Just A Daydreamer
A Noodle
Padme Amidala | The Anaheim | Senator
Human |Tagging: Anakin |
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The whole trip had been a nightmare to her too, though not quite to the extent of what Anakin was suffering right now. They had been able to easily stabalize her condition and she was no longer at any risk of death, though the trauma she had suffered under the extended torture of that Dark Force user was significant and would not go away for quite some time, if ever. The pain would eventually fade into memory, but even memories could hurt sometimes. Regardless, she was alive and that was more than she had expected to be. Her consciousness was slowly returning to her after having faded in and out of it for what felt like days, though she knew it couldn't have been that long. And whatever the medical droid had given her -- a properly updated medical droid, this time -- it was helping ease the pain and had finally put her into a pleasant, dreamless sleep for a while, which she was now starting to wake from. Her body felt numb, but in a comfortable way. For a while she just lay there and stared at the ceiling, trying to sort her thoughts out. Her mind felt as if she was still in a dream, a bit hazy, but the more she concentrated the more she found herself able to bring herself back to earth. That did mean she could feel the pain a bit more strongly now, but the drugs continued to numb the majority of it.
Finally she ventured to move her head and winced only slightly at the pain the movement caused, blinking to adjust her sight to the sudden movement. She was alone in a stark white room, white enough to hurt her eyes so she closed them again for a moment, only opening them when she heard a faint mechanical noise in the corner. Apparently, she was not alone. The medical droid was still in the room, keeping a close eye on her and from the looks of it, fixing up another pain medication to inject into her. Right after she had finally gotten most of her senses back to feeling somewhat normal, and she frowned just slightly at the sight.
"Don't," she said weakly, waving the needle away as the droid approached.
"It will help ease the pain," it insisted, coming forward for another attempt but she waved him away again, more stubbornly this time.
She shook her head. "No... not yet. Later, I promise, but I need to know what happened to Anakin." She tried to sit up but the droid pushed her back down, rather forcefully.
"Very well," it said, a rather posh model for a medical droid. "I will wait on the drug, but if you try to get up I will have to use force. Understood?"
Padme was in no conidition to argue or to fight, so she nodded relunctantly. "What news is there of... him? Them all?" She remembered hearing Ahsoka and Obi-Wan, but that could have been hours or even days ago for all she knew and anything could have happened since then. She did, however, remember very clearly what had happened to Anakin and what he had suffered in order to save her and he had been on the brink of death the last she remembered. If the news was bad...
Instead of answering, the droid left the room and she let out a frustrated groan. Again she tried to get up since the droid wasn't there to stop her, but her own weakness let her down this time and the relaxant drug was still in her system, leaving her with limited ability to move. A few minutes later though, the door opened again and it was Obi-Wan who came in. Eagerly she reached for him, desperate to know he was truly there and alive and well and desperate for the news he might bring her, though at the same time scared to know, and he took the hand she offered to him. No one was there to watch them. What harm was there in showing comfort to an old friend? The touch of another human was like a lifeline to her, much more comforting than the cold and lifeless metal she had felt from the droid. Anakin's right hand may have been metal, but it was still different than the touch from any droid. There was life behind it, and even warmth in its own way, and she could feel the love from the gentlest press of his hand and from the tender way his fingers would caress her face. He may have hated the hand but she had grown to love it as she loved the rest of him. Metal or not, it was still Anakin and she could always tell the difference between his hand and the touch of any other metal, no matter how similar, even with her eyes shut. She would have done anything to have him here with her now, for him to tell her himself that he was just fine and it had all been a bad dream.
But Anakin was not here. Still, she was grateful for the comfort that the familiar face of Obi-Wan brought her in this sterile, cold room. He looked worn and a little scraped here and there, but clearly he'd had time to clean up himself. So some time had passed, then. How much? What had she missed?
"Obi-Wan, please--"
He didn't wait for her to finish. He knew what she was going to say and answered her question, though he didn't bother to explain how he knew. He didn't tell her that both he and Ahsoka had seen her hand in his when they found the two of them nearly buried in sand, and he wasn't going to. Neither was Ahsoka. They'd agreed on that in private before he rather forcefully sent her off to rest and clean up, something she was in desperate need of. As was he, but he had other things to attend to first -- namely, Anakin and now Padme, since she had finally awoken.
"Anakin is alive."
She breathed a sigh of relief.
"But... he is not well. So far they have kept hiim in stable enough condition, but we don't know what is going to happen. I don't wish to trouble you, but it is only right that you should know the truth."
Padme sank deeply into her pillows, fighting back the tears that threatened to fall. She couldn't even get up right now to see him. "Thank you, Obi-Wan. Thank you."
He stayed with her then until the droid returned to lull her back to sleep, and she didn't fight it this time. Neither of them spoke after that but his very presence comforted her more than she could express, and it wasn't until she was asleep that he left her to go and rest himself for the first time since they had left for this doomed mission in the first place. To see Padme and Anakin -- oh, Anakin -- like this weighed more deeply on him more than any of the heavy responsiblities that being a General for the Clone Army and a Jedi Master could offer, which was troubling in its own right. The further Anakin seemed to slip from them, the more he found himself desparate to cling on, and that was not the Jedi way.
Today had brought up far more questions than it had answered. Questions that were becoming problems. Questions that desperately needed answers of their own.
