OOC [Toulouse Academy of Refinement~Year 2]

He can back the fuck off. I told him to back off so obviously he doesn't or he would at least respect me that fucking much.
 
You told him to back off AFTER he asked what was wrong. Sorry, but that's what a friend does until they are told by the person they are trying to help to "fuck off".
 
then how about me...you've never had a problem with me, yet I don't give a fuck either?...


Sorry if it seems that way, I haven't gotten notifs for this occ so i didn't know you were talking or asking about me if you were...I also havent talked to you much so I can understand where you may think so, but I care about every living thing except spiders, as I've been taught too, even criminals unfortunately if you dont feel the same way...but I do in fact give a- most likely even sereval "fucks" about you
 
And I don't even talk to you Nesh so I don't know. I'm sick and fucking tired of being completely ignored when I say something. I'm tired of everyone pretending to care. I'm tired of being treated like I don't fucking matter. That's not what "friends do"


 
And you.


Why the hell am I being ganged up on...EVERY FUCKING TIME!! I speak my damn mind and I'm the fucking bad guy!!!!!
 
The best thing about friends is they don't help you feel good all the time. They also give you that kick in the ass when you need to get your mind out of a dark place, as mine have done for me quite a bit, and Ive done for them. If you've done wrong, they'll tell you better than anyone, because they know thats not the friend they know....Bree, Saphire, and even Anan most likely know, you aren't being you right now...they are caring, but giving you the tough love that right now (respectfully) you need right now
 
Lexie... They all are just wanting to help you... This isn't fake concerns... We are all wanting to help you in one way or another... *gives a small smile*


sent from my phone
 
I... just don't know what to say. I want to be supportive, but I just don't know how, because you're right... I barely know you, but I do know something's wrong, and I want to help, I just don't know how, so I'm doing the only thing I can... watching and trying to be comforting without invading your space or overstepping the bounds you have for me.
 
Lexie, none of us mind if you speak your mind to us, we (or I, not sure who agrees with me) just want you to be aware that there's a way to do so without pushing friends away. And like I mentioned before here, I don't respond to everything and my likes mean more than I like what you said. Usually it's a like to let you know I have seen your post but I 1. can't reply 2. can't think of any way to help or 3. have a different opinion. Just because I'm on and off with replies here doesn't mean I don't care when one of my friends are upset cause I do. And I consider everyone from this rp my friend no matter how little we talk.
 
YOU WANNA KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME?!?! IT WAS ALL AN ACT!!! IM FUCKING IN LOVE WITH AKIO BUT NONE OF THAT FUCKING MATTERS AND HE DID NOTHING BUT GET MY FUCKING HOPES UP FOR NOTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!


I'm done
 
AND YOU CAN BE HURT! THAT'S A PERFECTLY ACCEPTABLE REACTION! BUT WHAT ISN'T IS MAKING YOUR FRIENDS HURT AND SNAPPING AT THEM BECAUSE OF THAT.
 
I'm sorry you're hurt, Lexie. Take it or leave it... but I want to offer you sympathy about this. It... must be horrible. I'll stop if you want me to now.
 
Has he fucking told you what he pushed me to do? He fucking lied to me and because of it....fuck it...I'm used to bloody wrists. Little miss perfect gets what she wants again.
 
.................................................................................. I begged you not too do that lex...........................................................................
 
Taking your pain out on those who ARE TRYING TO HELP isn't acceptable. I don't care if you apologize to me, or Akio, or Vlad at this point. But you really should apologize to Saph, Ana, Music, and Twi because they were there for you despite the backlash.


Hate Akio all you want. Hate me all you want. Just don't fucking take it out on the others because they don't deserve that. If you do have shit to say to someone you want to snap at, take it to pms because I won't have it here.
 
wait they went ou-...geezuz christ im late...but im used to it. ~Cracks knuckles~ I wanna make people smile again. Any takers wish for a comedy hour by yours truly?
 
Neshi. I'm worried that... if this doesn't get worked out now it'll only get worse. This feels kinda like a problem that's been held back for a long time. That said, if Lexie wants to stop now, then I'll respect her wishes.
 
Trying to help? They're the only ones trying to help. You don't give a damn. You're perfect. You've got everything you want despite what happens to someone else. I hope you're happy. I don't hate you. If he hadn't lied to me then I wouldn't hate him. I want to be your friend. I honestly thought I was. But I'm not. I mean nothing to you Bree. I should be used to it though. The lying. It's all I got my whole life and the moment I trust you I have to take it back.
 
Do you even fucking know me Lexie? No you don't. You know how I act here which is a front because I don't like burdening you guys. I'm not fucking perfect, I go through therapy actually. My life has never been perfect. I don't have everything I want nor have I ever gotten it. So don't make assumptions about who I am just because of him. And yeah, despite not always helping because I knew how you react to asking what's wrong and such, I did care about you when you were upset. Whether you believe it or not is your problem because you're right, at this point I could care less how you feel about me. But don't you dare put words in my mouth and don't you dare think I'm miss perfect because news flash, I've had more problems than you know about.
 
Lexie Lexie please, lying is another word for ...nvm lying terrible and i hate it as well. Ive broken many friendships over it as you are doing now...but time will move on and you;ll find better people that will help weave deception, such as..hopefully, real or ...Me OqO!?


And lovely, it may get worse, though riding storms my specialty. Im good at weaving
 
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