one on one reserved...buildingaspaceship

[QueenCupCake]

She pulled back, wiping the tears away, it killed her to see him like this and made tears form in her own eyes. "it's okay" she repeated quietly. "I wish you would take your pills" she told him, gently rubbing his face.

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"It doesn't stop even when I do. It only stops that, it doesn't stop the voices even then." He complains, "I don't want to take them..."

 

[QueenCupCake]

She nodded, carefully, looking down. "okay" she said quietly, gently hugging him again, sitting him down on the bed, running her fingers through his hair. She couldn't leave him, it just wasn't possible. "I love you"

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"I love you," he says back to her, and runs his okay hand over her cheek gently before looking away from her, he moves his hand away from her cheek. He wanted to touch her but he didn't want to hurt her.

 

[QueenCupCake]

"it's okay" she reassured him. "you're you now" she told him, "I want you to touch me when you're you" she told him.

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"I don't want to hurt you," he admits to her, sadly, before looking back at her and moving his hand so that it was at his side.


((Struggling to find a nickname for my pirate .-.))

 

[QueenCupCake]

She grabbed his hand and held it. "you wont hurt me when it you" she told him. "I'm gonna find you some good help" she promised. "some one that can at least, shut the voices up a little bit" she told him


((pirate??))

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"Okay." He agrees with her and slowly runs his finger along her arm, before bringing it back up to her cheek. He trailed a line from her cheek to underneath her chin, and tiled her head up to look at him.

 

[buildingaspaceship]

((Yeah for another RP xD ))

 

[QueenCupCake]

She smiled at him. "I'm gonna talk to some of the psychologists later" she told him. "if we could get the voices to shut up, and not speak as much, we could be perfect" she said, smiling

 

[buildingaspaceship]

He smiles back at her, "they'll just put me on stronger pills, Emily," he points out, "they don't stop, but... I'll try."

 

[QueenCupCake]

"Thank you" she said with a huge smile. "I love you no matter what, but I really love it when you're you" she said

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"I know, and I'm sorry," he says, before leaning down and kissing her gently.

 

[QueenCupCake]

She kissed him back. "come on with me" she said, grabbing his hand.

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"I don't want to, not now." He says, pouting slightly. He didn't want to leave the room, or talk to anyone. He kisses her again, putting his hand on her cheek.

 

[QueenCupCake]

She sighed. "fine, but I want too really soon" she said

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"But I want to spend time with you," he whispers.

 

[QueenCupCake]

"baby, we can spend time together, we are right now, and if we do this and it works, we can spend a lot more time together" she smiled.

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"But who knows what will happen if I leave this room right now. All I know is right now I'm okay, and I want to cherish that with you." He sighs.

 

[QueenCupCake]

She nodded. "i'm not saying it needs to be done right now, but it needs to be done soon" she reassured. "it was kind of funny, he was telling me how much you love me" she said

 

[buildingaspaceship]

Finn goes bright red and moves away from her and over to his bookcase, he pulls out a random leather bound book and opens it to a random page, scrawled writing in red ink. He looks down at the book and not at her, "Oh was he?" he says quietly.

 

[QueenCupCake]

"yeah, he said that's why he hated me so much. He also impersonated you, but it wasn't funny" she said, moving closer to him looking at the book

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"What did he say?" He asks, flipping the pages of the book. He had written a lot of journal entries while he had been here. And he wrote a lot at home too, and then brought them here. He didn't write a lot all the time, though, sometimes he literally just wrote 'Today's a good day, I feel it in my balls'.

 

[QueenCupCake]

"Well, he started pulling my hair and then he was impersonation you saying Emily, I don't want to be like this, And Emily Emily, love me, I fuck a lot of girls but think of you" she told him, and he said stuff about you not being able to kiss me, and it wouldn't be a problem for anyone else" she said.

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"Oh..." He says and bites his lip, closing the book and putting it back on the shelf. "I'm really sorry Em."