Rp w/ XoxUnchainedxoX

[SuicideXSeason]

Jeydon took a deep breath and sat up then glanced over at Xavier then shook his head "I can't leave" he sputters scanning his face sadly then bit his lower lip shaking his head "I would go with you, I can't though i'm stuck, I've tried to leave" he cried looking into Xavier's eyes as tears stream down his face "it doesn't work" he adds leaning back in the bed and hugged him tightly burying his face in his chest sobbing "maybe if I wasn't so stupid and killed myself, I could go with you then, but no" he said he felt Xavier's body on his own it felt amazing mixed with his icy cold skin.

 

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Xavier gathered him into his arms, holding him tightly. "Shh..." he instinctively moved to wipe the tears from the other's face. He gently kissed the top of his head. " We`ll find a way. I won't leave you here, Jeydon. " he promised. It was a promise he would never break. If he leaved him here, it would be something he would never forgive himself. The house brought to much trouble to him and he never wanted to face anything alone again. He wanted to shield him from the rest of the world. " Shh. It's going to be okay. I won't leave you. I can't." It was true. He knew when he first saw him something was different but now he knew why and it made it even more true. Carefully, he pulled up the blanket he had placed on the bed and wrapped them up. The blanket had always held him when he needed it. Soft and plushy.

 

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Jeydon looked up slightly and took a deep breath "im sorry, for crying" he sputters wiping his eyes wondering if he thought he was a pussy or something now. "you dont have to just stay here because of me" he mutters looking into his eyes trying to put a smile across his lips "im not going to make you stay here with someone that is dead" he adds kissing him softly then pulled away "i want you to be successful" he says hugging him tightly noticing how comfy the bed was which made him doze off slightly.

 

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Xavier trailed a hand along Jeydon`s back , trying to soothe him. "It's okay. " he replied, softly kissing along his jaw and licking the tears from his face. He never wanted Jeydon to worry about expressing himself. He wanted his yells, he tears and his smiles. The yells and tears weren't ever good but he could make him happy after. He wanted him to vent, and then see him happy. " I know, I want to stay because I want to stay near you. I want to hold you." he whispered. " I want to see you smile and your still here. We`ll find a way, Jeydon." He suddenly had the thought if he could find a way for Jeydon to be human again. Was there a way out there somewhere that would give him another life and chance of being with him? When the other moved to hug him, he pulled him into his arms and held him tightly. He then layed down on the bed, placing him under his chin and wrapping his arms around him.

 

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Jeydon felt like he had a place in the world when he was Xavier it made him feel good inside "I wanna be in your arms forever" he mutters softly kissing him roughly on the lips running his hands through his hair "you make feel like I actually belong somewhere" he adds. Jeydon knew he was going to leave this house from the time he woke up seeing his body hanging with a belt around his neck. Jeydon looked in to Xavier's eyes and said "I don't know how to say this...but I think I love you" he said as a smile appears across his lips.

 

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"And I want to touch you always," he whispered in his hair. When Jeydon moved to kiss him, he pulled his body against his do they were face to face and he was hard again him. His one hand rested on his cheek. " You do, Jeydon. I want to give you a good and happy life. I want to be with you and show you the world." When Jeydon told him he thought he was in love with him, his whole body froze. Did he love him back? Yes, he wanted to make him happy and never leave him but was that truly love? His breath caught in his throat while his heart beat frantically. He was a ghost and he was human? Was it even possible to have a relationship? Although, he had worries, he found himself being comforted by the idea of being in love with the other. To have someone in this rough time who understood him. "I think.. I love you too." he whispered, knowing it was true when he said the words. Instinctively his body reacted, feeling almost on fire. He gently reached for the other and kissed him fiercely.

 

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Jeydon blushed darkly then looked away slightly "well that's good, i want to touch you too" he said not trying to sound like a complete dork. Kissing him back he climb on top of him kissing down his neck "i wanna show you more than the world" he winked playfully biting his lower lip flipping his dark hair out of his eyes. he ran his hands down his chest pulling him closer to him. Jeydon had never felt this way before with anyone besides he actually never knew what love was until now.

