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𝘜 𝘕 𝘋 𝘌 𝘈 𝘋 ;;
HWANG JUNG-HOON
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After all, traditions were born in this forest, right underneath his boot, springing up from the misty earth like a sprout to greet every rise of the moon and every setting of the sun. And it was his duty as a general, as a warrior to keep them alive, breathing. Whether for Tsusaye or for himself,
he could hardly tell the difference anymore.
“-An isle where one must make conversation? Are you sure the invite is meant for you?”
The sudden apparition of a voice dove a knife through the atmosphere, so jubilant that even the song birds could not compare. Its ears pricked up in alarming realization, a realization that it was not alone. Jung-hoon sucked in a breath.
But it knew better. It knew better and it was already gone.
The general shot his accomplice a glare as the hunt scampered off, thick foliage crying, echoing after its presence. It was a prize to be collected- one he’d been chasing ever since he’d first laid eyes on it, curious as to its tawny colour, reminiscent of the confections he would’ve done anything to get his hands on as a child. A Memory so long ago and yet, so near that it was then when he’d decided, with his few possessions, that he must have it.
Shrinking back, the young soldier muttered a sheepish apology, expression as bashful as the day he’d first met him. Weak, small. And somehow Jung-hoon still preferred the boy over his more experienced comrades, whom he often considered as all fangs and no bite. Yes, he was a fine young man, this boy—- capable of becoming good- great even, another warrior Tsusaye could add to its roster, claim as her own. If only he kept his mouth shut.
He offered a low grunt, large frame doubling down to set up a snare. A trap.
“But who knows,” the boy-warrior continued “Maybe it’ll be fun sir.” And, as if to dig his grave deeper added:
“Perhaps you’ll even find love”
Jung-hoon paused, twine laced between his fingers.
Love? What about love?
He stared at the ground for a long time, eyebrows knitted curiously above a steely gaze. He hadn’t even considered it a possibility, not for a second. No, he’d only accepted the invitation with the intention of keeping his promise, his vow to protect the Tsusayen nobles, the empire and its people. To bring forth peace, to restore what once was. And now they wanted love?
He scoffed defensively
“That’s only for little girls and drunkards”
And then, flatly,
“Get back to work, soldier.”
It was the truth however, all he’d ever learned from love was sacrifice. Was that you could not rely on feeling and feeling alone. No, all he’d ever learned was that it was not enough, would never be enough. Jung-hoon frowned. And if there truly was love in a world like this, then surely it only took form in the shape of cruelty.
A thick silence fell onto them like a blanket of snow, cold and uninviting. The boy hummed mindlessly as he tended to the traps and Jung-hoon watched from a close proximity, searching the grounds for something- anything to bring back home. Bow clutched tightly in his hand.
And then he heard it. It. A piercing cry in the distance, a plea from something almost human. The two exchanged a hurried look before dashing through the forest, afraid to discover a somebody instead of a something.
𓆙𓆙𓆙
“Release it.”
A fawn with her hoove caught in a noose, youth entrapped, soon to become erased, undone.
“But sir-“
“Do not make me repeat myself, Hiro.”
Jung-hoon watched as his young counterpart huffed, angrily undoing the rope that bound his one desire, his one hope. The prey he’d been after all morning. Symbolic of nothing more than time well-wasted and yet, he still couldn’t bring himself to reach for the arrow, strike the bow. It wasn’t a fair fight, or so he told himself, calf against man. Nothing he could have worked hard for, fought for. Earned. Still, it was almost as if Jung-hoon could hear his grandfather’s voice
low against his ear,
a reminder.
‘You’re not a killer Jung-hoon, you have to be a killer.’
His eyes followed as it ran off, taking with it a liberty he never thought he could grant.
And perhaps it’s true, perhaps he wasn’t a killer. But he was a warrior, a Tsusayen; Chasing after deer but never the fawn, killing only what is able to survive, killing what is only meant to be killed.
And should a piece of him die in his ache for glory,
then so be it.
𓆙𓆙𓆙
The journey was of the uneventful kind, with wary sailors and an even warier General. He stood apprehensively on deck, hands clasped behind his back and strands of raven hair sparring with the wind. The waves were friendly this time around, greeting his men as it would the happy sea creatures, the corals and the seaweed, soft currents whispering a gentle hello. It was a pleasant sight to behold— this small piece of serenity, yet he still couldn’t contain his unease. After all, the Tsusayen empire hadn’t had the best of luck with its neighbours and a very large part of him worried that this little peace crusade was but another attack, another ploy to get his homeland to surrender, to fall into the control of lesser nations. Going as far to think about what he would do if his suspicions were proven correct, wracking his brain until it begged on its knees for mercy. That is what consumed the majority of his trip.
