Private: Twins, Spy... Oh my!

[Zotohxan]

*Nolan smiles sadly back* Well, you're certainly stronger than I am... I'd prolly be freaking out; running around like a chicken with his head cut off! *he chuckles at the comparison and smiles again.*

 

[Purize]

*I gasp and giggle.* Th-that's dreadful! *I take another bite of the chocolate bar and can't help but feel my mood lift just by the taste of it.*

 

[Zotohxan]

*Nolan grins, happy he was able to make Yukina-san laugh. Just as he opens his mouth to say something else, the bell rings signaling the end of class.* Whelp. That's my cue. I'll be right back with the loud mouth in tow. *he winks playfully before sanding up and heading toward the door, turning one last time before opening it up* Feel free to have any more candy you want.

 

[Purize]

*I nod to him and smile.* Alright! Um... hurry though? Nurses and doctors make me nervous.... *I fidgeted uncomfortably but did my best to continue smiling.*

 

[Zotohxan]

*Nolan smiles sympathetically as he nods* Don't worry. I'll be back before you can spell 'supercalifragilisticexpialidocious' ten times fast!

 

[Purize]

*I blink multiple times and mutter.* I'll take your word for it... I'm not gonna try! *I take another bite of chocolate.*

 

[Zotohxan]

*Nolan snickers before walking out of the infirmary and toward my class. He knows I always keep sure to be the last one out of that room, so I don't accidentally run into Chikara-san. He makes it there just as I'm wiping tear tracks off my face and standing out of my seat. I feel someone watching me and look up to smile at my big brother.* Hey. *He smiles, not responding to me as he walks over and hugs me tightly.* C'mon... Let's get you some sweets. *I chuckle through the slowly ceasing tears and nod, knowing that meant we'd get to hang out in the infirmary for awhile. Silently we make our way there, and I'm surprised to see Yuki-chan sitting on one of the cots* Oh.. Hey. *I spot the sweets bag on the table beside her and smirk* Showed you his stash, did he?

 

[Purize]

*My face brightens when Nari walks in.* Hey! Oh, yep. I got to try chocolate! *I wave my half-eaten chocolate bar out in front of me proudly.*

 

[Zotohxan]

*I hope that the blotchiness of my complexion and tear tracks are totally gone as I laugh and walk in, taking a seat at the foot of the hospital bed* Yep. It's pretty great, isn't it?!

 

[Purize]

*I nod to her and break off another bite. I remembered that Nari had a hard time last period everyday because of Chikara-chan, and she looked a little upset so I leaned over and hugged her, more like draped over her really, and then stuck there.*Oops looks like i'm frozen again~ *I joked.*

 

[Zotohxan]

*I can't help myself when the laughter once more escapes my lips when Yuki-chan drapes over me.* Oh, are you, now? *My voice is teasing through the question, knowing that she was just faking being stuck.*


*Nolan also chuckles, glad that I'm not simply breaking down as I'd done in the previous empty classroom.*

 

[Purize]

* I smile as she laughs and then pull away with a quiet giggle.*

 

[Zotohxan]

*Nolan walks over and reclaims his position in the chair beside the cot, smiling at the two girls upon it before pulling out a roll of Smarties.*


*I gasp, my eyes wide as I lunge forward and yank them away, causing a string of Korean curse words to fall from his mouth before he grabs out another. I simply snicker and begin eating.* These are my favorites.

 

[Purize]

*I laugh as Nari as she does this and crumble up my empty chocolate wrapper.* I think chocolate is my new favorite... *A huge smile forms on my face, revealing a spot of chocolate on my cheek.*

 

[Zotohxan]

*I grin happily at Yuki-chan, happy she likes chocolate so much. I then notice the smudge on her cheek. And just as I'm lifting my hand to wipe it away, a slightly larger hand beats me to it as Nolan reaches up and gently uses his thumb to wipe off the brown blemish. He then brings the same thumb to his mouth and licks off the chocolate, a smirk present on his face* It is quite good~

 

[Purize]

*My jaw drops and a hand almost slaps the spot were the chocolate remains were just a moment before. A deep pink bloomed across my face as I continued to stare at him.* Y-you could have just told me! *I laughed now, not really knowing how to react otherwise. Had anyone else done that I may have freaked out and attacked them... I began to realize just how comfortable I was becoming with these two. They were both always full of surprises... it was like exploring a world I never had the chance to know. I giggle to myself like a little kid.*

 

[Zotohxan]

*Nolan and I both look at one another before busting out laughing. I hear the overhead bell, signalling the start of class and smirk happily before turning so my back is to Yuki-chan, then I flop backward so that my head is resting in her lap. I then look at her, a mischievous glint in my eye* Ya know, Yuki-chan... If you like my brother, all you gotta do is tell us. *I wink playfully, my smirk widening as I hear Nolan silently gasp and I can imagine him imagining being able to slap me... He can get violent in his mind, sometimes. That thought makes me snicker under my breath as I turn to look at him* And you too, buddy. If you like my Yuki-chan, just tell us. Then I can smush your faces together and try not to puke at the hetero display of affection~!

