starboob
lover / leaver
The walk home is warm. It’s that specific type of warmth that only summer can capture; the type of warmth that beats back up from the concrete and asphalt, making summer’s heat near inescapable. If the ocean were still here, it’d be cooler by ten degrees. And if the ocean were still here, they’d hear the waves lapping on the shore, but it’s quiet save for the chirping and chattering insects. (Lucky, pretending they are a frog, tries to catch the mosquitos with their tongue. They’re even hopping next to Grace.) But Willow doesn’t hear the bugs over her thoughts, her mind playing back the events of only an hour ago, haunted by the sight of Dorothea; seeing her completely sunk. Hollow. She thinks too of Juliet’s words and her earnest acknowledgement that Willow might want to stay. She didn’t and doesn’t take offense to the suggestion. She does, however, worry that Juliet might think she is still in love with Dorothea.
She squeezes her staff for comfort, to remind her that it’s there, when Juliet starts on the subject of Dorothea again. (It’s awfully cute when the archer blushes. If she decides to stay in Evermore, and she is considering it, she’ll miss that.) As she talks, she also realizes that they have only ever spoken of the situation in Elsewhere once and the conversation had been cut short for reasons that escape her now. However, while she understands why Juliet assumes Dorothea might have been Willow’s motivation for traveling to the other side, that is not so. Her old friend had come to mind when she fortified her resolve, but she hasn’t kept up with the celebrity’s life since she left Elsewhere. She truly hadn’t known anything was amiss. (Dorothea’s always been a talented actress.) But that is not the sole focus of the archer’s inquiry and she decides to focus on the more general aspects.
“Well… No, I hadn’t suspected anything like this at all.” Willow chews on the inside of her cheek when she admits this, pulling her mouth over to one side. Honestly, the heroine had been surprised to learn about the situation in Folklore and how it has been manifesting as full on beastly transformations. “Our incidents involving love haven’t ever resulted in transformations or even hinted at them. The worry hadn’t come to me until after you informed me about the Lightless when we first met.” Willow has always been of the opinion that the sister realms are interdependent and learning of the Lightless made her wary a similar affliction would come to Evermore in time. (However, she is still not sure whether or not tonight’s incident had been related to this love thing at all. Dorothea… There’s just no way she’d ever become Lightless. But if something is attacking love…) “All that has been happening here are threads snapping, usually after spewing vitriol.”
Well, that had been it. Then Sawyer sent that article from the newspaper with the picture of a couple who had been snapped and… Willow doesn’t want to draw similarities between their eyes and Dorothea’s earlier. So she doesn’t.
“I came to Folklore, because it’s where love first originated.” This is the common and standing belief in Evermore, at least. Whether or not it’s true is unknown, but research has favored this theory heavily and Willow is thusly inclined to accept its veracity. “I also suspected that there might be something going on in Folklore given the causal relationship between our realms. Traveling to the sister realm for an answer made sense for this reason, because I knew if I could find the source in one realm, the other realm would likely benefit. The origin point seemed the best bet with its relevance across our folktales.” Honestly, Willow would have mentioned this much sooner but with the whirlwind that came with her arrival in Folklore and the focus on the Lightless, it slipped her mind.
“The thought was that I’d find the origin point for love, figure out what’s affecting it, and just… fix it.” She blushes and laughs nervously admitting this, knowing it sounds totally naïve. In her mind, she had conceptualized the affliction as little more than some literal black ooze on love— which she pictured as a large floating glowing pink heart— that could be magicked away with a powerful enough spell. It’s very embarrassing to even remember this. “I’d done some research on the source of love at one point and there had been this article that spoke of this…” She rubs her head. “I don’t know, this axis point that connects the realms. Not like the gateways, but something else. The article never identified a location, but the descriptions didn’t sound like Evermore.” It was way too romantic. Way too repressed. Way too gay. It screamed Folklore. “But this is supposed to be where the first thread was formed, between Love and her partner, Fearless.”
“And, Juliet? I am going to think about staying.” She looks directly at the archer when she says this, wanting to make it clear what her intentions are. “You’re right, I do care a lot about this place and the people here. Clearly, there is something happening on both of our sides and I do still think they’re related, but, after tonight, I might want to fight this fight closer to home.” No, she doesn’t really feel prepared to do this on her own, but she supposes she has her friends, her family all here to support her. Maybe Sawyer will finally teach her how to gun-cast? She can get Leif to start a fitness training program for her. Her grandmas might teach her what they know of fighting and self-defense. Meredith probably will want to be in on this now that Charming Street has been officially involved. So, she’ll have her team. Her group. Her people. And it does make her sad to think about doing this without Juliet. Juliet’s been the one encouraging her this entire time and while her friends and family are encouraging… Juliet doesn’t baby her. She gives Willow James, heroine of love, a chance. More than that, she just likes hanging out with Juliet. “But at least I know the other heroine of love is more than capable of taking on the problem in Folklore.” She grins brightly. “We’ll be working on the same thing from our own sides, in that we’ll still be connected.” The thread hanging between their chests doesn’t concern Willow as much, knowing that the fates don’t make mistakes. Part of the thread’s power is bringing people back together, because sometimes the timing isn’t right. And maybe their timing isn’t quite right just yet.
