want to feel and understand and I feel like I'm so close. So very close to figuring things out but then these unnecessary feelings get in the way.... I'm so....angry. Jealous, annoyed, frustrated. And the more I try to ignore them and get back on track the more it itches." Mika said, looking up at them with a dazed and pained expression as he scratched at his arms and wrists in a desperate attempt to make it stop. "But I can't get it to stop and I feel like while I'm trying to catch up everything escapes. Like trying to catch smoke with my bare hands. I just need more time, more time.......but he's faster than me and makes the itching worse." He was muttering now, repeating himself. His nails dug into the soft surface of his skin and scraped off layers until his fingers became slick width blood. X had listenedquietly but now was gripping his hands with a death grip and stared deeply into Mikas eyes, so close their noses were touching.


Gypsy crouched beside Mika, watching silently as he whimpered from the intensity of Xs stare which made even Gypsy have cold chills.


"Listen and listen clearly. Get. Your. Head. Out. Your. Ass. So what, you don't understand? Whose it bothering? Most definitely not Winnie. Most definitely not Akio. You're angry. Let it out. Safely." He said pointedly at the angry red scratches and gashes in Mikas arms." You wanna punch something, don't refrain. You wanna yell? Scream? Throw a tantrum? Do so as you please. Don't restrain yourself for no woman if it makes you like this. You are supposed to be the same free spirit you once were. Sure you didn't understand some things but that didn't keep you down for long. But now? I can't bear to see you like this. It hurts. You shouldn't be this..........broken. "He finished, teary eyed and voice nothing above a whisper.


Gypsy stayed silent and silently stood, offering them both a hand up." We'll find you an outlet, Mika.... Then the itching will stop.." He said quietly, pulling the other boy into a tight hug and felt hot tears dampen his shoulder.


Mika shuddered, trapped into the world Xs words had put him in. He did need to open his eyes. His confusion was nothing new and no one was forcing him to do anything or learn faster. Akio wasn't a threat right? But his presence made Mika go into a frenzy because every time he sees his face he can't help but remember those times when he had almost stolen one of the most important person in Mikas world away from him and the very thought makes him restless with pent up emotions that have no way out.
 
Celena nodded her head and smiled at Nikki, "There we go~!"


She then looked at Kai and looked at him seriously, "Can I pat you?"
 
Winnie opened her mouth to say something to Mika until she was so rudely interrupted and Mika was ushered away. She humphed and leaned against a wall, resting her head and closing her eyes. It was a bit of a relief to not have to take care of another problem, especially when she was dealing with her own. She was still keeping her feelings distant and she could feel them starting to leak, oozing that energy sapping, sad, isolated haze that seemed to cover her skin in a thin layer. But it was easy enough to ignore for now and when she heard the thud, she glanced up, torn. Slowly, she lingered more towards the hallway, catching tidbits here and there until finally, stubborn Winnie became a bit annoyed and walked over to the boys, eyebrow raised at them. "What's going on?"
 
Dimitri sighed with relief and rubbed her back some, chuckling at her eating habits. "Good. Thank you, baby." He said, kissing the top of her head. "Can I get you anything else?"
 
"really? i dont feel anything..." Jerrod says as he looks over at Evangeline. then feeling her forhead, he replied "well you feel hot, and look it too. wait. i said that out loud didnt i?" he said, blushing.
 
Evangeline blushed a little and sighed slightly, "I don't think I am sick..."


She then gave some unwilling coughs that were conveniently timed perfectly. she groaned and sighed.


"Maybe I am..."


She moved slightly away from Jerrod, "I don't want you to get sick..."
 
Mika looked up from rubbing his eyes and looked at Winnie, heart clenching in the usual way it did when he saw her." N-Nothing.. Well it was something, but I think it'll be alright." He said, wishing he had sleeves to cover his arms and ice for his head, since he had no idea how hard he had hit it. His head and arms pulsed in time with his erratic heart beat and felt sticky and stung with every movement, though he did feel better if only a bit. He tried his best to put on a smile for Winnie, not wanting her to see him like this since it would no doubt put unnecessary stress on her.


The other two watched him carefully taking in his actions. X rolled his eyes.


