Lucem
Ten Thousand Club
Location: Hirai Office, Kyoto City.
Date: April 2nd, 2030
Time: 9:15 p.m.
Date: April 2nd, 2030
Time: 9:15 p.m.
Ryotaro Hirai
"Well, I'm used to not being liked. Fortunately for him, I have a big heart. I love everyone, including people who hate me." Filling his cup with more tea, Ryo thought about the confrontation between Rika and Towako. The phantom's response was expected, but something else stood out to him. His comments about death and the exorcism made him feel conflicted, but he decided to save that topic for later. Right now, he had to think about his next move. An ace detective couldn't disappoint.
"For now, I'll call the hotel and speak with Uroko. He and Ryuujin need to know about what happened at the school. In situations like these, information and communication are important, so we need to keep them updated. We've officially been marked as targets, so it's also necessary for us to take safety measures. Talismans and other tools help in a pinch, but they're no substitute for the real thing. Ryuujin is our best offense and defense. We can't afford to make the same mistake twice. It'd be bad if one of us hurt or got captured, but if we die, it's game over. We need to be prepared for emergencies like this."
Taking a sip from his cup, Ryo considered his current options. It'd be nice if Ryuujin or one of his other servants could watch over them as they conducted their search, but he didn't think the odds of that happening were very high. Ryuujin had plenty of other servants, and it'd be better for everyone if the investigation could be conducted without worrying about injury. However, he couldn't guarantee that the god would see things that way. He also wasn't sure what the current state of the palace was like. Finding Towako was important to Ryuujin, but that wasn't his only duty. He also had to protect his domain, so he may not be able to spare one of his servants to protect two humans, even if it would ultimately benefit him. Ryo also considered asking another god for assistance, but that would make him indebted to them. He'd do so if the situation demanded it, but it wasn't optimal for many reasons. He doubted Ryuujin would like it if he sought another god's power, as if the might of the sea wasn't strong enough. This was also a personal issue for him, so he probably wouldn't like others getting involved, especially after an annoying detective already did so. It'd be best to ask for Uroko's opinion on the matter.
"Once I've made the report, it will be easier to strategize and prepare for future situations. I need to consult with them before I can make a decision I'm comfortable with. Protection aside, I'd also like to ask them about how spirits travel. Obviously, they can just float around as they please, but that's clearly not what happened at the school. I got too absorbed in what I was doing, and the phantom was able to catch us by surprise. I've already mentioned that I can predict where and when spirits will appear, but if I can find out how they're able to get around so quickly, it'll help me decide how to approach the situation."
Ryo raised three fingers and asked for Rika's complete attention. He was about to give a little insight into how he operated, and he would prefer it if he didn't have to repeat himself in the future. "I usually handle phantom cases in one of three ways. First, there's simple tracking. If I follow the remnants, I'll eventually find who they belong to. It's simple and works best on weaker phantoms that don't have much intelligence. Not that it doesn't work on the stronger ones, but there are more variables to consider when the phantom can think. The method is effective, but it takes time. In situations where the first method becomes less optimal, I'll switch to the second. This approach involves predicting where the phantom will appear and setting a trap that will spring once it arrives. To better understand how it works, try thinking about how the sky looks before it storms. Before the thunder booms and the rain falls, the clouds turn dark and the air changes. In this case, the remnants are those storm clouds. Because I don't completely understand how spirits move, I can't provide an in-depth explanation. If I can get the information I need from Uroko, I'll be able to do so." He understood what his eyes did and why, but he didn't understand everything that happened behind the scenes. He wasn't even sure if this was the limit of what they were capable of. It was tough being the only person with these eyes. There was only so much he could learn from books and family records.
"At the moment, I think it's best to focus on the second method, but continue using the first as we keep a lookout for those storm clouds. If we hit a wall or I need to understand something important, I'll look into the past once again. That's the third method. I peek into a spirit's past so I can gather clues. It's useful for learning what a spirit has done and what it will do next, but it also helps me decide how I should handle people's emotional issues, which are the root of most problems. Living beings don't have remnants, but looking through the eyes of a phantom sometimes allows me to see the emotions they keep locked inside their hearts. Occasionally, a victim's deceased friends and family members are willing to cooperate. Not all of them have the ability to communicate as well as they'd like, so being able to experience memories from their perspective is useful. This would be a really convenient ability if it weren't for my bad luck. It can take a long time before I actually find what I'm looking for. It was really bad at the school. If you think waiting two hours for me to finish was boring, try imagining how long I was stuck in that palace and being used as a fork. Maybe I should start reading horoscopes and carrying around lucky items. You think that would help?"
