Melanin-Gxdess
Give up on your dreams and die.
The Frost/Fitz Residence
~ Wouldn't you like to know, England ~
Riley Frost
~ Wouldn't you like to know, England ~
Riley Frost
Hearing that the burning smell triggered something caused Riley to immediately worry. Not just about how it made Rachel feel but because it could've been another sign her memories were coming back. And if her memories came back, well... She didn't even want to think about what would happen when she did. Riley bit her lip at the thought and tried to keep it from showing on her face. Rachel attempted a joke of her own and Riley just smiled. "I'll write it in the journal," she said, referring to the book she'd been keeping. It was for Rachel to keep track of every trigger she had. It was detailed and had dates and what she was doing when it happened. Riley figured it would help them both - Rachel in getting better and Riley in making sure not to trigger her on accident. "They have cooking classes for that one," she pointed out, gently stroking her hair. "We could go together and then one day I can cook something for you that's not just boxed macaroni." Riley winked at her before returning her kiss and watching her return to dinner.
Riley couldn't help but feel like there was something Rachel wasn't telling her. More to the recent trigger and how it made her feel. What she thought about when it happened. And as much as she wanted to press her for more information she didn't. Their therapist was clear that there were some things Riley didn't need to know. It'd pissed her off to hear and she stormed out of the session. The last thing she wanted in her relationship with Rachel was secrets. It was the reason they had broken up the last time, amongst a plethora of other reasons. When she finally understood it wasn't about her nor did it have to do with keeping secrets, she let up. But, it was still a struggle with knowing when to pry and when not to. This seemed to be one of those moments not to and she dropped it for now. Rachel thanked Riley for going to the market and Riley moved toward Laura to take a look at what she was drawing. "The nap was great. Didn't hear you come home at all." She stood next to Laura and watched as she tried to draw the fire extinguisher. "Hm? Oh yeah. I almost didn't get them because they're the worst vegetable ever," she looked at Laura and stuck her tongue out, pointing to the back of her throat and gagging. "But I knew you'd send me back out if I didn't."
Rachel then informed her that Laura had made the exact same face as Riley when it came to vegetables. Even though Laura wasn't biologically hers, she could see some of her own mannerisms in the young girl. "It's 'cause she knows the truth. Broccoli sucks." Laura then said no broccoli and Riley repeated it. Rachel threatened with extra broccoli and she and Laura made the same face at the same time. "Why would you torture a poor, innocent child that way?" Then she promised her dessert and Riley shot her wife a mischievous grin. "Do I also get dessert if I finish my broccoli?" She then moved to the living room to retrieve the journal. The brown, leather-bound notebook had Rachel's name on the cover. Written on the spine was the date they started the journal and a dash for when it was full. Riley quickly jotted down the most recent trigger before tossing the journal back down on the coffee table.
When she returned to the dining room Rachel had already set about putting plates on the table and setting things up. Riley took a deep breath thinking about what she wanted to drink. "London pride will do," she said yawning. "Thanks." She watched as Rachel moved about the kitchen, wondering if she kept so busy that she wasn't able to think about her life. Her past life, that is. "How was your day today? Get everything accomplished?"
Interpol Headquarters
~ Berlin, Germany ~
Erik Snowden
~ Berlin, Germany ~
Erik Snowden
Klaus' next words offered Erik a bit of reassurance. He wanted to make sure that Klaus was really, truly thinking and not missing anything important. After all, the last time he was supposed to take care of them he ended up separated from Billy and Charlie. Erik listened to Klaus explain his reasoning behind hiding them in the first place - having to bite his tongue and prevent himself from saying anything smart. So many things, he thought, there were so many things he could've said just then but he was trying not to be a dick. It was counter-productive and Klaus was trying his best... But just because he didn't verbally say anything didn't mean his face didn't. It was going to take some convincing, Erik thought, before he believed that Interpol was back to doing what they were supposed to. Yet another thing he wasn't about to bring up to Klaus and would save for Wesley instead. So he just nodded his head in understanding. "And this deal will include clean slates? Immunity from being locked up doing whatever it is that needs to be done? And I mean clean slates for everyone - Ava included." While she may not have been a part of the illegal drug trade for the Moretti family, she was still affiliated. Then there was the business of her illegal tattoo parlor and the illegal work she used to do for the Mavericks MC. Erik shrugged his shoulders. "I just want to make sure all the bases are covered."