“And I want to make this clear, too. I do care about Dorothea. She’s…” Willow scratches her ear, trying to think of the right way to phrase all of this. (It’s been so long since she’s even spoken about her.) “She wasn’t my first girlfriend,” and Willow isn’t even sure if Dorothea counts what they had as a relationship, “but she was my first love. She was the person who made me realize I had never been loved before. Like, truly loved in the romantic sense.” The entire experience had been surreal for Willow. Sometimes she’s half convinced it never happened, because wrapping her head around that whirlwind romance makes her dizzy. “She was the first person who made me realize that my Princess Charming didn’t only exist in books, but she could be real.” After Dorothea, Willow got more selective with who she let in. She still made mistakes (several…), but she at least never dated anyone who treated her like trash after her. (Well, she did get bamboozled by a colleague once.)
“I guess, through her, I realized I hadn’t been very nice to myself when it came to choosing the people to share my heart with.” Even if everyone around her was saying it, there was no way for her to hear it until it finally slapped her in the face. “That all probably sounds really intense,” she laughs, looking at the ground. (She hops over a crack.) “But I swear, I’m not in love with her anymore. Like, I do love her and I always will, but not like that.” Willow sticks her hands into her pockets and tilts her back, looking up at the few stars she can make out.
“When Dorothea and I were,” she blows a raspberry and rolls her wrist rather than explain the situationship. “As sweet as it had been, we were never going to work. We loved each other and it wasn’t going to work.” Surprisingly, they actually never told each other they loved each other. They always found a way around it. But Willow feels confident in naming it now. “Threads aside, we wanted different things. Like, she wanted to leave Elsewhere and I couldn’t ever imagine living anywhere else.” She scrunches her mouth to the side, knowing that her words more or less imply that this is still what she wants. That she does hope her person, Juliet, will be willing to keep an open mind about this. Of course, it’s not as though Willow would keep Juliet from Folklore, her home. She’d be willing to split her time between realms, but she does feel it’s important to make known that Elsewhere is not a place she wants to be away from.
Willow sighs and looks back up at the sky. “I will miss traveling with you if I decide to stay, you know. And learning from you.” She doesn’t know if she’s been the best student as the results are so minuscule now, but Juliet’s been a great teacher. Of that, she is most certain. “And scheming with you, I’ll miss that. Wish we could’ve done more of it.” She chuckles, recalling everything that happened in Okeanos. “What do you think is happening in Folklore right now?”
She squeezes her staff for comfort, to remind her that it’s there, when Juliet starts on the subject of Dorothea again. (It’s awfully cute when the archer blushes. If she decides to stay in Evermore, and she is considering it, she’ll miss that.) As she talks, she also realizes that they have only ever spoken of the situation in Elsewhere once and the conversation had been cut short for reasons that escape her now. However, while she understands why Juliet assumes Dorothea might have been Willow’s motivation for traveling to the other side, that is not so. Her old friend had come to mind when she fortified her resolve, but she hasn’t kept up with the celebrity’s life since she left Elsewhere. She truly hadn’t known anything was amiss. (Dorothea’s always been a talented actress.) But that is not the sole focus of the archer’s inquiry and she decides to focus on the more general aspects.
“Well… No, I hadn’t suspected anything like this at all.” Willow chews on the inside of her cheek when she admits this, pulling her mouth over to one side. Honestly, the heroine had been surprised to learn about the situation in Folklore and how it has been manifesting as full on beastly transformations. “Our incidents involving love haven’t ever resulted in transformations or even hinted at them. The worry hadn’t come to me until after you informed me about the Lightless when we first met.” Willow has always been of the opinion that the sister realms are interdependent and learning of the Lightless made her wary a similar affliction would come to Evermore in time. (However, she is still not sure whether or not tonight’s incident had been related to this love thing at all. Dorothea… There’s just no way she’d ever become Lightless. But if something is attacking love…) “All that has been happening here are threads snapping, usually after spewing vitriol.”
Well, that had been it. Then Sawyer sent that article from the newspaper with the picture of a couple who had been snapped and… Willow doesn’t want to draw similarities between their eyes and Dorothea’s earlier. So she doesn’t.