Human |Tagging: Anakin |
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The whole trip had been a nightmare to her too, though not quite to the extent of what Anakin was suffering right now. They had been able to easily stabalize her condition and she was no longer at any risk of death, though the trauma she had suffered under the extended torture of that Dark Force user was significant and would not go away for quite some time, if ever. The pain would eventually fade into memory, but even memories could hurt sometimes. Regardless, she was alive and that was more than she had expected to be. Her consciousness was slowly returning to her after having faded in and out of it for what felt like days, though she knew it couldn't have been that long. And whatever the medical droid had given her -- a properly updated medical droid, this time -- it was helping ease the pain and had finally put her into a pleasant, dreamless sleep for a while, which she was now starting to wake from. Her body felt numb, but in a comfortable way. For a while she just lay there and stared at the ceiling, trying to sort her thoughts out. Her mind felt as if she was still in a dream, a bit hazy, but the more she concentrated the more she found herself able to bring herself back to earth. That did mean she could feel the pain a bit more strongly now, but the drugs continued to numb the majority of it.
Finally she ventured to move her head and winced only slightly at the pain the movement caused, blinking to adjust her sight to the sudden movement. She was alone in a stark white room, white enough to hurt her eyes so she closed them again for a moment, only opening them when she heard a faint mechanical noise in the corner. Apparently, she was not alone. The medical droid was still in the room, keeping a close eye on her and from the looks of it, fixing up another pain medication to inject into her. Right after she had finally gotten most of her senses back to feeling somewhat normal, and she frowned just slightly at the sight.
"Don't," she said weakly, waving the needle away as the droid approached.
"It will help ease the pain," it insisted, coming forward for another attempt but she waved him away again, more stubbornly this time.
She shook her head. "No... not yet. Later, I promise, but I need to know what happened to Anakin." She tried to sit up but the droid pushed her back down, rather forcefully.
"Very well," it said, a rather posh model for a medical droid. "I will wait on the drug, but if you try to get up I will have to use force. Understood?"
Padme was in no conidition to argue or to fight, so she nodded relunctantly. "What news is there of... him? Them all?" She remembered hearing Ahsoka and Obi-Wan, but that could have been hours or even days ago for all she knew and anything could have happened since then. She did, however, remember very clearly what had happened to Anakin and what he had suffered in order to save her and he had been on the brink of death the last she remembered. If the news was bad...
Instead of answering, the droid left the room and she let out a frustrated groan. Again she tried to get up since the droid wasn't there to stop her, but her own weakness let her down this time and the relaxant drug was still in her system, leaving her with limited ability to move. A few minutes later though, the door opened again and it was Obi-Wan who came in. Eagerly she reached for him, desperate to know he was truly there and alive and well and desperate for the news he might bring her, though at the same time scared to know, and he took the hand she offered to him. No one was there to watch them. What harm was there in showing comfort to an old friend? The touch of another human was like a lifeline to her, much more comforting than the cold and lifeless metal she had felt from the droid. Anakin's right hand may have been metal, but it was still different than the touch from any droid. There was life behind it, and even warmth in its own way, and she could feel the love from the gentlest press of his hand and from the tender way his fingers would caress her face. He may have hated the hand but she had grown to love it as she loved the rest of him. Metal or not, it was still Anakin and she could always tell the difference between his hand and the touch of any other metal, no matter how similar, even with her eyes shut. She would have done anything to have him here with her now, for him to tell her himself that he was just fine and it had all been a bad dream.
But Anakin was not here. Still, she was grateful for the comfort that the familiar face of Obi-Wan brought her in this sterile, cold room. He looked worn and a little scraped here and there, but clearly he'd had time to clean up himself. So some time had passed, then. How much? What had she missed?
"Obi-Wan, please--"
He didn't wait for her to finish. He knew what she was going to say and answered her question, though he didn't bother to explain how he knew. He didn't tell her that both he and Ahsoka had seen her hand in his when they found the two of them nearly buried in sand, and he wasn't going to. Neither was Ahsoka. They'd agreed on that in private before he rather forcefully sent her off to rest and clean up, something she was in desperate need of. As was he, but he had other things to attend to first -- namely, Anakin and now Padme, since she had finally awoken.
"Anakin is alive."
She breathed a sigh of relief.
"But... he is not well. So far they have kept hiim in stable enough condition, but we don't know what is going to happen. I don't wish to trouble you, but it is only right that you should know the truth."
Padme sank deeply into her pillows, fighting back the tears that threatened to fall. She couldn't even get up right now to see him. "Thank you, Obi-Wan. Thank you."
He stayed with her then until the droid returned to lull her back to sleep, and she didn't fight it this time. Neither of them spoke after that but his very presence comforted her more than she could express, and it wasn't until she was asleep that he left her to go and rest himself for the first time since they had left for this doomed mission in the first place. To see Padme and Anakin -- oh, Anakin -- like this weighed more deeply on him more than any of the heavy responsiblities that being a General for the Clone Army and a Jedi Master could offer, which was troubling in its own right. The further Anakin seemed to slip from them, the more he found himself desparate to cling on, and that was not the Jedi way.
Today had brought up far more questions than it had answered. Questions that were becoming problems. Questions that desperately needed answers of their own.