Rp w/ XoxUnchainedxoX

[XoxUnchainedxoX]

Xavier's face lit up when a soft chuckle escaped from the other boy. It gave him a feeling of happiness to have changed Jeydon's expression and make him feel a little lighter. "Your welcome." he replied, rolling the ball once again back to Lily. He knew this moment should give him the creeps, but he honestly felt like he could just stay here all day and roll the ball back and forth while talking to Jeydon. "Well, I love football, cross country running and to play the guitar." he replied thinking about when he was the captain of the football team. What will it be to not have that to go back to at this new school? How would he play his favorite sports? Would he fit in with everyone else? He shook his head knowing he would find a way. It might be difficult at first but he would get there. " What do you like to do?" While he was in thought, his hand continued the journey of trailing against the others shoulders.

 

[SuicideXSeason]

Jeydon smiled looking over at Xavier with a happy facial expression. "i used to love football...and could kinda play guitar i guess..." he spoke watching lily jumping around giggling rolling to ball over to Xavier. "I usually just wander the house" he said chewing his lower lip nervously "and stare out the window...Waiting for people to notice me" he said as his face saddened a bit but chuckled when lily ran over giving him a huge hug. Jeydon's mouth turned into a smile and his eyes lit up hugging her back "you should go see if anybody else wants to hang like Danny?" he spoke then turning his head to face Xavier "its another ghost here that was her full blood brother". Lily nodded and looked over at Xavier and blushed darkly running out of room. "Im surprised you dont want to move out already" he laughed shifting his body to face him.

 

[XoxUnchainedxoX]

" I should play for you sometime." Andrian replied, noting it down in his mind. He had been playing the guitar with his dad since he was a kid and with his dad's band. It was something that allowed him to express himself and it was one of his stress relievers. Xavier laughed again as he watched Lily jumping and rolling the ball to him then returned his attention back to Jeydon. The other was biting him lip giving him a flash of something he didn't recognize. What was that? Attraction? But he was a ghost and he just met him. He was brought back to this thoughts but Lilly running over to Jeydon. The other was sad again. He was to notice his change of emotion, crap. "It was nice to meet you.." he called after Lily, then turned his attention again to Jeydon. "Nah, I'm good. I like it here so far and its only an added plus to have you and Lily here. I'll have someone to come home to.". His mother would always be working and he wouldn't know anyone at his new school so he felt lighter knowing at least some friends who lived at the house. Or more than a friend? He shook his head. He's a ghost and he needs to be respected not lusted over.

 

[SuicideXSeason]

Jeydon smiled widely then looked up at the clock then back at him with his dark greenish/blue eyes. "Well at least i have someone to be waiting for to come home" he spoke slightly blushing. "This was my room...as you can probably tell with all those posters and s###" he says chuckling. "i was a weird kid" he laughed facing his head towards him. "are you still in school?" he asks raising an eyebrow curiously because he was going to tell him not to go to his old school in the past...but who knows maybe it was just him that they didn't like.

 

[XoxUnchainedxoX]

Xavier smiled back, happy that the other was happy again. "It's a nice room.. The posters are kind funny actually, with the images on them expressing what they mean." he replied, not wanting him to feel like he would judge. His room growing up was way worse then this he thought. He had Pokémon and Need for speed posters lining the walls, with black sheets that held a racing car. Yup, way worse then these pictures of lyrics and plain red sheets lying on the bed. "Yeah, I am. I'm pretty much done but had to go back to complete a couple classes to get into University." he replied, remembering his bad time of grade 9 when he was a lot different and he never wanted to go to school nor talk to anyone. Everything had changed when his mother had gotten the job she wanted for so long and was able to provide for them again.

 

[SuicideXSeason]

Jeydon chuckles then looks up at him "yeah cause that was basically how i felt everyday" he spoke looking down at his feet then up at him again. "so your going to college?" he asks with a smile on his face. "At least you have a future ahead of you" he said sighing "but i took my own life so it's technically my fault" he said looking over at him. "The main high school here is hell pretty much so if your attending there...be careful" he added. Jeydon flipped his hair slightly to get his bangs out of his eyes then turned his head towards him "how old are you?" he asks curiously he thought he was asking to many questions at once but there was so much he wanted to know.

