Jaspella
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Bella shuddered and folded in on herself, not from the cold, but from the wounds it reopened and the memories it brought to the surface- Edward. She allowed herself this moment to speak his name in her mind only, to feel the consequential warmth and coldness that came with it; it had been almost two years since Edward had left, taking with him everything but what she could remember.
Almost two years of pain, nightmares, and sadness. Only just recently had she started to feel- something other than numb, that is. But that was good- it meant she was healing… slowly. The pain that once consumed her entire being now burned slowly beneath the surface. To anyone else, she would seem perfectly at ease… cheerful even. The average college student… a bit antisocial, but average nonetheless.
She sighed audibly once she reached her destination- the Espresso Express. It was not a long journey- the café was just across the street from her dorm, and only then some- but in the frigid winds of Alaska even the shortest journey can seem like a lifetime. She could see the fire crackling merrily through the windows and was immediately engulfed by its warmth and the inviting smell of coffee and syrups when she walked through the door.
The café was small, cozy, and warmly decorated in shades of gold and brown, with pops of green in knick-knacks and plants. The fire brought light and warmth to the large room; two walls lined with bookcases, students lounged, socialized, and studied among the many sofas, armchairs, and beanbags that surrounded the area, sipping their favorite hot beverages.
“Your usual, Bella…” the handsome bartender greeted her as usual with his most charming smile, his voice hopeful that perhaps this time, she would return his flirtations with more than just polite friendliness, as he held out a latte in a mug that was big enough to be a bowl. It was still steaming, the ceramic edges hot when he handed it to her, just the way she liked it.
“Thanks, Joe!” she replied gratefully, completely oblivious to his advances as she handed him the money and placing a few ones in his tip jar before heading towards her favorite armchair by the fire. In classic Bella fashion however, the large hood to her parka slipped over her eyes, obscuring her vision.
She felt herself lurch forward and bump into someone, the coffee falling hard from her grasp, the mug cracking and its contents spilling everywhere. Her cheeks burning with embarrassment, Bella grabbed the shattered pieces and straightened up, placing them on the nearby table as she sputtered her apologies.
“I’m so sorry, are you o-?” Bella gushed, removing her soaked, jacket before meeting the strangers beautiful golden gaze and stopping dead in her tracks. A tidal wave of buried emotions rose to surface and threatened to crush her- fear, anger, sadness, crippling depression- all the things she thought she had carefully hidden suddenly broke the locks and sprung free.
After all, it wasn’t a stranger before her. It was Jasper Hale. And if he were here, then surely the others would be too..
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“You’ve been avoiding me, Alice…” Jasper’s calm, low voice seeping with confusion and desperation- Alice could feel Jasper’s sadness coming off of him in waves, unintentionally projecting on her.
If she could feel it, surely the others could too…
“Won’t you please tell me what is bothering you?” He plead.
“Jasper…” Her voice was like a warm blanket, comforting and inviting, yet tinted from a small hint of melancholy. “Jasper… I think we both know what is happening… you don’t need the future to know what is coming. And we don’t need your projections to know that we are drifting apart…You know why. I know you do…”
Jasper’s response came out in the form of a low drawn-out sigh- just as strongly as she had previously felt his emotions, there was… nothing… just a spiraling abyss that seemed to bloom from his chest and into her own. She could feel her own pain beneath his- Jasper was her old and dearest friend, she truly did love him… just not the way that he deserved. Surely he was feeling it too.
“You’ve already made up your mind…” he said quietly. “You’re leaving…”
“I’ve seen him, Jasper… my true mate.” Alice said softly, gasping as she felt the pain that her words had inflicted on him. “But there’s more- you will meet your mate soon too…
“I don’t want her…” he said scathingly, looking very much like a petulant child as he turned away from her, scowling. “I want you. Alice, I love you.”
“I know, Jasper. And I love you- but we are not mated…” Alice tried her best to sound comforting, hopeful even. “I know its hard to understand now, but we’re going to be happy. I’ve seen it…”
“Alice… honey?” Esme’s sweet, concerned voice broke through Alice’s silent reverie and at last she opened her eyes. Esme stood there, her eyes filled with motherly worry for her adopted vampire daughter.
“Was it a vision? Are you ok?” Esme asked.
“No,” Alice replied, shaking her head sadly. “Just thinking. I miss Jasper… I worry he’ll never forgive me.”
“Aw, come on, sis.” Emmett leaped across the room at vampire speed and grinned at her encouragingly. “You’ve never been wrong before, and you said yourself that all ends well.”
“You’re right,” she replied with a small smile. “Maybe I just need some exercise. I think I’ll go for a run.”
At lightening speed, Alice dressed in her thick insulated coat and snow boots-all just an illusion, of course, should she run into a human. And then she was off, running as fast as her vampire speed would allow. To the human eye she would be nothing more than a blur.
She pushed onward and the longer she ran the better she began to feel- the air – cold to a human- felt perfectly splendid to Alice. The harsh winds more akin to a warm breeze as it caressed her lovely face and ruffled her silky ebony hair. She turned her face upwards, enjoying the warmth of the sun, hidden by the thick expanse of gray clouds.
She suddenly stopped as a new scent caught her attention. Someone was nearby-someone new. She had not yet come across this scent.
