Chimney Swift
i am confusion
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"Oh, honey nooooo." Ivy mourned, her face pressed into the table which muffled her voice. Somehow, just hearing the words 'I've been doing it for almost 4 years' made her wish to hell and back that she could groundhog-day-loop back to the weekend and actually drink herself to death like everyone thought she was going to. In 4 years, she would be old, and surely far too indoctrinated in the public school cult to have any hope of another vaguely enjoyable day. To her, this guy's attempt at reassurance sounded more like attempted brainwashing. "...'tis a fate worse than death. Nay, a fate worse than hell... no. Worse than group therapy. " She hoisted herself off the table, black waves falling into her face and making her look all the more like a discarded antique doll. She pointed accusingly at the boy in front of her, kneeling up on her chair to decrease the height disparity between the two. "Who taught your freshman English!?" She demanded, as if that question made total sense. "It was Mr. Snow, wasn't it? That horsefucker was a lobotomist in the 50s. Turning people into empty husks is the only thing that brings that man joy."
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Oh, dear. If cringing could kill, Max would have expired the moment he saw the other kid's eyes flit to the side. Was he reading too much into the gesture? Perhaps, but in that instant it felt overwhelmingly clear that he should have mustered whatever chutzpah he had left and stuck it out in the cafeteria. Oddly, being in a crowd where you aren't wanted often feels less crushing than being in an intimate setting where you aren't wanted.
Max, nevertheless, heeded Casper beckoning him over. Casper's friend said something, and it was clear it was at least partiallly directed at Max, who only sheepishly folded his arms over his chest as if to try and shrivel up and disappear. Great. Time to break it to new kid that he couldn't hear. That was sure to be endearing and not awkward at all.
Okay, he really didn't know how to broach that subject at all. Maybe Casper would explain? It seemed wrong to put that responsibility on his friend, especially when he was the one who was butting in on whatever they had going on in here. He could just say it, but his fractured ego couldn't take the hit of having to apologize for his voice. Defeatedly, he gritted his teeth and lifted his notebook out of his bag, flipping past page after page of his and Casper's little dialogues, finding a blank page, jotting down his message and hastily tearing it out.
Holding up his "Sorry, I'm Deaf" sign, his head tilted to the side almost guiltily. He raised an eyebrow at Casper, as if to beg for a reason why they called him over.
All this for some quiet solitary homework... Next time, he'd hide out in the janitor's closet for sure.