 

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Seeing the blush on Jeydon`s face, his hand reached to touch his cheek. The simple gesture always sent a chill of awareness through him. A soft noise escaped his throat when he bit his lower lip. " You must stop doing that.." he whispered, then tucked his hair behind his ear. Wanting to feel him, he reached to take off Jeydon`s shirt and place it on the floor. When his hands touched his chest, he had to bite his own lip as his body instinctively moved closer. He felt really happy seeing the expression on Jeydon`s face and having him close, but he knew he must move slowly as he didn't want to scare him.

 

[SuicideXSeason]

Jeydon rose an eyebrow scanning Xavier's face and smiled widely "do what?" he said kissing down his jaw line, Hoping Xavier wont say anything about all the cuts on his skin that still burn till this day. Jeydon use to cut and has cuts and bruises all over his icy skin but he didn't say anything and wanted to put less thought to it, Because if Xavier really didn't love he wouldn't care what was on the outside of which all the people thought about him or would see him. He looked up and down on Xavier's body and blushed cherry red then kissed him softly on the lips moving closer to him.

 

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A soft laugh escaped from Xavier, he truly was enjoying how Jeydon was teasing him. It made him forgot everything about the two of them. "Biting your lip..." he whispered, as his head moved to give him better access. "Feels really nice.." he closed his eyes and tuned in only to his touch. He felt how Jeydon had froze when he took of his shirt. It was something he had wanted him to know, but he felt him stiffen against him. His body was scared but it was still very beautiful. The way his hair brought out the color of his skin and eyes. He found himself wondering how he would look under the sun. Plus, he didn't want to think about the cuts as he had fresher ones on his thighs. Their parents break up had taken him hard and made him do things he wouldn't have considered. Another soft noise escaped him, as he saw the expression when he looked at him. When he kissed him, he tugged a hand into his hard and kissed his roughly.

 

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Jeydon's eyes widen and kissed him back "biting my lip?" he said chuckling softly pulling him closer to him letting out a moan then smiled softly laughing. "your so...hot" he said taking a deep breath biting Xavier's lower lip wondering what would it be like if Xavier hadn't showed up in the house it made him uncomfortable thinking about that and sad he shook it off placing good though in his head. Jeydon looked down at his body "yeah i know...my cuts" he said softly "just dont think about it" he said nodded his head looking into his eyes and tried to smile. "your perfect" he smiled kissing down his neck.

 

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Xavier kissed him back, savoring his taste on his tongue. " You taste yummy" he smiled, trailing a hand through the other's hair. His hands touch him feverishly, not able to keep still. "Hmm, makes my body react.." he replied. His pants were slowly becoming a cage as he body continued to stiffen. When Jeydon let out a moan, his body arched closer needing his attention. His hand continued to trail through his hair, trying to distract him from his thoughts. He wanted to be the only thing on his mind. " Jey, don't worry about them. Your so beautiful.. they only prove your human." His eyes on his when he spoke. When Jeydon moved to kiss his neck, his hand shifted into a gentle grip, holding him closer. Then reaching to lick along his ear.

 

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Jeydon smiled and shook his head trailing out of his thoughts "pffft....im not beautiful, you are" he said shutting his eyes tightly as he licked along his ear making him moan a little. Jeydon kissed him shoving his tongue in his mouth exploring licking along his teeth and pulling on his lower lip running his hands down his chest blushing like crazy. "your mouth taste's like candy" he smirked licking along his jaw line making his hands traveling down to his pants unbuttoning them flipping his dark hair continuing to kiss him.

 

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(( will respond in morning))

 

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(haha okay ;3)

 

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Xavier smiled back, as he placed on arm around Jeydon`s waist. "

 

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Xavier smiled back, placing one arm around Jeydon`s waist. " You are.." he whispered against his ear, his breath hot over where he licked him. A moan escaped him when he took control of their kiss. "Hmmm.. I love how you touch me.." His breath hitched when the other undid his pants, not able to resist the urge to move closer to his. Then his own hands moved to the front of Jeydon`s pants as he pulled away from the kiss. " Can I?" he whispered against his lips.