 

[XoxUnchainedxoX]

Andrian listened to his words, and smiled back at him. "Yes, I am. I'm going to school for engineering the year after this. I've received a scholarship to Maine University for after I finish my courses at the high school." he replied gently, not wanting to hurt Jeydon more as he knew he wouldn't get the chance to go. But it was something he had worked for since he was in elementary school so he was more than wanting to go and happy it had worked out like he had planned. He would try to remember that, to be careful at this new school. "Thank you." he replied with a smile, then leaned his head against the others becoming more comfortable. " I'm 21. It's a little late to still be in high school from having to switch schools but its not so bad."

 

[SuicideXSeason]

Jeydon chuckles looking over at him " i didn't know you were twenty one, but i should have guessed cause you do look older than i though you did" he spoke smiling slightly. "cause i was going to say, if you were attending high school you shouldn't go to Grace High school, it's hell" he spoke chewing his lower lip nervously. "wow you must be pretty smart to attend there" he laughs twirling his thumbs then glancing up at Xavier slightly blushing. Jeydon always had a feeling towards guys and he didn't really know why but it made his heart beat pump against his chest...but not beating anymore. A door slams outside Jeydon stood up and walked over to the window peering outside. it was the crazy neighbors "its just the neighbors across the street" he says sitting back down next to Xavier scanning his face.

 

[XoxUnchainedxoX]

"Thank you." he laughed, happy that he looked younger then he did but more so because Jeydon was laughing again. Xavier put that in the back of mind, to be careful of his new school. Noticing the other was biting his lip again, he had to hold his breath for a second. What was with him and the way he reacted to just a small action? He never noticed it with anyone else but when Jeydon did it, he couldn't help but shiver a little. A door slamming on the other side of the window brought him out of his thoughts. "The neighbours?" he asked, wondering why the would slam the door. Xavier met the others eyes then instinctively pulled him underneath his arm again, resting his back against his side.

 

[SuicideXSeason]

Jeydon raises his eyebrows "the neighbors?" he asks turning his head towards the window raising up a bit. "oh yeah they've been in the neighborhood for a while...since i was alive, they're fking crazy" he spoke looking at him. "i couldn't even walk by their house without getting beaten by them" he said flipping his hair to get it out of his eyes. "Be careful on your way to school or where ever walk too" he says leaning his back against Xavier nudging him slightly noticing his arm around him. Jeydon blushed slightly looking down at his feet. "you like music?" he asks looking out the corner of his eye.

 

[XoxUnchainedxoX]

Xavier was learning more about this neighbourhood the more he spoke to Jeydon, and so far it sounded very uneasy. The school wasn't a good place nor the space in front of the neighbours house. They did live in the country though, so maybe he could find a way to walk around it or even through the back of the house somewhere. When he went outside he would try to look for an alternative so he was prepared if he needed another route. When he reached the end of his sentence, anger as hot a lightening flashed through him. The neighbours had beaten him? Had their hands on him? His fists clenched as he held his breath and tried to control himself. He would definitely see what he could do about them. There wasn't a way they would go without any action. They put their hands on an innocent person, and one who seemed like he wasn't trying to burden anyone! The soft touch of Jeydon's arm allowed him to relax a little so he was able to remain in control. " Yea, I love music. I listen to mainly country and classical though" he let go of the breath that he was holding. " I listen to many types of music when I'm with my fathers band.. What is your favorite?"

 

[SuicideXSeason]

Jeydon felt him tense up he didn't know why, maybe what he had just told him "are you okay?" asks nervously seeing him clutch his fists then slowly eased up like nothing happened. He glances up at Xavier "stuff like...Metal, Screamo , Techno...things like that" he spoke flipping his hair again licking his lower lip. "You're in a band?" he asks as his face lit up with excitement. "that's awesome" he spoke slightly moving his body to face him. "i wish i could do that" he said "but...there would be no need anyway even if i were alive...i cant sing otherwise i sound like a dying cat, and i can't play any instrument worth s##t" he laughs looking at him in the eyes blushing slightly then looking down at his feet.

