Key of Stars
Elementary
"Forget?" Ymir was angry, he didn't even need the insight in her character he'd obtained over the years to deduce that much, but he had known her for several years, which only made her being this mad that much worse. Then again, she had every right to be, especially after he had simply blurted out whatever he felt like saying without stopping to think about the consequences for even a second. "That's cruel, Leo. How's it fair if I don't get to give you my answer?" He glanced away as she stepped closer, it really wasn't fair if she didn't get to give her answer, but even so, he really didn't want to hear it right now.
"I think it's a shame," He looked back up at her. "If you stayed, maybe we could give Eiru the satisfaction of knowing she was right." Perhaps in another moment, another reality, he would have been overjoyed to hear those words from Ymir. Right now though, it just made him feel all the more hollow and it just made leaving all the more difficult.
"We could explore together you know, just the two of us. The frozen north, the eastern plains, the iron south." He shallowly nodded. "I would love nothing more then for that to be my future but-" He didn't even get to finish the sentence as it seemed Ymir had absolutely no intention of stopping her monologue there, perhaps that was for the best, he hadn't really known how to finish his sentence anyway.
"Maybe one day I'd even let you convince me onto a ship. We could go West, visit your sister. You could show me your hometown." For a moment, just a brief, fleeting moment, he actually dared to let himself hope. Just a moment, before he extinguished the candle of hope himself just as quickly. He couldn't possibly ask Ymir to come with him, life at the academy would likely be relatively peaceful compared to the crazy adventures life at the guild came with but that wasn't what she wanted, she wanted to explore and map the world, not sit still at some academy twiddling her thumbs.
"My mother would be overjoyed to meet you, actually. She'd think you're charming and funny and be in disbelief that this unfilial daughter of hers even knew such a person. You'd have more nieces and nephews than you can count too--my mother always wanted a big family." He really didn't know how to react, for a little while he just stood there, searching for the right words to say, if there even were any. "I would have loved to meet her too, my mother certainly loved meeting you." He eventually settled on, though his voice sounded hollow as he said it.
"But none of that matters, does it? You already made your choice." He wanted nothing more than to tell her she was wrong, that it did matter, that he wasn't going to give up and that she should come with him, that he would her happy regardless of where she was and what she was doing but he couldn't. He couldn't bring himself to ask her to sail halfway across the world with him and give up her life here, so in the end, all he did was nod.
"I hope that clears things up for you. So if you don't have anything else to tell me, I'm going back to the hall." He just nodded again, not trusting himself to say anything without blurting out yet another unreasonable thing. Watching her go with an empty feeling.
After a while of just standing there, staring at the stump of a tree like it was the most interesting object he'd ever seen, he slowly set back out for the hall as well.
"I think it's a shame," He looked back up at her. "If you stayed, maybe we could give Eiru the satisfaction of knowing she was right." Perhaps in another moment, another reality, he would have been overjoyed to hear those words from Ymir. Right now though, it just made him feel all the more hollow and it just made leaving all the more difficult.
"We could explore together you know, just the two of us. The frozen north, the eastern plains, the iron south." He shallowly nodded. "I would love nothing more then for that to be my future but-" He didn't even get to finish the sentence as it seemed Ymir had absolutely no intention of stopping her monologue there, perhaps that was for the best, he hadn't really known how to finish his sentence anyway.
"Maybe one day I'd even let you convince me onto a ship. We could go West, visit your sister. You could show me your hometown." For a moment, just a brief, fleeting moment, he actually dared to let himself hope. Just a moment, before he extinguished the candle of hope himself just as quickly. He couldn't possibly ask Ymir to come with him, life at the academy would likely be relatively peaceful compared to the crazy adventures life at the guild came with but that wasn't what she wanted, she wanted to explore and map the world, not sit still at some academy twiddling her thumbs.
"My mother would be overjoyed to meet you, actually. She'd think you're charming and funny and be in disbelief that this unfilial daughter of hers even knew such a person. You'd have more nieces and nephews than you can count too--my mother always wanted a big family." He really didn't know how to react, for a little while he just stood there, searching for the right words to say, if there even were any. "I would have loved to meet her too, my mother certainly loved meeting you." He eventually settled on, though his voice sounded hollow as he said it.
"But none of that matters, does it? You already made your choice." He wanted nothing more than to tell her she was wrong, that it did matter, that he wasn't going to give up and that she should come with him, that he would her happy regardless of where she was and what she was doing but he couldn't. He couldn't bring himself to ask her to sail halfway across the world with him and give up her life here, so in the end, all he did was nod.
"I hope that clears things up for you. So if you don't have anything else to tell me, I'm going back to the hall." He just nodded again, not trusting himself to say anything without blurting out yet another unreasonable thing. Watching her go with an empty feeling.
After a while of just standing there, staring at the stump of a tree like it was the most interesting object he'd ever seen, he slowly set back out for the hall as well.