“I don’t ever want to leave this cave, Jon Snow. Not ever.”
The words of Ygritte haunted Jon still, like the image of her fiery hair and freckled form. He’d never imagined it, unable to with those layers of clothing she wore, but now it seemed to haunt him. Every breath was a reminder, the pain of her arrows still making him tender, and the reports that came in of Wildling attacks from across the North, most recently from Mole Town.
‘This is my fault.’
The black-haired man wanted to apologize to Sam for Gilly, a thousand times over.
He wanted to apologize to all the dead of Mole Town, and many others besides, who were suffering due to the Wildlings he helped get over the Wall. He wanted to apologize to Olly, a new orphan thanks to his mistake, now a part of the Night’s Watch. ‘He’s too young for it. Aye…he still had a life in front of him.’ Now the child was blinded by his fury, and Jon was still dealing with his guilt.
He would resume his duties, though. He had finished his trial and been allowed to live, despite breaking his vows and killing Qhorin. ‘And Thorne and I finally agree on one thing.’ He thought as he shrugged on his black cloak, his black fur, as the sun was only starting to come up that day. ‘That there is nothing we can do.’ The wildlings were doing this to try and get the black brothers to leave the Wall, to try and get them to weaken the defenses of the Wall by dealing with them. ‘Robb is gone South for his war, the North is defenseless….’ He’d heard talk of Ironborn raiders, as well.
Theon had betrayed them.
It still sparked anger in Jon as he walked out of his room, Ghost coming up on his heels then. The door shut roughly behind him as he seethed in his helplessness, to go man the wall, to play lookout.
If he could only leave here, and wring Theon’s neck….
He had to stop the thought as Ghost pushed into his leg, and Jon looked down at his direwolf with a wane smile, before pausing to reach down and scratch behind one of Ghost’s ears. “We’ll get through this all right,” he murmured, and then started to walk to continue on. He would need breakfast for this shift, and the mess hall wasn’t far.
Only, he heard a shout – that familiar orphan boy, on watch: “We have a rider approaching!”
There weren’t so many near at that hour, people were moving between shifts and getting breakfast. Jon hesitated only a moment, before moving to the parapet and climbing up the ladder to join Olly besides the outer gates into the area that was Castle Black.
He saw the red hair first, and tensed up, his dark eyes immediately imagining Ygritte in place of the actual rider.
Then her visage cleared away, and he realized it was another – not Sansa, much as he may have wished to see his sister safe and sound, but Fayre Cerwyn. “Open the gates,” he spoke to Olly, and when he scrunched his face in confusion, Jon gave a gesture, adding, “That’s Lady Cerwyn.”
No doubt, with more bad news about the wildling situation. More blame for the Night’s Watch for not doing enough, for being a waste of resources…Jon would endure it. They all would. They were meant to protect the realms, they had to suffer the complaints when they failed.
Olly moved hastily to do just that, not yet in the black garb of a true Black Brother. He was able to move quicker due to it, not burdened by the heavy furs, and he quickly cranked the gate opened.
Cassia Bolton had determined one thing: she hated the South. Never mind how beautiful all the green could be, or the flowers, the sun was brutal and the attire was – well, honestly, frustrating. The Northern woman had been taken captive in furs and leathers, armor, but of course that could not last. Tywin Lannister, the Hand of the King, would not see her that way nor allow her to be mistreated after her words of Roose, and correspondences that had begun between the two men.
This much, Cassia was not allowed to share with others – those correspondences, but Tywin had allowed her some knowledge.
She was a prisoner, in name, but not quite in truth.
In name was enough for the current situation she found herself in, among the Tyrell host, with the ladies left behind when Loras and the others went to fight alongside the Lannister forces. She was watched over by a few guards cloaked in red and gold, but her hands remained unbound. Not that she did much to encourage them to watch her heavily.
Her shoulders were still singed red from the sun from a couple of days ago when one of the ladies wanted to talk endlessly about hawks and show her some she kept as pets, without shade. Cassia had refused all treatment from the maester, but it still stung quite a bit. She just didn’t trust the medicine, nor the people.
They were too…well, happy. It was not a bad thing, but it made her suspicious. She was not accustomed to it.
Nor the attire.
She missed the attire from being with Tywin’s party. It covered her. This…did not. The pink dress was pretty, certainly, but the cuts in it felt revealing. This was how she got her shoulders burned. Yet, she had to go out. The party had stopped near a town with a sept. Many wished to pray for those fighting, as they all knew it would have occurred recently, or was, perhaps, already over.
The boon of that, was that it was also one of the few towns with a weirwood and a heart’s tree – a reflection pool. Cassia intended to go to it. It would be one of the few spaces she would have any real peace. The guards would stay at a distance, she’d seen this already, and so, once she was certain she could tolerate being seen in the pink dress, she stepped out of the tent.
The blonde guard looked to her immediately, and her silvery eyes held his brown ones without flinching, without any indication of fear or deference. “I want to go to the heart’s tree to pray.”
Tywin’s guards were, blessedly, silent and stoic most of the time. He just gave a nod, and took her arm. She may not be bound, but she still did not have much freedom to move. She was escorted everywhere, and she accepted it, brushing some of her black hair over her shoulders to make sure they were covered in some fashion.
It was only a few minutes’ walk in silence before she was at the white tree and released. She moved towards the ancient tree, around the reflection pool, and took a seat upon one of its overgrown roots, and there clasped her hands in her lap, more to meditate than to pray. The wind blew gently in the leaves, and it was always in those moments, Cassia could swear she heard more.
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