“I came to Folklore, because it’s where love first originated.” This is the common and standing belief in Evermore, at least. Whether or not it’s true is unknown, but research has favored this theory heavily and Willow is thusly inclined to accept its veracity. “I also suspected that there might be something going on in Folklore given the causal relationship between our realms. Traveling to the sister realm for an answer made sense for this reason, because I knew if I could find the source in one realm, the other realm would likely benefit. The origin point seemed the best bet with its relevance across our folktales.” Honestly, Willow would have mentioned this much sooner but with the whirlwind that came with her arrival in Folklore and the focus on the Lightless, it slipped her mind.
“The thought was that I’d find the origin point for love, figure out what’s affecting it, and just… fix it.” She blushes and laughs nervously admitting this, knowing it sounds totally naïve. In her mind, she had conceptualized the affliction as little more than some literal black ooze on love— which she pictured as a large floating glowing pink heart— that could be magicked away with a powerful enough spell. It’s very embarrassing to even remember this. “I’d done some research on the source of love at one point and there had been this article that spoke of this…” She rubs her head. “I don’t know, this axis point that connects the realms. Not like the gateways, but something else. The article never identified a location, but the descriptions didn’t sound like Evermore.” It was way too romantic. Way too repressed. Way too gay. It screamed Folklore. “But this is supposed to be where the first thread was formed, between Love and her partner, Fearless.”
“And, Juliet? I am going to think about staying.” She looks directly at the archer when she says this, wanting to make it clear what her intentions are. “You’re right, I do care a lot about this place and the people here. Clearly, there is something happening on both of our sides and I do still think they’re related, but, after tonight, I might want to fight this fight closer to home.” No, she doesn’t really feel prepared to do this on her own, but she supposes she has her friends, her family all here to support her. Maybe Sawyer will finally teach her how to gun-cast? She can get Leif to start a fitness training program for her. Her grandmas might teach her what they know of fighting and self-defense. Meredith probably will want to be in on this now that Charming Street has been officially involved. So, she’ll have her team. Her group. Her people. And it does make her sad to think about doing this without Juliet. Juliet’s been the one encouraging her this entire time and while her friends and family are encouraging… Juliet doesn’t baby her. She gives Willow James, heroine of love, a chance. More than that, she just likes hanging out with Juliet. “But at least I know the other heroine of love is more than capable of taking on the problem in Folklore.” She grins brightly. “We’ll be working on the same thing from our own sides, in that we’ll still be connected.” The thread hanging between their chests doesn’t concern Willow as much, knowing that the fates don’t make mistakes. Part of the thread’s power is bringing people back together, because sometimes the timing isn’t right. And maybe their timing isn’t quite right just yet.
“And I want to make this clear, too. I do care about Dorothea. She’s…” Willow scratches her ear, trying to think of the right way to phrase all of this. (It’s been so long since she’s even spoken about her.) “She wasn’t my first girlfriend,” and Willow isn’t even sure if Dorothea counts what they had as a relationship, “but she was my first love. She was the person who made me realize I had never been loved before. Like, truly loved in the romantic sense.” The entire experience had been surreal for Willow. Sometimes she’s half convinced it never happened, because wrapping her head around that whirlwind romance makes her dizzy. “She was the first person who made me realize that my Princess Charming didn’t only exist in books, but she could be real.” After Dorothea, Willow got more selective with who she let in. She still made mistakes (several…), but she at least never dated anyone who treated her like trash after her. (Well, she did get bamboozled by a colleague once.)
“I guess, through her, I realized I hadn’t been very nice to myself when it came to choosing the people to share my heart with.” Even if everyone around her was saying it, there was no way for her to hear it until it finally slapped her in the face. “That all probably sounds really intense,” she laughs, looking at the ground. (She hops over a crack.) “But I swear, I’m not in love with her anymore. Like, I do love her and I always will, but not like that.” Willow sticks her hands into her pockets and tilts her back, looking up at the few stars she can make out.
“When Dorothea and I were,” she blows a raspberry and rolls her wrist rather than explain the situationship. “As sweet as it had been, we were never going to work. We loved each other and it wasn’t going to work.” Surprisingly, they actually never told each other they loved each other. They always found a way around it. But Willow feels confident in naming it now. “Threads aside, we wanted different things. Like, she wanted to leave Elsewhere and I couldn’t ever imagine living anywhere else.” She scrunches her mouth to the side, knowing that her words more or less imply that this is still what she wants. That she does hope her person, Juliet, will be willing to keep an open mind about this. Of course, it’s not as though Willow would keep Juliet from Folklore, her home. She’d be willing to split her time between realms, but she does feel it’s important to make known that Elsewhere is not a place she wants to be away from.
Willow sighs and looks back up at the sky. “I will miss traveling with you if I decide to stay, you know. And learning from you.” She doesn’t know if she’s been the best student as the results are so minuscule now, but Juliet’s been a great teacher. Of that, she is most certain. “And scheming with you, I’ll miss that. Wish we could’ve done more of it.” She chuckles, recalling everything that happened in Okeanos. “What do you think is happening in Folklore right now?”