Curiosity peaked, she followed the trail- whoever it was smelled wonderful, although not the traditional I want to eat you sense. The further she got the less it felt like she were tracking and more like she was being pulled. She could feel her precog prickling and knew before the vision even hit her that it was her mate…
Almost two years of pain, nightmares, and sadness. Only just recently had she started to feel- something other than numb, that is. But that was good- it meant she was healing… slowly. The pain that once consumed her entire being now burned slowly beneath the surface. To anyone else, she would seem perfectly at ease… cheerful even. The average college student… a bit antisocial, but average nonetheless.
She sighed audibly once she reached her destination- the Espresso Express. It was not a long journey- the café was just across the street from her dorm, and only then some- but in the frigid winds of Alaska even the shortest journey can seem like a lifetime. She could see the fire crackling merrily through the windows and was immediately engulfed by its warmth and the inviting smell of coffee and syrups when she walked through the door.
The café was small, cozy, and warmly decorated in shades of gold and brown, with pops of green in knick-knacks and plants. The fire brought light and warmth to the large room; two walls lined with bookcases, students lounged, socialized, and studied among the many sofas, armchairs, and beanbags that surrounded the area, sipping their favorite hot beverages.
“Your usual, Bella…” the handsome bartender greeted her as usual with his most charming smile, his voice hopeful that perhaps this time, she would return his flirtations with more than just polite friendliness, as he held out a latte in a mug that was big enough to be a bowl. It was still steaming, the ceramic edges hot when he handed it to her, just the way she liked it.
“Thanks, Joe!” she replied gratefully, completely oblivious to his advances as she handed him the money and placing a few ones in his tip jar before heading towards her favorite armchair by the fire. In classic Bella fashion however, the large hood to her parka slipped over her eyes, obscuring her vision.
She felt herself lurch forward and bump into someone, the coffee falling hard from her grasp, the mug cracking and its contents spilling everywhere. Her cheeks burning with embarrassment, Bella grabbed the shattered pieces and straightened up, placing them on the nearby table as she sputtered her apologies.
“I’m so sorry, are you o-?” Bella gushed, removing her soaked, jacket before meeting the strangers beautiful golden gaze and stopping dead in her tracks. A tidal wave of buried emotions rose to surface and threatened to crush her- fear, anger, sadness, crippling depression- all the things she thought she had carefully hidden suddenly broke the locks and sprung free.
After all, it wasn’t a stranger before her. It was Jasper Hale. And if he were here, then surely the others would be too..
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“You’ve been avoiding me, Alice…” Jasper’s calm, low voice seeping with confusion and desperation- Alice could feel Jasper’s sadness coming off of him in waves, unintentionally projecting on her.
If she could feel it, surely the others could too…
“Won’t you please tell me what is bothering you?” He plead.
“Jasper…” Her voice was like a warm blanket, comforting and inviting, yet tinted from a small hint of melancholy. “Jasper… I think we both know what is happening… you don’t need the future to know what is coming. And we don’t need your projections to know that we are drifting apart…You know why. I know you do…”
Jasper’s response came out in the form of a low drawn-out sigh- just as strongly as she had previously felt his emotions, there was… nothing… just a spiraling abyss that seemed to bloom from his chest and into her own. She could feel her own pain beneath his- Jasper was her old and dearest friend, she truly did love him… just not the way that he deserved. Surely he was feeling it too.
“You’ve already made up your mind…” he said quietly. “You’re leaving…”
“I’ve seen him, Jasper… my true mate.” Alice said softly, gasping as she felt the pain that her words had inflicted on him. “But there’s more- you will meet your mate soon too…
“I don’t want her…” he said scathingly, looking very much like a petulant child as he turned away from her, scowling. “I want you. Alice, I love you.”
“I know, Jasper. And I love you- but we are not mated…” Alice tried her best to sound comforting, hopeful even. “I know its hard to understand now, but we’re going to be happy. I’ve seen it…”
“Alice… honey?” Esme’s sweet, concerned voice broke through Alice’s silent reverie and at last she opened her eyes. Esme stood there, her eyes filled with motherly worry for her adopted vampire daughter.
“Was it a vision? Are you ok?” Esme asked.
“No,” Alice replied, shaking her head sadly. “Just thinking. I miss Jasper… I worry he’ll never forgive me.”
“Aw, come on, sis.” Emmett leaped across the room at vampire speed and grinned at her encouragingly. “You’ve never been wrong before, and you said yourself that all ends well.”
“You’re right,” she replied with a small smile. “Maybe I just need some exercise. I think I’ll go for a run.”
At lightening speed, Alice dressed in her thick insulated coat and snow boots-all just an illusion, of course, should she run into a human. And then she was off, running as fast as her vampire speed would allow. To the human eye she would be nothing more than a blur.
She pushed onward and the longer she ran the better she began to feel- the air – cold to a human- felt perfectly splendid to Alice. The harsh winds more akin to a warm breeze as it caressed her lovely face and ruffled her silky ebony hair. She turned her face upwards, enjoying the warmth of the sun, hidden by the thick expanse of gray clouds.
She suddenly stopped as a new scent caught her attention. Someone was nearby-someone new. She had not yet come across this scent.
Curiosity peaked, she followed the trail- whoever it was smelled wonderful, although not the traditional I want to eat you sense. The further she got the less it felt like she were tracking and more like she was being pulled. She could feel her precog prickling and knew before the vision even hit her that it was her mate…