Thanks for the Memorys (Lexxy And Yami)

[Lexus]

He nodded to her slightly. "Way to scare me half to me half to death Elisa." He says helping her up as everyone tried to talk to him about what ust happened.

 

[Yami]

"I'm sorry." She said. She lowered her head slightly. "i guess that i should've told you." She was Embarressed abit, and as more people asked, she made her way through the crowd and headed to the place they were sleeping at. In her head, She was scolding herself, and pushing herself down more.

 

[Lexus]

"Yeah I would say you should have." He says waking with her back to the room and lets her shower first before getting in after her and when he returned. "Are you sure you're okay now?"

 

[Yami]

She nodded, still ashamed that she could swim, and that she never told him. She stayed on the bed and put her arms around her knees.

 

[Lexus]

He walked over to her and sat next to her on the bed. "What's the matter?" He asked softly. He could tell something was bothering her long before any of this happened.

 

[Yami]

She put her head on his shoulder. "I just feel bad. I was always embaressed about not being able to swim, so I couldn't tell anyone." She said softly. and she missed the chance to confess because of someone who pushed them.

 

[Lexus]

"If you want to learn I can teach you don't worry about it and you should never not tell someone stuff like that."

 

[Yami]

she looked up to him. " Would you really?" She asked him. She was slightly more Excited now that he was offering to teach her to swim.

 

[Lexus]

"yes but I know that's not what is really bothering you." He says looking at her gently. She turned her head away."What is it Elisa?"

 

[Yami]

"Um..." She paused, face turning redish. She didn't want to say it yet but she really had no chose. "Liam, I.." She paused again. Just get it out now!" her head screamed. " I Really like you." She was in relief she got it out. Her face was a deep shad of red.

 

[Lexus]

He smiles at her but then turns away and back to her again. "Elisa trust me when I tell you you don't want to be with me I wouldn't want you to go through that."

 

[Yami]

And her heart sunk abit. She looked over to him. "But you make me happy." She said. "I don't really care what I have to go through." She said.

 

[Lexus]

He looked to her. "I'm glad I make you happy but I wouldn't want you to have to go through this after everything you have been through. Elisa you don't understand I tried my hardest for you not to get attached to me for a reason."

 

[Yami]

She slightly put her head down, then got up from the bed. 'so what for a happy confession,' she thought. "well...". She said slightly. She felt like she wanted to run. She legs felt weak. Everything was going wrong. She got kicked out of her parents house, she nearly drowned and now her confession was rejected. "why?.." as asked him. "why don't you want me to get attached.." she said lightly.

 

[Lexus]

He saw the sadness in her eyes and steps towards her. "I feel the same way you do." He says as she put her head down he took her arms gently. "It's only because of my future and I don't want to hurt you if anything ever happens to me. I know how much you've been through and I don't want to be another person that you cares for that left you." He saw her confused


At his explanation. "After I graduate I'm going to be in the Army." He says softly. "I'm sure that is not a future you want."

 

[Yami]

" I really don't mind." She said. "I will respect it if you want to go in the army. If something happens I wont think that you left me." She said. She looked to him. "I just want you to be in my future." She told him.

 

[Lexus]

"Ans then what are you supposed to do if something happens? I don't want you to think of what might happen one day. I don't want to hurt you."

 

[Yami]

" Of course I'll Be sad if something does happen. You gotta know that, But I wouldn't Judge. What you want to do is your choose." She told him.

 

[Lexus]

"I can't do that too you. In sorry I just can't." He says looking at her he knew this would hurt her but hopefully she would understand his reasoning.

 

[Yami]

She understood, but didn't want to stay at this time. She nodded and turned away from him. She could feel tears comming to her eyes, then walked to the door. "I'll Be back later." She told him her voice crackly. She walked out closing the door softly before running off, tears finally falling. This hurt her worse. She felt that aching pain in her chest. She ran far, and before she knew it, She had no idea where she was. She looked for her phone.. She left it at the room.

 

[Lexus]

Liam found her lost and stepped behind her. "I've already saved you once today and I prefer not to do it again." He says gently seeing he made her cry. "This is exactly what I didn't want to happen." He says with a sigh. I wish this was easier maybe I should've never let it go this far. I don't blame you this is my fault and I probably just broke your heart."

 

[Yami]

"No; it's my fault. " she said standing. "it's not your fault..". She wipes her eye. " either way you can't prevent a girl to fall in love." she told him. "if you would give the girl that has fallen in love with you more of a chance, then maybe you would try alittle more to get home, when you fight.". She told him, wiping her eyes more. "I-I'm sorry. " she whimpered. She Put her arms around her knees and hid her face. "I'm so sorry..."

 

[Lexus]

He felt his heart sink watching her. He sat next to her and took her arms to make her look at him and he took her in his arms. "Shhhh." He says stroking her hair gently. "Maybe you're right but I have no control of wha happens over there. Are you sure that's something you want to think about everyday?" He says wiping away her tears as she looked at him.

 

[Yami]

She nodded. "yes."she told him. "I don't mind.." She just wanted to be with him, even if that means he could die. If he did, she would be at least happy she was with him.

 

[Lexus]

He looked at her a little shocked by her answer. Everything he was trying to protect her from she didn't care about. "There are some things about you Elisa I will never understand." He says with a smile and helps her up off the ground.