Casually, Matthew began to fiddle with a stray piece of straw that had carelessly found its way onto his shirt as Alana continued her half of the conversation. It was only when her exhaustion had finally made its triumph when turned his head in her direction. No doubt, the young woman was knocked out. His expression seemed very soft, or was it simply the effect of the room's dull lighting? No, though while the light was certainly a benefactor, Matthew's visage had grown calmer as he watched over Alana. The idea initially presented itself as odd, but there wasn't anyway the young politician could deny it; Alana greatly reminded Matthew of his younger sister, Anna. They were both significantly younger than he was and had rather similar sounding names, but they also had their differences. Anna was not as rigid and tomboy-like as Alana was. She was more of the "docile flower" type. Still, Matthew still couldn't resist from the heart softening emotion. In his eyes, Alana was still young and naive, though he would never treat as such.
Another thing was for sure, Matthew was ready for the war to be done with. No more fighting, no more running, just normality. In his youth Matthew would often complain about mundane life, and begged for bit of change, but now it was all that he yearned for. War wasn't mundane, it was unpredictable and temperamental. Anything could happen during times of war. He pondered further on all of the sudden events that took place during the past few years. His attempted flee, his failure to keep his sister safe, his seclusion from society, and everything else in between that lead up to this moment. At some point during his thoughts, Matthew removed himself from his seat and wandered towards the bed. It did not take him too long to resolve the debate; whether he should sleep on the cracked, wooden floor, or rest beside Alana. From past experience, he knew he would regret sleeping on the rotting, wooden planks. Both situations were uncomfortable, no doubt, but at least one was more tolerable than the other. Besides, he had lied to strange women before, this shouldn't be anything new, right?
Somehow Matthew managed to squeeze himself onto the insufficient mattress and hoped he had not disturbed the fatigued woman. He resumed his thoughts about life and war as he leaned his back awkwardly against the frame of the bed. Maybe this was all just a dream. Yes, this was all just a rather strange nightmare, and when they woke up, everything would be back as the way it was. Alana would be somewhere with her family again without anyone to distract her from her rightful path as a mercenary, and Matthew would be sitting in the living room with his sister. Perhaps they would be reading a book, or snacking on a small dish of sweet, or maybe just talking. Matthew kept thinking of what life would be like if the war between them was just a dream and slowly felt himself being pulled into a deep slumber as the night ticked away.
Another thing was for sure, Matthew was ready for the war to be done with. No more fighting, no more running, just normality. In his youth Matthew would often complain about mundane life, and begged for bit of change, but now it was all that he yearned for. War wasn't mundane, it was unpredictable and temperamental. Anything could happen during times of war. He pondered further on all of the sudden events that took place during the past few years. His attempted flee, his failure to keep his sister safe, his seclusion from society, and everything else in between that lead up to this moment. At some point during his thoughts, Matthew removed himself from his seat and wandered towards the bed. It did not take him too long to resolve the debate; whether he should sleep on the cracked, wooden floor, or rest beside Alana. From past experience, he knew he would regret sleeping on the rotting, wooden planks. Both situations were uncomfortable, no doubt, but at least one was more tolerable than the other. Besides, he had lied to strange women before, this shouldn't be anything new, right?
Somehow Matthew managed to squeeze himself onto the insufficient mattress and hoped he had not disturbed the fatigued woman. He resumed his thoughts about life and war as he leaned his back awkwardly against the frame of the bed. Maybe this was all just a dream. Yes, this was all just a rather strange nightmare, and when they woke up, everything would be back as the way it was. Alana would be somewhere with her family again without anyone to distract her from her rightful path as a mercenary, and Matthew would be sitting in the living room with his sister. Perhaps they would be reading a book, or snacking on a small dish of sweet, or maybe just talking. Matthew kept thinking of what life would be like if the war between them was just a dream and slowly felt himself being pulled into a deep slumber as the night ticked away.