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[QueenCupCake]

She turned to look, "I don't know" she said. "maybe.. what you did to him. it was real bad, maybe not" she said. "but, you did it for me, and I love you" she said kissing his cheek

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"I love you too, now eat your food." He instructs, laughing slightly as he eats his own. "I hope I hurt him worse than me."

 

[QueenCupCake]

She ate her food.. slowly.. she cringed with every bite. She had a plan when she went back to her room, and it was going to work. she looked sadly at him, "Don't wish that, I hate that you're hurt, you know I do, but let's just not worry about him" she said

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"I want to stop worrying about him, but nah." He raises his eyebrows and eats some more, "he deserves to die for what he's done."

 

[QueenCupCake]

"it's good to know you don't think it's funny" she said relieved. She didn't know why he really thought that, she was just confused.

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"Why would I think it was funny?" He asks, confused, then widens his eyes, "what did I say?!"

 

[QueenCupCake]

"It doesn't matter" she said, "that just slipped out, sorry" she hesitantly took another bite, "look I'm done!" she said.

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"No! No what did I say?!" He says frantically, pushing his food away from him, and turning to look at her. "I said it was funny?"

 

[QueenCupCake]

"I know you didn't mean it" she said. "you also called me a fat whore, but you did say you loved me!" she said giving him a hug.

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"Oh my god." He says, putting his head in his hands and leaning into her, "I am so so sorry. It wasn't me, I promise."

 

[QueenCupCake]

She shook her head, "this is why I didn't want to tell you." she said. "I know it wasn't you" she said hugging him.

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"You should have told me!" He says, "I'm so sorry." He looks at her, then hugs her back, despite the pain in his ribs.

 

[QueenCupCake]

She shook her head. "honey, I know you didn't mean it. It's okay. Okay? I'm okay" she insisted

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"I'm still sorry." He sighs and shrugs his shoulders, then looks at her, before moving away and standing. He looks at her, "do you want to look around?"

 

[QueenCupCake]

"sure" she said getting up and following him, she saw something in the corner and it was the picture of them he's smashed. She looked at it sadly, and put it back up.

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"I remember doing that. I had to go see my therapist and calm down after. All this anger today is what brought it on, not me not taking pills. I refuse to take them. They make me weird." He points out, before grabbing her hand and taking her out of the room and into the hall.

 

[QueenCupCake]

"wait, you weren't taking your pills on purpose?!" she asked and shook her head. "you need to take them" she told him.

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"No, I really don't. They make me go weird, and I don't like it." He says, walking with her hand and hand down the hall.

 

[QueenCupCake]

"but... you're gonna have a lot more episodes if you don't" she told him.

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"No... I won't." He says, shrugging his shoulders, "I need to stay calm, if I get angry it happens." He states.

 

[QueenCupCake]

She nodded her head, not wanting to make him angry she didn't want to see him like that again. "I just don't get it" she said, "we've had fights before all this and it never happened then". she said, grabbing his hand.

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"That's because then I was taking the pills." He says, "I stopped taking them last week." He says quietly.

 

[QueenCupCake]

"Finn" she said, "I never noticed anything weird about you" she said. "please take them.. this gets worse, and you're going to need them" she said.

 

[buildingaspaceship]

"You may not have noticed it but I did. They make me feel weird. They make me feel cloudy." He says, closing his eyes for a moment then looking down at her, he walks her into a large living room area, some people were sat around.

 

[QueenCupCake]

She just stared at him. "this isn't something you can take lightly" she said. "Finn, what about when it gets worse? because it's going too" she said rubbing his arm.