While asking for advice on how to improve his luck, Ryo thought about the other reason he wanted to speak to the divine duo. He had a plan in mind, but he didn't want to mention it to Rika just yet. She'd probably flip him if she found out about it, so he'd keep quiet until he got an opinion from the experts on phantom control. It was a crazy idea, but he thought the odds of success were decent. Honestly, even he felt conflicted about it. He would've preferred to resolve things in a simpler way, but there was also a part of him that wanted to take the difficult and dangerous path. Things would be easier if Ryuujin could just slay the phantom. If Ryo could just find the jellyfish and report it, his job would be done. He could go back to his daily life. It was the easiest and safest option for him. If he had no other choice, he'd prioritize their lives and cut off the feelings that were pushing him toward the dangerous path. However, there was something inside of him that didn't want that, trying to fight its way out. He wanted something else.
Resting his chin on his palm, Ryo looked at the spot where his dreamcatcher once rested. "I'd still like to have a proper conversation with him. I don't like it when misunderstandings are left unresolved." He was someone who wanted to understand everything, so he didn't like it when he came to the wrong conclusion. He also didn't like when people misunderstood each other. It led to dumb, pointless, and petty conflicts. He didn't like it when his actions were misunderstood. He could honestly say he felt that way right now, but it contradicted his other feelings. After all, he purposefully gave Ryuujin the opportunity to misunderstand his motivations, thinking it would help ease any worries the god might have. If Ryuujin was like him, he'd be suspicious of someone offering to help when they didn't benefit in any way, so he gave him a reason that would make his motivations seem more selfish. He allowed himself to be misunderstood, going against his current feelings toward Towako. He also didn't want people seeing behind his mask. He didn't want to be misunderstood, but he didn't want people to understand him. He wanted to understand everything, but he wanted to be misunderstood. His emotions were a mess, caught in a web of hypocrisy and contradictions. He understood that. It was just his nature. Right now, he just wanted to clear up this misunderstanding between him and Towako. It probably wouldn't change how he felt or what he wanted to do. It definitely wouldn't change the things they had already done. However, that's what he wanted to do. He couldn't deny that the former servant's memory made him feel a certain way. They weren't the same, and their motivations were completely different, but they shared something. They were both liars hiding behind a mask.
"I think I'll skip class tomorrow so I can keep investigating. I'm still not sure how limited our time is, so I'd rather not waste it. My grades are perfect, so it won't hurt if I play a little hookey. If you decide to go, we can meet up here or somewhere else. Although, I have my reservations about splitting up. I'd rather not have a repeat of what happened today."
Until he made his report, there wasn't much else to say. For now, he wanted to rest. It was possible that they wouldn't have many opportunities to catch their breath during this investigation, so it was best to do so while they could. Rika was still adjusting to everything, so he wanted to give her a chance to relax. It wasn't easy dealing with phantoms, especially ones that looked like humans. He doubted she had the mental strength to easily shake off that experience. It took time to develop that kind of fortitude. Stress and fear created openings for phantoms, so it was important to manage those feelings before they worsened. Being able to control your emotions was a skill that could easily determine whether you lived or died.
"Still have room for dessert? The owner of one of the downtown bakeries gave me an extra gift as thanks for the last job I did for her. It's a pretty popular place, so it's guaranteed to taste great. I've been watching my figure lately, but we all deserve a little treat now and the-" Before he could finish speaking, Ryo was cut off by the sound of his phone. He pretended to pout, faking how upset he was about someone interrupting the dinner for two, but he stopped with jokes when he flipped open the phone to see who was calling.
Ryo stopped himself from making a visible reaction. Instead, he calmly got up from his chair and walked away from the desk. Taking a few steps toward his bedroom door, Ryo slightly bowed his head. "Sorry, I have to take this. It won't be long, so hang on to your appetite." He chuckled as he opened the door and kept the laughter going until it was closed.
