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THE ACROBAT.
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PERCY
GRIFFIN
CUT โ SWEET PILL.
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WHO AM I WHEN I FEEL?
What dies in me when I am me?
CHAPTER TWO.
There was a lot Percy missed about the traveling troupe. Not that heโd admit it, of course, but his rocky adjustment to life outside his home spelled truths he went lengths to hide. One of them being the near constant rumble of conversation, laughter and foolery. The troupe was a lively place--even the thinnest of silences unable to find enough traction to stick.
Lying here, in the inn, the silence pressed down on Percyโs chest with the reminder of his isolation. Pushed aside after his injury, the acrobat had been burdened with so much loneliness that he was beginning not to know what to do with it. Aching fingers begged for relief from the hidden rage he carried, yet they were unwilling to let go. So instead he broiled in silence, like a dying star crying out in the vacant cradle of space.
The room had a wine induced spin. He squeezed his eyes tightly but relief escaped him still. His mind swayed with the pulling waves of his inebriation.
โI did not mean to disturb, Iโve brought a spot of tea.โ
Incoordination plagued the movement of Percyโs limbs in the attempt to haul himself upright. He stopped until he merely propped himself on his elbows, eyes unfocused and bleary. Grey fabric shifted in a nonexistent wind.
โWhat do you want most in this world? More than anything else?โ
โI--โ The words stalled in Percyโs throat. What did he want? What didnโt he want? Wealth, fame, admiration and respect. Luxury goods he had only observed in the shop windows of Sirocco.
The oddity of the figure appearing in his room with such a request was lost on him. Whether it was reason smothered under the haze of alcohol or his desires leaping before his judgment, the panic of a sudden intruder had bypassed him.
Before the man could answer the figure with the wave of desires that swarmed up within him, the fabric of the room began to shift and change. Glassy eyes widened from the disorientation of the new space. He must be hallucinating, surely. What was in that wine? Had he been drugged?
Softly, almost as if building upon itself so as not to scare him with its intensity, the ambient hum of a chant filled the room. Cheers, cries and loving exclamations of a name--his name. โPercy! Percy! Percy!โ
The small yet homely room he had stumbled into earlier in the night was no more. Instead, an arena dimmed in shadow. He could make out the forms of faceless bodies, merely heaps of wavering shadow and noise. Only one spot of light existed beneath the grand tent he now found himself in. And that light shone on only one person. Percy.
If not for the shock that paralyzed the young acrobat, Percy wouldโve started crying. This was--home. Everything he had ever wanted, everything he had ever dreamed of. The troupe did need him. The stands were packed with devoted fans to him alone. He was a star.
A nudging presence at his elbow, the figure having appeared at his side. They stretched arms with a soundless, nearly otherworldly movement. The tea hovered in Percyโs direct line of sight.
Percy drinks the tea.
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