OOC [Toulouse Academy of Refinement~Year 2]

Aww... Neshi-kun tara! *Hugs* No worries, it'll take at least something other than making an offhand comment about something you didn't know about. I dunno what, but it's not that easy to get me mad.
 
That I understand. Before I worked, I did volunteer work at the ymca which helps like aloooot of people. Including kids of that kind, it took about a year for me too be a trustable person in their eyes, & then by that tie, I'd had already had to leave because I had to work. I still visit now sometimes, but since I've been away for so long, it's like im a stranger again. Hurts on both sides...
 
& Neshimo is posting Lexie .u. 
Also yeah. Having a constant relationship with them, or else you soon become a stranger again, or at the very least them not feeling comfortable with you anymore. Been through both. Hurts as a person =q=
 
I know the feeling. But not with someone autistic, just with a normal person. She was my closest friend but we went to different high schools... and that was it. We lived two fricking blocks from each other and we still couldn't see each other enough to maintain at least a steady friendship. The only reason I know she's still alive is because we're friend on Facebook...
 
~Nods~ Imagine moving away from you little brother for about a year & going too a different school for any circumstance. Then coming back to find he's not really alright being around you anymore, because of not seeing you one, & usually you may come back a bit differently because of the new customs or friends you made. Either way, ~starts laying Saphy down in bed~ Sleep. You have a day tomorrow, & an afternoon tomorrow. We'll see each other in the early evening like always & talk more if you want .u.


& Anan, in meditation, I've learn that love never disappears. It's in energy more than a feeling, & energy cannot be created nor destroyed. The friendship you have is replaced with new friends you make in your life time. Be happy for your friends & for the people who love you. For the others, we'll if they wish to be unimportant too you, you must let them go. Earthly Attachment keeps you...blinded. Letting go, hurts, but it helps you realize the good things alot more.
 
Thank you Neshie... I'm sorry I can't believe you. I want to believe you, so badly, but I can't. I'm sorry.
 
Hmm...Which part don't you believe Anan? 
& Goodnight Saphire. Be well, & I'll send teh usualy gm in well...the morning
 
As I said. Love can disappear from people, but that doesn't mean it's gone. It just comes to the form of new love, that doesn't always mean the same people will love you, even if they should. It means that the love comes back too you in the form of anything that you love. Your friends, any activity you do, a particular object, but when you look to the grand scheme of things, Earthly attachment holds you back. Love is a wonderful thing, though only if you know that it may only last a certain time, but don't ever fret. It will always take the form of new love in your life. The bigger picture is you, the broader picture is everything that makes you, well you Anan. & your truly a wonderful person with whatever energies make you up.
 
Now I can't believe your last sentence. I'm not a wonderful person. But thank you for saying so.
 
Hmm, you can't believe it, yet you are, & it's weird that no matter how many times I've said that too people they don't believe me. I will out right & clearly tell you if your in the wrong or if your lazy, that I have no problem with, & I only assert my opinion when asked, but sometimes its a special case. You are a special case, & trust me, if something were wrong, I'd tell you. But listening too what you do with your life, your anything but lazy. If anything, your growing up with the wrong parents. Survive them, make it yourself, & leave them behind. You rely on them now for your daily supplies, so tolerate them for now. You don't have to have any extra interaction with them than needed, & trust me, parents hate indifferent children. I know, my mother smacked me one time because I gave such vague & un emotional answers when she'd ask me something.


Detach yourself. Make it out of there, on a scholarship if I might add, so you don't have too even try too deal with them. If you need to take a loan, but get as many scholarships as possible first before so you can take out as small a loan as possible. Leave them behind, they don't deserve a daughter like you, & you dont deserve parents like that. You deserve better, they deserve that 12 year old I showed earlier =q=.
 
Another thing. Don't than me for telling the truth. It's un becoming of yourself as a young lady. That's like thanking a guidance counselor for telling you that your doing alright with your life. Your life is alright because yo made it that way. I didn't do anything but tell you how it was.
 
Hmm. Considering your circumstances you should be crying about 21 times a week =q=, you hold in alot of malice from your parents.
 
You've got alot too release. Its understandable. I don't get what the big deal about crying is actually. Why is it so bad too release liquid from your eyes. Heck people cry while laughing, is that a bad thing? Crying makes people happier in the long run =q=
 
Crying doesn't help me because it doesn't get the real emotions out, it just gets the self-pity out.
 
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