The Rp~~ [Toulouse Academy of Refinement~Year 2]

"Yes..."Mika replied. He really did but he seemingly couldn't remember how he had felt specifically though the overall feeling he got from the memory was a fond one.
 
"You sure....I'm sorry if I seem annoying. I'm just concerned. I just want you to be happy. Well as happy as you can be.," Belle said truthfully as she gently ran her fingers through his hair, messing it up a bit.


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Alex held onto Axel's hand, squeezing it a bit. She smiled a bit and leaned against him slightly, laying her head against his shoulder as they entered the dining hall.


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"Good, that's a start. " she said. She met his gaze, letting the impulsive, powerful, and almost overwhelming love she felt her him show. "We're going to do that again, tell our feelings to each other about the other. Okay? I'll start. " she nibbled her lip in thought before she suddenly started grinning. "Okay, when I first met you, I thought you were some party manwhore that I only had to tolerate for a minute or two and then could ignore. I hated you, just based on that assumption. But then we started walking and you...I don't know, you just changed the way I looked at you. No one had ever tried invading my personal space and you did...And you didn't look at me weird whenever my powers freaked out...I felt as if there was more to you and something compelled me to find out and the more I found out..the more I just wanted to lock you in my room and keep you all to myself. And then Ari came. " she swallowed, trying to keep the sadness from the memory from producing tears.


"And I saw you, well not you but I didn't know it at the time, kissing her and a part of me just...broke. I hadn't realized how much I'd grown to care for you until that moment. I felt betrayed and stupid for thinking that you were different from all the others. And then Ari tried claiming you and despite everything I felt, I just couldn't give you up. You're like an addiction, Mika, I hope you realize that. But anyway, back to the point. After all the drama, I was confused and didn't know what to do but I knew one thing. I loved you. I loved the way that you press my buttons on occasion or the way you are the complete opposite of me or that we both have problems in the head. I just feel...like you'll accept me, no matter what even if I'm being stuffy or a goody goody. Love is hard to explain, but when you can be yourself with someone one hundred percent yet still be willing to change or make sacrifices to make them happy, that's love. Finding a balance between being yourself and being theirs and them accepting that and doing the same. And that's what I want to do Mika. Okay...you're turn. "


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Dimitri waved at Elsa and headed over to the food before making his plate and sitting down. "Hey, where's luna and Yuki, hope they don't miss this.


Axel smiled a bit and got his food and waited for Alex before sitting at a table, eating quietly.


Brittany entered with Felix, talking excitedly in hushed voices while waiting for the rest of the students to file in.


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Alex picked up an apple and a bottle of water, deciding to force herself to eat. She sat down next to Axel, munching on the food silently as she sipped on her drink.
 
Akio had eaten lunch quite recently so he didnt get much and he sat down looking at brittany. He wondered what she had to say.
 
Krono sat down with Saphire at their usual table, seeing that brittany looked like she was going to make an announcement, he stayed there not getting food yet.


Jerrod walked in with evangeline after their self tour of the school, and sat down at a table, after getting them both some food.
 
Dragged to the proper table, sitting down... and there was an odd air of expectation. Quashing the desire to go and get her dinner, a soft growling proof that she needed sustenance, she kept a calm eye on the others around her. Somehow she'd gotten stuck thinking about things... comparing her own way of being raised to Krono's, since they were so fundamentally different it wasn't just him having less money than her own family. In fact... the difference might have nothing to do with money at all... but if so, what? A swift shake of her head, that was how she'd lost sight of the world and ended up following Krono like a puppy everywhere. She needed to pay more attention to her surroundings.
 
Krono looked over at Saphire, noticing she was deep in thought, and remembering the last time this happened. "you ok?" he asked her, hoping there wouldnt be anymore water works.
 
"YEah. Sorry about spacing out for so long." She looked to him, then the table, and rubbed her stomach in an attempt to stop it growling. That was going to be annoying, but she would wait until this excited mood was resolved. Wouldn't do for everyone to be hungry but her, since she could only partially hide it.
 
Krono, finally noticing the growling, "oooohhh your hungry......ill be right back. i think shes waiting on everyone to get here, and i know this isnt everyone." he said before he ran up to the buffet, grabbed two plates of food, and brought them back, setting hers in front of her. "here you are."
 
The plate smelled so good... steak and shrimp. Her favorite meal to be cooked in the American way, with a baked potato on the side... if she didn't stop staring and start eating she'd begin drooling. Well, her mouth was already watering... "Itadakimasu" And then the fork and knife were in hand, being cut up into smaller pieces, "Thank you, Krono." And then she was eating, blocking out the rest of the world, aside from Krono because that would just be rude, and eating. Quickly, but quietly.
 
