OlKaJa77
Valar Morghulis
Oceana simply stepped gracefully past Dorian so they could walk the canyon some.
She was silent for many strides before she let loose what was on her mind.
"I'm just torn between feeling so proud and yet ashamed to be different. And all of these strangers make me nervous." She admitted, eyes widening slightly as she hadn't realized her true feelings until they came tumbling from her mouth.
"I-I mean! That is to say-.." The elf stopped and shook her head, frowning.
She could not cover it up with a lie. Dorian was a master of such things and would see right through her.
Plus it felt wrong to go back on what she said. Because what she said felt right.
"I have been alone a long time" she said "And for all that time I was content to be alone."
Cerulean eyes turned to regard the group near the fire over one fur-clad shoulder.
The elf sighed.
"Now I'm nae sure what I want."
She turned her step to dodge a scorpion, barely missing an unfortunate sting.
"I cannae trust any of them with my heart and yet I want to be near them.... It has been so long..."
Oceana sucked in a breath, shoulders tense, bracing; her next words were almost physically painful.
"I suddenly feel so out of touch"
" So lonely."
Once again the elf marveled at the ease the familiar brought despite his previous occupation.
No doubt he could kill me with a snap of his fingers.
So why did she trust him out of all people?
Perhaps because he can kill me. What do I have to fear from a man who needs nothing from me; Who would be satisfied with my death when I have faced so much worse?
The raven-haired elf tugged at the edge of her cloak idly, feeling strangely relaxed.
Not only that but I can sense a gentleness in him no matter how hard he tries to hide it.
She smiled over her shoulder at the man and said nothing more.
@L1d1ja
She was silent for many strides before she let loose what was on her mind.
"I'm just torn between feeling so proud and yet ashamed to be different. And all of these strangers make me nervous." She admitted, eyes widening slightly as she hadn't realized her true feelings until they came tumbling from her mouth.
"I-I mean! That is to say-.." The elf stopped and shook her head, frowning.
She could not cover it up with a lie. Dorian was a master of such things and would see right through her.
Plus it felt wrong to go back on what she said. Because what she said felt right.
"I have been alone a long time" she said "And for all that time I was content to be alone."
Cerulean eyes turned to regard the group near the fire over one fur-clad shoulder.
The elf sighed.
"Now I'm nae sure what I want."
She turned her step to dodge a scorpion, barely missing an unfortunate sting.
"I cannae trust any of them with my heart and yet I want to be near them.... It has been so long..."
Oceana sucked in a breath, shoulders tense, bracing; her next words were almost physically painful.
"I suddenly feel so out of touch"
" So lonely."
Once again the elf marveled at the ease the familiar brought despite his previous occupation.
No doubt he could kill me with a snap of his fingers.
So why did she trust him out of all people?
Perhaps because he can kill me. What do I have to fear from a man who needs nothing from me; Who would be satisfied with my death when I have faced so much worse?
The raven-haired elf tugged at the edge of her cloak idly, feeling strangely relaxed.
Not only that but I can sense a gentleness in him no matter how hard he tries to hide it.
She smiled over her shoulder at the man and said nothing more.
@L1d1ja