 

[XoxUnchainedxoX]

Xavier nodded, then smiled back at Jeydon. How could he tell him that he cared about how he was hurt? That he wanted to protect him from the world that seemed to be cruel to him? To take care of him? There wasn't a way to him that didn't seem like was moving to fast nor that would frighten him away. When Jeydon flipped his hair back, he couldn't help but trail his fingers through it then tuck it behind his ear. "Yes.. No.. Well, sorta. It's not really my band, its my fathers. He played with them since he was in high school and brought me into it when he saw I was interested in playing the guitar." he remembered when he was a kid, and he would stay up most of the night practicing because he wanted to make his father proud. " We could play together, if you like. I can teach you to play. I know a couple different instruments." Xavier smiled at him, then reached to bring him to look at him. " I like your eyes.." he whispered back, wishing he could look at them all day.

 

[SuicideXSeason]

Jeydon smirked and flipped his hair again blushing darkly then looking up at him. "well guitar is amazing" he spoke smiling widely "that would be awesome if you could teach me...but i'm literally unstable to learn...but if you want to?" he spoke. He felt his head turn then meeting Xavier eyes "heh...thank you" he spoke quietly chuckling chewing his lower lip nervously. Twirling his thumbs nervously he then looked up at him "you live with anyone?" he asks playing with his lip piercing curiously. "if you dont mind me asking" he added looking at the ground blushing darkly.

 

[XoxUnchainedxoX]

Xavier smiled back, happy the other way happy. " I would enjoy to teach you." he replied, knowing it would give them something they could bond over. "Your welcome." He wanted to be able to share his joy with the other and wanted Jeydon to find a joy for it as well. It would also give them something they could work on together. When Jeydon bit his lower lip, it gave him another flash of feeling. It gave him images in his head and a feeling that he couldn't really comprehend. He had the feeling before, but he never got it so quickly after meeting someone and it wasn't usually for another man. He took in a deep breath trying to control himself. It took him a moment to realize he had been asked a question. " Oh, I live with my mom." he replied, the words stuck in his throat. " She should be back soon. I think she's just finishing up with the housing papers and her new job." It gave him a thought of wondering what was taking her so long but he let it go, knowing she'd be back soon enough.

 

[SuicideXSeason]

Jeydon nodded his head looking into Xavier's eyes "it's fine really, I like to watch others play then to learn myself unless you really want to?" He spoke softly tilting his head scanning the room twirling his finger tips nervously then glancing up at Xavier again. "I thought I heard another man downstairs" he added flipping his hair to get it out of his eyes. Jeydon leaned his back up against him chuckling "your freaking warm dude" he said "even though I can't really feel anything, but I definitely feel you" he said smiling for the first time in forever.

 

[XoxUnchainedxoX]

((( Sorry, for the late response)))


Xavier let himself relax, listening to Jeydon's words. He found t really nice that he didn't expect him to do anything for him, and he was open to the things he enjoyed. " I would love too." he replied, knowing it would make him happy to share it with him. Maybe the could play a song together in the future. It was something he found himself looking forward too. Hearing the words about his father, he sighed. Everything had gotten so complicated over the last year that it almost felt like a nightmare. " Oh, yeah, that was my dad." he replied, not knowing how he felt about using those words. Xavier laughed, he had never been told he was warm. It was something simple but made him feel really good. " Thanks, I think" he smiled, moving his hand so it interlaced with Jeydon's.

 

[SuicideXSeason]

(Haha its fine)


Jeydon felt Xavier's hand interlaced with his making his face flush cherry red and his piercing green eyes grow gigantic "Heh...no problem" he said smiling at the ground flipping his brown hair out of his eyes then looked up at him. "your dad kinda scared me, he walked directly into me" he sputtered scanning Xavier's face chuckling quietly shaking his head. "thank you, for noticing me" he said smiling to himself blushing lightly looking around the room then moved his gaze to Xavier "and making me smile for once" he adds looking into his eyes nervously.

 

[XoxUnchainedxoX]

Xavier smiled at how a simple gester could affect Jeydon so deeply. It showed how rare, unexpected and grateful it was. Softly, he moved to kiss the top of his head as he other hand continued to travel along his back. Walked directly into me.. the words echoed in his mind. During their conversation he had forgotten about how Jeydon had died. Anger filled his mind, but he took in a breath trying to let it go. He didn't want to make him uncomfortable . " I'm sorry about my dad.. ", seeing the other laugh made him relax again. " Your welcome. I love when you smile." When Jeydon moved to look at him he was filled with a very unexpected urge and wasn't sure where it would take him or if should follow it. Holding his breath, he placed a gentle hand on the other's cheek and moved to gently, slowly kiss him. He left enough time for the other to move or stop him as he didn't want to scare him.