Who could he trust, who couldn’t he trust? It was a question that burned in his skull. Turning over and over, but seldom spoken aloud.
In the end the reality was this: he would do whatever it took to protect his kingdom, his men. In the end it would have to take the wrath of the gods to make one man yield, to make him kneel.
For his grace, for Tsusaye.
𓆙𓆙𓆙
His voyage had been a vague one, yes, something akin to a passing thought, a moment of fogginess. But rest assured, Jung-hoon had come prepared. As he always does, a general who often takes the battle along with him. Carrying not an abundance of wardrobe but artillery, scrolls and of course, his pendant. Kept sheathed underneath his clothing; glinting ever so wickedly under the rays of the sun, he stalked through the manor- through the forest uneasily, ignorant to the implications of this century-old reunion. It all seemed so peculiar to him, from the foreboding letter penning his name and his designation which, just so happened to be outside of the manor. The general did not know whether to take it as an insult or an homage to his seclusion but even if it was the former, a good Tsusayen never complains, wouldn’t dare think of it.
Besides, it reminded him of home.
Sunlight poked through the doorway, casting a heavenly glow around his silhouette. He was grateful knowing now more than ever, that despite having no presence of his soldiers nor the promise of the empire, that he at least had the gods. Shigana who shielded him, Yunaye who encouraged him and Nichisu who lit the way. Deities he’d grown to worship, after brief glimpses of the afterlife and desperate nights alone. He, who was nothing more than a mortal man, had the guidance of the gods. Nichisu of all was with him, blazing a path toward his destiny. And, as if to express his gratitude, the general dipped his head, whispering a solemn
“Thank you.”
He wasn’t a religious man, not entirely at least. But in a place like this, faith was the only thing he had left.
Stepping further into his quarters, Jung-hoon was pleased to meet its simple and clean design, as the likes of beauty frankly seemed rather arbitrary to him. Showmanship even more so and thus this quaint, slightly dull room suited him rather well, he had to admit. After all, when everything is taken from you, luxury becomes nothing and survival, everything. He pressed a hand over the silky linens.
That is to say that he’d bid the night farewell in far worse, far colder conditions.
But it was not until Jung-hoon surveyed- really analyzed the details of the room, did he realize that the paintings adorning the walls were portrayals of battle. Odes to warriors, to legends he’d grown up idolizing and to the sheer potential of forging his own. He took a step back, in respect, in admiration. And with a calloused hand, reaching with his fingers, began to trace along every brushstroke, every curve and sharp edge as if transfixed by it all. The characters felt rough underneath his fingertips, hardened, real.
How he recognized their triumphs and their pain. How he knew what it meant to swallow his own for the sake of the greater good. Always for the greater good.
He once heard an old saying:
The army comes before the soldier and the empire, before the man. And there were times he wished it wasn’t true.
Large boots creaked heavily against the floorboards, pacing as if in pursuit of answers. It seemed as if the head council had learned everything of him and that in itself was alarming. He exhaled a heavy sigh. His grandfather was right, there would always be someone watching him. It was only for him to decide whether it was for better or for worse.
Reaching for an envelope that lay nearby, Jung-hoon’s eyebrows knitted together curiously, expecting a cordial welcome and earning so much more.
A masquerade? A gift?
Well, if there’d been more of these gatherings then surely the nations would have avoided a few wars themselves, he mused briefly. Though his amusement remained short-lived in the breadth of the moment, face contorting in between the avenues of discontentment and frustration. A game of deductions? What were they, children?
Dragging a tired hand over his face, Jung-hoon gently set the letter down, hardly paying mind to the hints, obscure as they were. If the council wanted to watch them make fools of themselves then surely they would succeed, only after forcing the representatives to interrogate one another through song and dance. He already regretted accepting his invitation. Reaching next for the box Jung-hoon expected but another disappointment and wasn’t terribly wrong… or was he?
In his palm laid a small wooden carving, a feline decoration, something meant for strangers and old women. He frowned. It moved.
It moved.
Eyes widening, Jung-hoon stood frozen as the warm little creature stretched its little body right in his hand, meowing sleepily as it stirred awake, staring right back at him. A blink and then another, a moment of registry before he realized that it was harmless, but an enchanted item. Magic was never unbeknownst to him, he knew that it existed, he also knew that he hadn’t been lucky enough to bear it.
And this - this would be as close as he would ever get to it.
The creature purred against his fingertips.
Well then, at least he had someone to bring with him to the ball.
