Cara
i'm a leaf on the wind watch how i soar. ♥
Niylah Blake
Location: McGuire AF Base
Interactions: BasiliskVeranda
OOC: I tried to make it cool this time, but I'm too bad at this so feel free to change the background or the colors of the text.
ps: I'm learning ^.^
Niylah didn’t want to talk to anyone at the moment afraid that she might say something wrong. So she tried to sleep instead but she couldn’t push the thought of something going wrong off of her head. She thought of a lot of possibilities on how this mission might go wrong that she felt if anything really happens, it will be her fault for thinking too much about it. She shook the feeling as she stood up and took Colby’s diary thinking that she won’t get sleep anyways so why not go back to the locked room.
Arriving there, she placed the diary back and took some time to read the other diaries thinking that maybe someone wrote something about the “monster” or the mission. " I swear to god if this stupid monster is related to vampires in any way I will lose my mind” Niylah mumbled as she flipped through the pages irritated by the thought. And she had the right to... the past year especially was vamps year for her, every house, bunker, or fucking hole she went to was full of vamps and she couldn't stand it anymore. She could swear she killed every vampire on earth. After a long useless search, she found nothing so she decided to look in the duffle bags, now that Anna wasn’t there she could look however she liked as long as she put everything back to its place afterward, she was lucky to find some cool stuff. Niylah was ranking everything she found hoping that she’ll remember where everything is if ever needed, she ranked them as too dumb, who the hell would use that, too personal, and can be handy. she felt bad for the group so she didn’t take anything that was personal, but she didn’t feel bad at all taking all the stuff that could be useful to them. She took 4 Pocketknives, 2 binoculars, 1 Rangefinder, 1 Night Vision Scope, and 2 still working flashlights. they weren’t enough but they were all she could find. 'The group can share' she thought as she opened the last duffle bag, inside the last bag was two glowing sticks and a first aid kit, she took them as well. Now that there was nothing that “can be handy” left to be taken she went out of the room and headed back to their room. She remembered hearing voices in the showers earlier, maybe she would look there first.
She was lucky to find Nik midways, “ don’t worry, I won’t push you to an empty room this time “ she joked approaching. there wasn’t a serious threat inside the base yet, so Niylah found lightning the mood with a joke a good idea. She smiled and started in a calm voice to show that she was not angry or attacking but that she only wished she knew “Look, I know that we only just met. We don’t know anything about each other, and under normal circumstances, you don’t have to trust me or share anything with me. Be it information or anything else. But we are stuck here together as one group and we need to help each other in order to make it out alive. I don’t know the way you guys handle these type of things and clearly, you trust each other with your lives, but I need you to understand that I can not do that yet. I’ve been traveling on my own for a few years now so it is hard for me to plan and think of a whole group but I’m trying to help in every way that I can.” She paused for a little hopping that what she just said would make sense to Nik, she then continued trying to pick the right words “Me finding the room and the diaries, I thought I found something big. If it was only me, I would’ve booked it the second I knew about the disappearings. But I had to deepen the research because I felt responsible for sharing this information with you. And now, I know that I wasted time finding it because Rhys already knew about it. if I knew about it as well, I would’ve focused my search on finding something else…something like useful stuff to help you with the mission out there.” she finished presenting a bag filled with the stuff she found to Nik. Now that she explained her earlier behavior and got this out of her chest she felt much better. Maybe talking to someone wasn't such a bad idea, at least she hoped it wasn’t. She might think about it later when everything was okay, but right now she needed to be fully focused on being useful. “oh and, about the pocketknives, Just please... don’t tell Marcus, don’t show Scout, and hid them… trust on this, if you already have a plan B let the knives be the plan C”