Rydellius
I am not from this world
Not bad company? Nameen smirked briefly, having never thought of herself of being good company, unless it was with someone she knew well (and there weren't a lot of people fitting that description) However, she appreciated Bo's kindness.
Nameen then began to ponder what he had said about having reasons and goals. More and more she had lately been thinking of the ways that achieving her own goals would help the quest to succeed, something that hadn't even crossed her mind at the beginning. The only thing that she hesitated from were the risks involved, for her and for anyone around her. What if she was wrong? What if her intentions, however good they may be, had the opposite effect? She'd worked so hard to block out and forget everything that had happened during her final weeks at her former village....
It was always the same. Everytime Nameen told herself that she was going to ask someone about magic and her eye, she ended up being blocked by self doubt.
A thought occured to her. She could ask Bo. He was a magic user, which meant that he had to have some understanding of its behaviour. He seemed understanding. And she was willingly conversing with him. Who knew when that was going to happen again?
Ask him. A few questions won't cause any harm. Her mouth opened to speak.
"I've been thinking a lot- like I said," she took a deep breath. "When I joined this group I was thinking mostly of my own goal. Now I think that fulfilling it will help- the quest I mean." She realized that she was stalling, and that the tension in her chest was returning.
Ask him.
"You- you can use magic. You understand its behaviour," she stated slowly, not noticing that her voice barely came out as more than a whisper. "I have a- no, several questions I've been wanting to ask someone. Anyone. And there's only so much I can learn from books."
@soundofmind
Nameen then began to ponder what he had said about having reasons and goals. More and more she had lately been thinking of the ways that achieving her own goals would help the quest to succeed, something that hadn't even crossed her mind at the beginning. The only thing that she hesitated from were the risks involved, for her and for anyone around her. What if she was wrong? What if her intentions, however good they may be, had the opposite effect? She'd worked so hard to block out and forget everything that had happened during her final weeks at her former village....
It was always the same. Everytime Nameen told herself that she was going to ask someone about magic and her eye, she ended up being blocked by self doubt.
A thought occured to her. She could ask Bo. He was a magic user, which meant that he had to have some understanding of its behaviour. He seemed understanding. And she was willingly conversing with him. Who knew when that was going to happen again?
Ask him. A few questions won't cause any harm. Her mouth opened to speak.
"I've been thinking a lot- like I said," she took a deep breath. "When I joined this group I was thinking mostly of my own goal. Now I think that fulfilling it will help- the quest I mean." She realized that she was stalling, and that the tension in her chest was returning.
Ask him.
"You- you can use magic. You understand its behaviour," she stated slowly, not noticing that her voice barely came out as more than a whisper. "I have a- no, several questions I've been wanting to ask someone. Anyone. And there's only so much I can learn from books."
@soundofmind