 

[Purize]

*My face goes even redder but with a tinge of frustration as well as embarrassment. This causes me to grumble under my breath.* I don't love anyone... there's no room for love in this world. *I knew I didn't really mean those things but that was I was raised to think. Love is for the weak. Love it pointless. Love leads to disaster and pain.I I thump Nari's forhead with a flick.* Baka Nicky-chan... *I couldn't even bring myself to look at Nolan.*

 

[Zotohxan]

*I pout up at Yuki-chan, our close distance allowing me to hear the words she'd muttered. I then reach up and slap her nose with two fingers* Nuh! There's plenty of room for love! Sure it can hurt, and sure it can make people stupid, but you can't get through life without love! Love is caring for others, caring for yourself. If you can't care, if you can't love, you can't live! *I groan out in frustration before sitting up straight and glaring directly into Yukina's eyes* Love is beautiful. It's pure, magical, healing, painful, illogical, and a lot of trouble, but it's still the only thing really worth living for. Lives are lost over love, but more so are saved. What do you think talks a jumper down from a bridge, huh? Statistics and probability, or the knowledge that people love them, they they can love, that they will be loved?! People don't get out of bed in the morning in hopes of leading monotonous, boring lives full of dreaded encounters and painful events. They get out of bed hoping to experience the things they love, have heart felt conversations, see the people they'd give anything for... Love is both the core and crust to everything. While there's sometimes cracks, they can always be filled. *My eyes harden slightly, and I realize only then that I'd been crying through most of my little rant* So don't you dare to ever say there is no room for love! Just because you haven't found that person you want to spend your life with yet, doesn't mean love doesn't exist! Doesn't mean you can't love, won't love, or hate love! Love is beautiful!


*Nolan furrows his brows, he'd never seen me like this before... He cautiously raises a hand to rest on my knee, stroking soothing circles with his thumb. I smack his hand away and abruptly stand up from the bed, walking out from behind the curtain separating the different beds and walking to the far one, pacing back and forth as I hold one hand over my mouth, the other supporting my back as I will myself not to sob, not to fall, not to break.*

 

[Purize]

*Through her speech I stare at her in shock and when she walks away I let my head hang, my hair covering my face. I felt lost and hopeless. I made Nari upset again and basically began to realize my whole life was gone about the wrong way... well I knew that already but now I knew another way that I was wrong.* I... I didn't mean what I said Nari... I'm sorry... *I just got defensive, I thought.*

 

[Zotohxan]

*Matt frowns as he stands up and reaches forward, pulling Yukina-san into a hug. He would have gone after me, but he knows when I'm really upset I don't want anyone around... So for now, he would comfort Yuki.* It's okay, Yuki-chan. *The less formal name felt strange coming off his tongue, but also right.* She's just sensitive about love right now, and will be for quite a while... I suppose that's what heartbreak does. I'm sure she also didn't mean to be so harsh... Everyone's got their flaws, quirks, and everyone makes mistakes. It's not fair to beat ourselves up whenever we misspeak or speak by emotions. You have every right to feel the way you feel, just as she does, just as I do, just as everyone does. I guess once you've both calmed down you can both apologize, and go back to being the hyper, headache-giving teen girls you are. Yeah? *He smiles softly at the end, hoping to have lightened the air a bit with his teasing.*

 

[Purize]

((*Cough* Nolan *Cough* Not Matt lol))


*I smile a little and nod.* Thanks Nolan-kun. *I stick a tongue out at with a little bit of amusement.*

 

[Zotohxan]

*Nolan chuckles and nods, ruffling her hair softly* Not a problem~


((Sorry >.> Was quite tired x3))

 

[Purize]

*I look in the direction that Nari had disappeared and frowned, though I couldn't see her. My shoulders slumped. I still felt bad for what I had said. I didn't want to make my new friends upset of my careless words.*

 

[Zotohxan]

*After several minutes of leaning against the wall and trying to calm myself down, I'm finally able to breathe normally and stop my crying. So, I take in several deep breaths before realizing I should probably go apologize to Yuki-chan... I walk back over, my head lowered to the floor in shame as I approach the bed.* Y-Yuki-chan... I'm.. I'm really sorry for being so rude.. That was wrong of me to act like that. I just got upset because of Chiki-er... Chikara-san... But, that's no excuse, and I'm sorry for acting the way I did.. Please forgive me.