"haha your welcome" he said, smiling. then went to his own food, a cheeseburger with fries. im not eating healthy here....and i dont care...
 
About halfway through eating the meal she noticed what he was eating. A sigh, and then... "Tomorrow I'm picking our meals." Once in a while was fine, but she'd been given a lot of books on nutrition and knew that eating as much junk food as he did wasn't good. Maybe if she pretended some Japanese dishes were takeout? "It might do you good to try some stuff from Japan."
 
Mika stayed silent for a while. Quite a long time actually. He understood what she was saying and felt that it was the closest to a correct answer that he's gotten so far but what was this feeling that shook him to his core? It kept building and building til he himself was trembling. He felt like crying and laughing at the same time, it was such a horribly bittersweet feeling and he had no clue what to do with it. He averted his eyes from hers, unable to bear the love that confused him so much." I............I don't know who I am. When I met you, I had some inkling about it but now I feel more lost than before. Back then I had been abandoned by my only family and left in this place full of people that weren't like me. At first I had just wanted to kill some time and it could have been anyone but it just so happened that you were the most tolerable and it was easy to hook you in. All it took was a brush of the arm. I didn't care if I hurt you or not because you were my property and I could do anything I wanted to you but I guess the thought of some one taking what's mine away from me sparked something. When Ari came I was happy for the familiar face, plus it was like a replacement for the toy I was about to lose. It was then I think that I began to feel. I felt guilty and angry about kissing Ari, even if it technically wasn't my fault. I was frustrated and angry about the talk of friendship from Nichole, Celena and Alex. I was mad that they dared to touch what's mine. I was mad that Akio helped you more than I could. I hated myself for not knowing what I felt, because I'm certain I didn't feel the same way you did. Either way I consented and conformed and played the part of the good boyfriend, plastering a smile and throwing out I love yous often despite not knowing for sure. For a while there I felt that it was hopeless to love you because you obviously were falling out of love or losing interest do to Akio being there. "He said, eyes dark and cool. '"I hated him. He was condescending and thought me weak. And I'd be lying if I said that I'm fine with him now because I'm not. I'm not fine with anyone of them. The only exceptions are you and Ari. I probably won't understand love for a while but I'm positive that what I feel for you is close. I care about you more than any thing in this world and will support you as much as needed for the rest of your life because you are mine. Not an objects, but sort of like a very important organ that I can't function properly with out."Mika took a hold of her hands and held them in his, gazing at her with blue grey eyes ablaze with a fierce and overwhelming passion.
 
Krono looked up in surprise. "what you dont like it?" he asked, worried he did something wrong. then looked down at this own meal. or it could be this.....but it has lettuce and tomatoes......so its kinda healthy.......i guess........yeah that argument is missing serious support.
 
"This is the third fast-food meal I've seen you eat. I don't mind if you want to eat stuff like that once a week, but you need more variety in your meals, or you'll become malnourished and possibly stunt your growth." She said it almost clinically. "So, I'm going to try to keep you healthy. For a week I'll plan your meals, and you can tell me if you feel a difference afterwards. I'll pick the ones that Americans should like as well... and once every three days you can pick a meal for yourself. I just want you to try it."
 
Yup it was definetly the cheeseburger. "oh, ok. i guess." krono said still a little taken aback. why should she care? "not trying to sound rude, but why would you care about the nutritious value of my meals?"
 
Winnie listened to him, purposefully holding back any emotions his words caused and nodded, swallowing a bit. Some of them made her want to cry, some made her want to hug him, and others made her want to slap him. She didn't so any of it though and instead smiled slightly at the end. "See? Progress. That concludes lesson one: finding something close to love. Next lesson, figuring out who you want to be. I say want because if you find that out, you can strive to be it. Are you hungry? I think dinner has started. "


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A deep breath and then... "I'm not entirely sure. I just know that it's not healthy, and... and I don't want you to be unhealthy." Yep, she was just as confused as him. "I... I'm not saying that I'm going to always do it, but... I... Umm...." Trailing off into silence she looked back at her meat...
 
Akio looked at dimitri. "Dimitri winnie and mika are in the kitchen you should get them for the announcements." He didnt know how the situation was now between them as the medicine had dulled his senses so he couldnt sense that far but etheir way they should be there.
 
Mika watched her silently, feeling frustrated still. With a sigh he leaned forwards and kissed her sweetly and wrapped his arms around her, nuzzling her neck. He relaxed and just stayed like that for a moment.


Silas sighed,''You're not annoying as long as you speak your mind. I don't like not knowing what you might be thinking.!
 
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