Erik listened further as Klaus explained that Spencer had been itching to get back to his life. His distraction from accidentally mentioning Billy seemed to work... Or were both men just being polite and not calling him out on it? Whatever the case Klaus' words applied to them all. When asked if he would pass up such an opportunity Erik didn't immediately respond. He thought about his words first and let Klaus' settle in. "I'd pass it up if it meant Interpol would come after me once I completed the task. Immunity, Nikolaus, immunity. Otherwise, it's a risk far greater than the reward and some people ain't gonna go for it." Erik knew what it meant to go back to that life. The chaos and carnage and the things they would have to do in order to succeed? In the regular world, they'd get arrested. Now they were about to be allowed to do so with no consequences? Erik couldn't wrap his mind around it. Klaus then announced he needed to get to dinner, Erik nodding in understanding. "Let Ava know I'm comin' by with that part she needs for the Harley. Just gotta pop by to see Nicky first."
Once Klaus was gone and it was just himself and Wesley, Erik let out a deep sigh. Wesley broke the silence in the air with one of his weird Irish sayings and Erik shook his head. "You and your fuckin'-," he cut himself off, letting out a chuckle as he pinched the bridge of his nose. "Would it kill ya to speak English for once?" Erik then looked over at him as he spoke about having to be Switzerland between the two of them. Erik shrugged. "I'm tryin' to let bygones be bygones and all that. Better than it was a decade ago, so." Which, it was. Ava had forgiven Klaus. Married him, had kids. But Erik? It had taken Erik much longer to even accept him being a part of their family. It was silent between the two of them for a moment before Wesley spoke up again asking about his relationship with Spencer. Erik hung his head before turning to look at him, grin on his face. "Everyone always thought I was into Billy but really it was his older brother," he joked, gesturing to his face. "The beard. He grows a sick beard." It felt nice to joke for a second before the look on Erik's face grew serious. "I don't think... He was ever cut out for this. The crime life and all that. I wanna make sure they don't force him into it if that's not what he wants." Billy was still very important to Erik and he always would be. There was no questioning it. And even though they now lived different lives and were with different people he would always want him and Charlie to be safe.
"Let me ask you somethin'," Erik said, his face contorted into one of confusion. "You believe what he was sayin'? About Interpol bein' good again? Cause it sounds to me he's being manipulated by the higher-ups. Like they're playin' him. And we all know how easy it is for him to be swayed," he said, referring to his cousin. "I don't know - it don't feel right. Like we're puppets and someone is yankin' at us. Making us do what they want." The more he said his thoughts out loud the crazier they sounded. He scratched the back of his head and shrugged. "I don't know. Today's just... Today's just a shit day for all this nonsense. I might just be thinking too much into it."
Bar Street
~ Gran Canaria, Spain ~
Christina Donovan
(Rhiannon Sullivan)
~ Gran Canaria, Spain ~
Christina Donovan
(Rhiannon Sullivan)
Lucas was now the second person to tell her Leo would be glad or even proud that she started up again. It gave her hope that maybe he would and maybe she should keep it up. She smiled at him and nodded her head. "Yeah, maybe. It felt so good to get back out there again too. Like I hadn't even stopped." There was a dreamy, reminiscent look in her eyes. A look that had disappeared when she hung up her skates but now returning thanks to her skating earlier that day. When Lucas began to explain his own day the look disappeared once more so she could pay the utmost attention to him. He'd gone and saved someone's life earlier at the beach and her eyes grew wide with excitement. "Oh my god, good work dude," she exclaimed, grabbing hold of his arm and shaking it. "That's like, the pinnacle of anyone's lifeguard career and here you are reaching it in your 20s. I'm proud." She picked up on him nearly forgetting to use his fake name - the excitement drowning out of his voice. She knew how hard it was to keep up with this fake persona and name. There were days she felt like she wasn't living her authentic life whatsoever. Christina Donovan wasn't who she was. Rhiannon Sullivan. That's the name given to her. Named for people she hadn't met but a name she held great pride in. "One day," she started, glancing over at him. "We'll be able to use our real names again. Then when you tell the story about how you saved someone you can shout from the rooftops that it was," she lowered her voice. "Lucas Sullivan who saved the day."
"Searching for the one or waiting for him?" Rhiannon raised her eyebrows knowingly at him with a smile before shaking her head. "One day, dear cousin, one day." Rhiannon had watched her cousin go through failed relationship after failed relationship. She wasn't surprised, either, considering none of them would ever compare to Collin. But still, she thought he would find someone that would get his mind off of him even for a bit. "Well love," she opened her arms up to the sky and laughed. "Is in the air! Anything it possible tonight."