 

[SuicideXSeason]

Jeydon's face turned bright read as Xavier began to kiss him, He kissed him back softly wondering if he could feel his lips. Xavier was so warm it was a nice sensation compared to himself which is icy cold. "heh...its fine, he wasn't really a threat" he sputters looking up at him giving an awkward smile flipping his brown hair out of his piercing green eyes. "thanks...." he said smiling widely gazing down at Xavier's lips then back to his eyes. "im going to try something....again" he said leaning in closely kissing him on the lips as his hands ran through Xavier's hair pulling him closer.

 

[XoxUnchainedxoX]

" I love when your face turns red, you look so adorable" he said when he pulled away to catch his breath. Instinctively, his one arm wrapped around Jeydon`s back, wanting to take the chill from his body. He wanted to make him warm and hold him close so he would forget the coldness. " I'm glad. He doesn't mean any trouble.." he dropped the subject, not wanting to talk about it when he couldn't get the other from his mind. The hand trailing down his back, reached to tuck the hair behind his ear then he moved to kiss the same ear. "Your welcome. Hmm." he whispered, moving to kiss his neck then moved to kiss him when he pulled him closer. "You feel really good" he whispered between kisses.

 

[SuicideXSeason]

Jeydon blushed darker as he kissed him "uh...thanks...heh" he said kissing him back running his hands through Xavier's soft dark hair looking into his eyes "your adorable no matter what" he smiled trailing his hands down his back and up his shirt " i thought you werent, gay" he said softly smiling kissing him across his jaw line soon making his way to taking off his shirt. Jeydon stared at Xavier's body and his face turned cherry red "are you always this fit?" he asks chuckling nervously looking up at him locking eyes with him biting his lower lip softly.

 

[XoxUnchainedxoX]

" You don't have to thank me for anything," he whispered when they broke apart. He wanted Jeydon to become accepted of kindness and to take take advantage of what he had to give. " Thank you". He moved to place a soft kiss on his lips then back to let the other touch him. " I'm not. I think I'm bi, but I only want you. " he whispered. He really hadn't felt the way he does with anyone else. The other's had all wanted him because he was popular and captain of the team. They hadn't cared about his likes or dislikes. Even at times he wondered if they had ever felt anything real for him. When Jeydon reached for hid shirt, he pulled it over his head then threw it on the floor beside him. " Yeah.." he laughed softly, smiling back at him. Carefully, he stood up then lifted Jeydon up and placed him on the bed. He then gently crawled over him, resting on his elbow.

 

[SuicideXSeason]

Jeydon smiled looking down at the floor blushing darkly with those words, I only want you... rang through his ears made him feel good for once in his life. He felt being lifted up and placed on the bed he looked over at Xavier and smiled flipping his hair again out of his eyes then looked into Xavier's eyes "your the only one..." he said softly leaning in and kissing him on the lips softly then leaned back looking up at the ceiling noticing little holes it didn't bother him besides looking a little farther than that looking at where he had hanged himself which made him shiver biting his lower lip nervously then shifted his body to face Xavier ignoring the fact that he had died but it always came back to him. He shook it off. "how long do you plan on living here?" he asks tilting his head slightly.

 

[XoxUnchainedxoX]

Xavier took a second to let the other's words calm him. The only one.. He was really happy he had found him. He had been worried about traveling to a new home, he had left everything he knew to move to a different area but he was no longer as he had found a partner in crime. Noticing Jeydon`s face turn seldom, he trailed kisses along his jaw and down his neck. He really did love how he felt against him. It gave him an urge to make Jeydon forget about everything but them for a while. Gently, he moved to nip the other bottom lip then kiss him. " hmmm... " he whispered, trying to forum a coherent thought. " I don't know. I think just until my mom can gain more money to move again. She lost everything to my dad.. I want you to come with us if we go. You can bring your friend. I can see if you can have your own rooms." He didn't know if it was possible, but he wasn't leaving him alone in this house. He had suffered to much and he would do whatever he could to make him happy again.