𓆙𓆙𓆙
‘A Tsusayen never complains. A Tsusayen never complains. A Tsusayen-‘
Never complains. And as much as the general honoured that sentiment, he was hardly the type to enjoy a ball either. A masquerade no less. Like an ill-fitting smock Jung-hoon entered the room, obsidian robes and obsidian hair trailing behind him, a whisper in the wind, adding just a touch of midnight to the ambiance. Dressed elegantly he stood upon the outskirts of the ballroom, still as a statue, quiet as a mouse. Hardly noticeable alongside the fixtures. Some would say he was hiding, he would say that he was simply maintaining the mystique of it all; but the truth was that he was deeply afraid. Once again he became the small child who was taught to say nothing, to keep quiet and do as he was told and now, bore the weight of its consequence- felt vulnerable under the eyes of scrutiny. Out of place despite his invitation, despite all the trouble. Though his mask did well to conceal more than his visage, acting as his armour and the hall, his enemy’s battleground.
Through narrowed eyes Jung-hoon watched as the other attendants piled in and began to flock together, some boldly expressing their clues -he’d heard something about insects- and others attempting to be more subtle, more coy about it. In other words it seemed like a breeding ground for competition, one the general wanted no part of, both because he had nothing to say nor did he know what to say. It was as if he was born without a tongue, unable to form words with any meaning at all. And so quietly he recalled his insinuations, unoccupied in the shadows. How peculiar the last one had been, sprawled out at the foot of the page, messily, as if its author were in grave danger. And at first he’d thought little of it, but now the general wondered which wandering spirit was subjected to such tragedy, which attendant, which accomplice. His mind was a funny thing, constantly fretting despite not wanting to. It was a blessing and a curse, this primal intellect of his.
The sounds of soft music whirred through the hall, gentle, like a mother’s loving caress against his ears. It was foreign to him, this distraction, something he’d gone without in the many years he’d devoted himself to his kingdom. Music and dancing he’d been taught, were things that could only be enjoyed by the privileged. By rich men with fat little fingers spewing commands, pointing down at those that broke their backs over a single meal. Music, he’d been taught, was a luxury. A luxury he was beginning to enjoy-
“Good evening,”
He’d spoken too soon.
“or perhaps not quite so?”
As if reading his mind (or perhaps his body language was far too telling?), the gentleman stood before him, bare-chested, a sprinkle of mischief bouncing off of well-practiced words. The general stiffened, refrained a sigh as the stranger decidedly breached his quiet silence. A taut man, adorned with flecks of gold and speaking with a confidence that only a figure of authority could muster.
Either a king-to-be or an entitled fool, one might consider them to be the same.
He stared at him for a long time, hoping it’d scare him off.
“I take it you don’t find much enjoyment,
in these sorts of things?”
And how could he have guessed that?
Despite Jung-boon’s irritated queries as to why this man was making conversation with someone who evidently did not want to converse, he felt compelled to respond. For there beyond the surface lay something much grander than boyish curiosity; in him he could see a man intelligent enough to tailor his approach from partygoer to partygoer, and he respected that. It was the mind of an army man, a soldier.
“Not particularly fond of soirées, no” …nor the company.
He replied curtly,
Somewhat surprised he’d parsed a response at all. There was just something about being seen, as a man who oft went unnoticed, that made him feel as if everything was pouring out of him, surely but slowly, little by little.
A loud crash and then a bang— and he was almost certain that the floors shook beneath them. Quick was his gaze to follow, expecting a tyrant but only meeting a very shiny and very uncoordinated young woman. He grimaced, irritated by the lack of grace- lack of shame present in the room. Were they not meant to be representatives? And what was she representing, if not a dumpster-fire of a nation? It was evidently not a place in which poise brought priority.
Though as much as this little show vexed him it also relaxed him greatly; As if to say that at the very least, he could walk on his own two feet without making introductions with the ballroom floors. And thusly, he would be alright.
“At least, it appears there is someone even less settled than you or I.”
He could almost hear the disdain in the stranger’s voice, nearly matching his own.
“And the music is good,”
An awkward hesitance,
“If you won't dance, maybe you sing?”
Jung-hoon gave him a side-long glance, as if it were answer enough. Did he look like he sang? Much less, sounded like it? Sure he was a man of many talents, but when it came to the arts Jung-hoon was proven as capable as a donkey, a child learning that it could make noise for the very first time. Yes he was graceful, but anywhere without his armour and he was sure to embarrass himself just as that girl had.
“Searching for your date I presume?”
He quickly countered, lips curling upward in slight amusement. This game the man was playing, it was rather interesting to say the least. He wondered just how many people he’d so desperately initiated the same conversation with, the same inquiry. Was he so curious to find his partner? Was he not afraid?
“Though, might I suggest a different strategy?”
Jung-hoon began warily, almost battling his own reluctance,
“..Perhaps in the form of an alliance?”
Who was he to let a stranger have all the fun? If he was going to play games then surely, Jung-hoon would too and, in the name of peace,
may the best man win.
𓆙𓆙𓆙
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