Twin Fantasy
My Boy
XI.
the (other) priest
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the (other) priest
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bowling alley carpet
gum disease
gum disease
VISAGE
NAME: clyde mael-muire
NICKNAMES: aside from "father clyde", he doesn't have many
AGE: 37
GENDER: cis male (he/him)
ORIENTATION: gay (closeted)
ROLE: the (ex) priest (2 electric boogaloo)
APPEARANCE
FACECLAIM: Tadhg Murphy
BODY MODS/SCARS: none
STYLE: he always wears long-sleeved shirts. leather is great, since it looks cool. autumn clothes are his favorite, so he's known to overdress even in the summertime. he prefers sweatpants over jeans -- hates the feeling of denim on his skin. he wears a lot of hoodies and leather jackets that he won't take off if he has a t-shirt on. as shoes go, he mostly wears sneakers. he has one pair that are clearly on their last legs, but he still wears them cause shoes aren't cheap.
PSYCHE
PERSONALITY: In theory, Clyde should be the nicest person you've ever met. He's a priest. Or was. Come on! But that isn't really the reality of things. Clyde is a depressed and bitter man with a lot of baggage, and he's known to brush off other people who try and console him. He's not cruel, but he can be kind of mean. More than that, though, he's just kind of pitiable. It's hard to stay mad at him because he's so genuinely miserable. You kind of want to give him a bath with Dawn dishsoap.
FEARS: Whales, Catholic Hell.
HOBBIES: Writing, calligraphy, reading about ancient maps, baking, keeping aquarium fish.
HABITS: He's almost always scratching the inside of his elbow or pulling on his own hair. (Eye trauma TW kind of?) He'll also pop his glass eye out when nobody's around... Or sometimes when people ARE around. He's not really socially conscious.
DRIVE: It's hard to say what Clyde is driven by. All he seems to really care about is not dying, even if hes on a fast track for the funeral home with the way he's living. Perhaps he hopes things will improve?
PUBLIC IMAGE: "Oh, great, that asshole?", they must be thinking. He's half-asleep at the meeting again, possibly after a binge. You either hate him, or you feel bad for him, and there's not much of an inbetween.
GROWTH: Getting his fucking LIFE TOGETHER and learning that it's worth living.
TIME MACHINE
HISTORY: (TW: Eye trauma, drug abuse)
Clyde used to be a priest, and a damn good one. But then he lost his eye. It was actually a pretty embarrassing story, he tripped and fell on an unfortunately placed rock. Though this was near a viking burial ground. And the wind was heavy that day. Perhaps, the vikings were feeling cruel that day, and gave him a little push.
Between that and chronic pain, he needed a pick-me-up. But he couldn't get himself any decent painkillers. He turned to drug use -- specifically heroin. It helped, but it also made things a whole lot worse. The euphoric feeling it provided was incredible, one that he quickly became attached to. Within his brain, something was happening. His mind was "shuffled" by the intense drug use, and suddenly a latent part of his brain was awakened from its slumber. A psychic part.
Suddenly, he began seeing apparitions. And they spoke to him. The worst of them demanded absolution. To others, it looked like he was having a breakdown of the schizophrenic kind. He was removed from his position and encouraged to get psychiatric help, but the bills for the antipsychotics were piling up, and they didn't do a thing. It wasn't until the company found him that he realized they were realer than real. Unfortunately, this was only about a year ago, so he spent a very long time scraping by on odd jobs and trying to ignore the voices that he believed to be in his head.
tidbits
- Claims to no longer be religious, but the idea of going to Hell still deeply frightens him.
- He has several glass eyes and also an eyepatch in case he feels like being a pirate.
- He keeps an aquarium of a variety of fish. It's an incredibly expensive undertaking and that's where most of his money goes along with his drug habit.
- He's allergic to bananas.
- He STILL has chronic back pain due to scoliosis.
- Thinks whales are TERRIFYING. Animals so big they couldn't even be contained by land? Fuck no.
- His favorite movie is "Goodfellas".
- He has a crush on Robert DeNiro. Don't tell anyone.
- He's actually sick like 99% of the time, but he never calls out of work. Maybe he should.
INTER-CHARACTER RELATIONSHIPS
TBA; feel free to contact me! Looking for anything (friendship, rivalries, romance, etc)
GALLERY
clyde mael-muire
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