Once settled at the bar, Lucas mentioned how disgusting the bathrooms were, Rhiannon making a gagging noise. "Okay, not bathroom sex tonight. Short term it is." She nodded her head at the option and even playfully set about looking for a couple of options. When asked if she needed help, she laughed. "Oh god, probably," she admitted. "But, I don't even know what the hell it is I'm looking for." Rhiannon had been struggling with herself and her interests and even her sexual preferences as of late. She wasn't sure if she were into men or into women or into both and it was all so confusing. Some days she thought she'd want to be with another woman and others another man. The sexual encounters she'd had with both groups were always fun and left her satisfied at the moment but afterward? Sometimes she regretted them afterward. "Maybe someone will just drop down from the sky and be my perfect match, I don't know." Thankfully, before she had the opportunity to get down about it, their drinks and shots arrived and she immediately picked on up and slid the other over to him. "To getting drunk enough to stumble out of here!" She threw the shot back and shivered, making a face. "Ugh, tequila. Why do I do this to myself?" Shaking her head she turned to him. "What've your parents been up to then? I forgot to ask."
Bryne Family Home
~Dublin~
Declan Bryne
(Leo Sullivan)
~Dublin~
Declan Bryne
(Leo Sullivan)
You handling a dead body fucks up their way of life. For some reason her words pissed him off. He wasn't seeing it from her perspective but then again they never did see things from the other person's eyes. "Then what the fuck would you have me do, Natasha? Call the police? Leave room for error? I handle it myself and I make sure it gets done properly, you know that." He felt his volume rising and forced himself to bring it back down. He didn't want a screaming match. Not today and certainly not right now. "We've flown under the radar this entire time and I'm not gonna let something like that mess it up for us, alright? So just-," he couldn't even find the words he wanted to say, instead sighing and moving for the liquor cabinet. The night was already shot, he figured, so he may as well pour himself a drink. He reached for a glass and wasted no time in filling the cup to the brim. The silence that settled between the two of them was deafening and Leo used that opportunity to down his drink in one go. It didn't help. The burning sensation that flowed down his throat did little to nothing to help ease his emotions and calm his mind even a little bit. So he poured another. Only, this time he wasn't able to drink it before Natasha started up again.
"I'm not thinking about them?!" Leo suddenly placed his cup on the counter, brown liquid sloshing out and creating a mess. "Everything I do is for them! Is for you! You were the one who told me not to make promises I couldn't keep, right? But every promise I've made I've fuckin' followed through on because it was what we always talked about, Nat!" He gestured around them - the house, the kids, the location. "A house in the country. The kids at the best schools so they have the best opportunities to be successful. I kept my end of the bargain and not out of obligation, but because I love you and I love our kids." When she mentioned the phone call again, Leo pressed the palms of his hands against his eyes. "Oh for fucks- how many more times do you want me to apologize for that?! You- you want me on my hands and knees begging and pleading for forgiveness? Tell me what you want just this once," he said, his voice both pleading and full of anger. He could see the look on her face and the tears in her eyes and it broke his heart knowing he was the cause.
The moment she mentioned Seana and how things had been a decade ago, Leo looked away from her. It was one of the hardest times of their lives. And the fact that he'd just been thinking about it just that morning definitely didn't help things any. He picked up his glass again and when she mentioned prison he let out a dry chuckle. "Yeah fuckin' right," he took a sip from his glass and set it down. "You let me handle my shit the way I need to and we won't have to worry about prison, now will we? I'm not gonna end up like Conor, alright, so thanks for the vote of confidence." He rolled his eyes and shook his head when she mentioned Jaxson and his issues in school. Once upon a time he had been the exact same. Whether it was because Conor had been absent for a few years or because it ran in his blood remained unseen. "Can't what, huh?" Leo was staring at her now - hand on his hip with his eyes narrowed. "What, do this alone? Raise the kids alone? God, you really don't have any faith in me do you?" Leo let out a laugh of disbelief. "Ahh, at least one of us keeps our promises right?" Leo turned from her so she wouldn't see the hurt in his eyes - downing the rest of his glass once more before filling it right up.
Elle was brought up again and, as per usual, Natasha showed her distaste for the woman. He let out a breathy chuckle and shook his head. "Right, I'll let mousey take care of something important and then I'll really end up in prison. And please. It wasn't like I woke up because she called me I was already awake and in the basement so please, spare me the dramatics this once Natasha."