 

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Jeydon shook his head and blushes darkly looking down "no im not...." he says softly kissing down Xavier's ear running his hands up and down his back smiling. "yeah....you can" he said biting his lower lip he couldn't resist the feeling that he was having. Jeydon let out a slightly moan and pulled him closer by grabbing his hair making him kiss him by shoving his tongue in his mouth exploring it his mouth tasted fresh which made him crave for more. He traveled down to Xavier's pants and pulled them down kissing down his stomach.

 

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Xavier kissed him slightly on the lips, touching his cheek. " You are." he sighed. No matter how many times he had to say it, he wanted Jeydon to believe it was true. He really did find him beautiful, especially when he was happy. His face seemed to light up the room and his dark hair brought out his eyes. Hearing his words, he unbuttoned his pants. Xavier kissed him back, his breath becoming his as he took frantically. It was like air, he couldn't get enough and needed more. His one hand reached into his pants to rest on his hip bone while the other rested around Jeydon`s neck holding him close. When the other moved to his stomach, he couldn't help but lose himself in the sizzling look in his eyes. It made him shiver, he looked like he would eat him alive and an odd part of him would be happy if he did. His one hand moved to trail through his silky hair while the other rested on his shoulder. His breathing becoming more frantic and forced as a moan escaped his lips.

 

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Jeydon laughed and looked away smiling looking down at Xavier and noticed how much in lust Xavier was in it made him feel good inside making his insides melt. He looked down at Xavier and smirked and took off his pants pressing it against his length as he came closer to Xavier. He wanted Xavier to love him which seemed to be exactly what was happy it made him smile which was first in a long time he looked into Xavier's eyes with his piercing green eyes and bit his lower lip "I love you" he whispered softly and blushed darkly.

 

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Xavier smiled, more than happy to hear Jeydon's laughter. " I love when you smile." he whispered, as he placed a hand on his cheek. "Your whole face lights up." Before the other could move from his spot, he captured hip lips again putting his whole love into his kiss. A rasped moan escaped his lips when he could full see Jeydon's body. " So beautiful.." He couldn't keep his eyes off him, he was very much turning into his muse. The look in his eyes and the hardness of his body driving him crazy. " I love you." he replied, getting up to move him into his arms and recapture his mouth. Still in the kiss, he moved to place Jeydon on the bed beneath him.

 

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Jeydon blushed at the compliment which made his heart melt "aww thank you" he says softly under his breath as he kisses Xavier back he could tell the Xavier was trying his hardest and Jeydon was too to show affection towards he each other and it was working. "I love you more, you dont even know" he sputters looking up at Xavier that was now on top of him which made shivers crawl down his spine as he stared at him with gigantic green eyes and blushed darkly. "i think you mean, your talking to yourself when you said so beautiful, cause you are" he said smiling kissing him back not pulling away from the kiss, Besides he didn't need to breath anyways.

 

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Xavier smiled, " Your welcome." He kissed him back as he held him tightly. " I love you, always." Teasingly he trailed his hands along Jeydon`s sides, barely touching him skin but letting his hands warm him. His mouth moved from their kiss to trail along his jaw bone and down his neck to his chest. "So soft." he whispered against his skin. He wanted to make Jeydon feel beautiful and desireable as he found him so.

 

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Jeydon smiled as he held him tightly it made him feel warm inside as he said those words that rang through his ear, I love you always. It made his cheeks turn red as he pulled Xavier closer as his ice temperature felt warm for these couple of moments. "I love you forever" he spoke softly leaning down and pulling his chin up kissing him roughly on the lips exploring his mouth with his tongue wanting Xavier to feel good inside which made him smile even more. He really did love him and never wanted to leave this embrace.

 

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Seeing Jeydon smile, he repeated the words. " I love you, always. Only you, Jey". His hand traveled to his cheek, slowly trailing along his skin as he trailed his kisses down his chest to his above his waist. Hearing his words, he couldn't help but let out a sigh. I love you forever.. it made him happy knowing he would have someone to come home too and to have someone there he can lean on. Gently, he moved back up to kiss the other's lips. "This feels so good.." he whispered against his lips. His one hand rested on the other cheek as the other trailed down to the others hip slowly moving closer to in between his legs.