As soon as he entered his bedroom, Ryo collapsed on his futon, earning complaints from his aching muscles. With his face buried in the soft pillow, he let out a sigh of relief. He was lucky that he fell asleep at his desk last night. If he hadn't, he would've rolled up his futon this morning. Thanks to the miracle of insomnia and an inhuman work ethic, he didn't crash onto the floor. He let out another deep breath as he rolled onto his back, and the smile fell from his face. His fingers felt heavy as he pressed the button to accept the call.
"Sorry to call so late. I hope I didn't wake you up."
The voice he heard was calm and hoarse with exhaustion. Nothing about it was threatening, but listening to it wasn't easy for him. He didn't want to hear it. He didn't want to be heard either.
"No, it's fine. I'm still working." His voice lacked its usual cheer. There wasn't any energy in it, completely void of emotion. It perfectly reflected the blank look on his face. He wasn't angry, happy, or sad. He wasn't annoyed, scared, or spiteful. This wasn't even a conversation. He was just responding. This was normal for him. This was how he lived and wanted to continue living. This was their relationship, and he wanted to keep it that way. This was just the kind of person he was and wanted to be.
"Can you stop by the house tomorrow? I need to talk to you about something."
He didn't want to go. He didn't want to invade that space. He didn't want to see or be seen. He didn't want to hear or be heard. He didn't like it. He avoided it. He was devoted to staying away. However, it wasn't always possible for him to do that. He could not deny this person's request, nor did he have the desire to do so. He was contradicting himself again.
"I understand. I'll be there."
"Thanks. I'll see you tomorrow then. Um, try to get some rest, okay?"
"I will. You should do the same, Morimura-san."
"Yeah. Goodnight, Ryotaro."
He didn't like it when that voice said his name. "Goodnight."
As he ended the call, Ryo sat up and faced his mirror. He stared at his reflection, looking into the empty eyes that looked right back at him. He brushed his unkempt hair to the side and licked his dry lips, trying to bring his other face back to the surface. He poked his cheek, remembering all the times he stared into the mirror before he got to where he was now. This was the face he was used to seeing until last year. It was getting harder to recognize this person, and that made him feel relieved.
Grabbing the nearby dresser for support, Ryo got back on his feet and slapped the smile on his face once again. The phone call was a bit of a mood killer, but he wouldn't let it slow him down. He had a visitor, and a good host's job was to entertain their guests until everyone left feeling satisfied. Only smiles were allowed in this office.
Sliding the door open, Ryo returned with a skip in his step. "Sorry about that. It was an important client, so I couldn't make them wait. Now for that dessert." Walking into the kitchen, Ryo opened the fridge and pulled out a white box marked with cute designs and the bakery's logo.
After grabbing some silverware, Ryo returned to the desk. He placed a fork on each side and carefully pulled out the sweet contents from the box. One of the bakery's trademarks was baking deserts into cute shapes, so he wasn't surprised to see that the little cakes were shaped like cat faces. "Almost too cute to eat, don't you think? I think she said this one was made with chocolate mousse and caramel. That one might have cream cheese, and that one looks like blueberry. I'll go with vanilla and coffee, so pick which one you want. I couldn't eat all of this myself, so it's a good thing you're here."
As he moved his chosen piece onto his plate, Ryo decided to inform Rika about the recent changes to his schedule. "There's been a small change of plans. I have to make a stop tomorrow, so you'll have to wait if you plan to skip school with me. I'll be going alone, so you can sleep in for a while longer. You can also hang out in the office, if you want. It doesn't have anything to do with the jellyfish, so you don't need to worry. It shouldn't take too long, so I'll finish up as soon as possible and meet up with you afterwards. If you're gonna go to class, you can just forget what I said and meet me after your club activities are over."
Ryo twirled his fork between his fingers, mimicking one of scenes he saw earlier. "Come, Joyoki." Stabbing his own little Uroko into the cake, he watched the cream slowly spill out before taking a bite. It looked like his face was melting with delight as he chewed. "It's like I'm biting into a cloud. This really is the best place to get sweets. I hope the owner makes another request soon."
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