" Idiot. "He muttered before walking off to go to which ever meeting he came across first since he technically fit in both categories.


" Its, nothing..... Just guy talk."Gypsy explained straight faced, not bothering to fake a smile.
 
"haha your fine....i have a really good immune system...." jerrod said moving closer. "and i wouldnt want a simple cold to separate us...." he said wrapping his arm around her shoulders.
 
Evangeline blushed and lent into his arm, "Okay..."


How was she able to feel so comfortable with him she had no idea. Looking around the empty room she sighed.
 
Winnie took one look at Mika and sent Gypsy a glare. "I'm not Akio, my vision is perfectly fine so don't insult my intelligence." She snapped, kneeling down beside Mika and putting a hand on his head, making her touch icy cool. Glancing down at the marks but knowing she could do nothing at the moment, looked at Mika. "Talk to me, please. As you've told me, we need to be honest with each other." She moved her hand over his cheek, reminding herself of her mother and her lips twitched up a bit. "I assume it was you who banged on the wall?"
 
"how did we end up like this.... i do wonder...." Jerrod said, to no one in particular, and rested his head against the wall, looking up at the ceiling. "i mean, you brought me out of a shell i've had for a long time now..."
 
evangeline looked at him and smiled, "And you did it for me as well... I really am thankful...."


She looked at him and gave a true smile.
 
Akio watched them walk away and walked a bit closer though not within sight range. And then he listened in, will it be natural curiosity or how he felt that it may affect him too he listened. There was no doubt that at least mika was talking about him and he listened to them. He heard mika's concerns and while he knew he should feel bad, and that he should feel sympathy, all he could feel was pure rage. He suddenly stormed in the room, the air around him seemed to be vibrating as his anger let off vibrations in rage. He looked at mika on the ground with blood running from his arms. "Jealous..." He said his fingers deep enough into his palms till they felt like they were gonna go threw. "You dont have to right to say that you were jealous, not to me not to anyone. Not when you have half of my heart with you." The room seemed to begin to vibrate and shake as his anger almost started to spill over. All his emotions came to the front, his frustration, his anger, his self pity at everything that has happened to him. Every time he felt jealous or angry at him spilled over. "You don't realize it feels like your shoving a sword threw my chest every time you call her your girlfriend. How much it hurt to see every embrace, every touch and you want to call yourself jealous fuck you mika." He said his blind eyes seeming to flash. "You are jealous and angry, guess what im 10 times more so." He almost winced at the comment about him from winnie but at the moment he couldn't think very much past his rage. "You want a outlet? Then let me provide one. Get up from your self pity fest mika, me and you are gonna fight and get this all out of the way once and for all." He slid one foot back into a fighting stance and he looked at him with a fury. "Im sure you've wanted to hit me for a long time, get up." He said looking at him.
 
Celena gasped, "REALLY! YAY!"


She began to stroke the dogs hair and smiled happily, "It's so soft~~"


She giggled like a little child and then looked at Nikki, "Nikki! You must eat! For the sake of Kai's soft fur!"


Phoenix frowned and looked at her, "What does Kai's fur have anything to do with Nikki eating?"
 
"you have a beautiful smile... did you know that?" he said as he smiled at the beautiful girl leaning against him. "and that's not the only beautiful thing about you...."
 
Evangeline blinked and felt her face blush red, "What do you mean...?"


She had no idea what he was talking about. She had never thought of herself as beautiful.
 
Nichole blinked and tilted her head confused. Kai's ears flattened and he wouldve facepawed at that. Then sat on his haunches. His pack laid on the ground closing their eyes.


Yuki and kouji sweatdropped. "Ok I seriously dont see how that has something to do with nichole's appetite. "
 
"your just beautiful.... i dont know how to describe it...." jerrod said looking around, thinking. "i can barely think straight when your not around, your always on my mind....and i dont mean that creepily...." jerrod said smiling and looking back down at her.
 
Celena giggled and continued to stroke Kai's fur, "but it's so soft...."


She was off in dreamland and nearly everyone knew it.


Phoenix sighed and looked at Nikki, "Let's just say she wants you to eat more..."


Giving a nervous chuckle he ignored his sister and her sudden interest in Kai.
 
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