starboob
lover / leaver
There is a lot on Willow James’s mind as Juliet August turns to sleep and she is left alone. The archer doesn’t leave time for Willow to ask questions (not that she would) or offer her thoughts (she doesn’t know what she would say to that anyway) and she suspects that is on purpose. It seems like another vulnerable story from the library of stories about Juliet’s life. Learning about her life seems to be the same as walking through a field of broken glass with only a few spaces to offer her soft soles reprieve. Of course, that is a hasty assumption for the sorceress to make, but she has already stumbled upon two heavy stories by accident and the whispers she heard the night before suggest many more. (She sympathizes with Juliet, really she does. While arranged marriages would have never been part of Willow’s world, sometimes… sometimes she thinks the threads are like chains that shackle people together rather than free them. It’s not that all tethered relationships are terrible––her grandmas, Crimson and Clover, Ryan and Jessie are all proof to the contrary––but there are so many more that seem to suck the life away from a person. Like, she once asked her mom why she decided to marry her father and she said, rather plainly and without feeling, “Our strings were attached. There was nothing else to do.” After that Willow promised herself that she’d never have a love like her parents’. And many years later, she came to realize that most people view their threads as the death of possibilities, instead of its birth. Willow James will not settle for that kind of love––if it can even be defined as such. She would rather have no love at all than one that seems to hollow the soul. She even once tried to grasp at something that wasn’t hers to lose, because it felt so full in the moment. She later watched that almost lover settle to be hollowed out by a taker, a devil's maker. The ending hurt, but she wouldn’t change anything about the rest of the story. It was worth it, in the end, to know the possibility exists if she is brave enough to reach for it. Besides, what hurt more was knowing that she chose someone so undeserving of her light.)
It breaks her heart when Juliet claims that she’s wicked. It breaks her heart to hear that people blamed her for the sickness just because it happened to a wicked man she was supposed to marry. (Juliet doesn’t say it outright, that this fiancé of hers is (was?) dastardly, but knowing what might cause the sickness, she doesn’t have to. He must have been quite awful to be the first.) Women always take the blame for the crimes of men; are always faulted for breaking their hearts. But what of the men and their accountability? She’s never thought that this is fair. (“But if I was a man, then I'd be the man,” she remembers Meredith telling her once after she’d been suspended from school for her, admittedly, inflammatory stunt that brought scandal to the precious football team.)
The sorceress sighs and nestles against Lucky (still in her soaking clothes) as she watches Juliet and traces their thread with her eyes. It dances through the flames without burning. Her eyelids start to feel heavy, but she keeps them open for as long as she can just to watch the archer sleep.
Willow doesn’t know when she fell asleep, but it pulled her under before she knew what was happening and she doubts that she moved much since she wakes in the same arms crossed position, facing the spot that once held Juliet. The nudge to her shoulder stirs the sorceress and her features pinch together in an attempt to ignore whatever (whoever) is trying to wake her, but when she hears her favorite sound, she slowly wrestles with her eyelids to open them. It’s a slow process and, at first, her eyes are mere slits looking up at the archer and in her tired state, her dopey smile is automatic. She can’t even be embarrassed about it. “Ah… Arise fair sun,” she mutters, looking up at Juliet and noting the way the early, barely bright sun lights her up from behind. (She will feel embarrassed about this in approximately––) Her cheeks heat up, but her brain is too tired to stumble through an apology or explanation. She just sort of pulls herself upright, yawns, and rubs her bleary eyes.
“I hope you slept well,” she mumbles and bravely brings herself to her feet and stretches her arms to the sky. She even swirls her hips around and bends forward to touch her toes (just as she had the prior morning and every morning). She twists her torso around, shakes out her arms, and pulls her staff into her hand simply by stretching her hand out. Her clothes are still thoroughly damp, since she never peeled them off (she really doesn’t like stripping), so she claps her other hand over her staff and a warm breeze expels from her center, effectively drying herself off. There’s no logic behind why she didn’t do this last night–– more than likely, she had been too caught up in Juliet’s story. “I’m glad you’re an early riser. I really cannot stand sleeping past nine.”
Clearing camp is as easy as it was setting it up, taking only a swish and a second. Rousing a sleeping dragon, however? That takes more effort and involves Willow trying a number of tricks to convince Lucky that it is, in fact, time to get up. Eventually, she’s able to at least get them to shrink down so that she can carry them in a wrap around baby sling. Then, before leaving camp, she leaves behind a small offering for the stewards of the wood to thank them for the hospitality. (“Always thank the unseen helpers, Willow,” grandma Elva once told her as she stared longing towards the wood on the way into town.) She leaves behind a thank you note, a jar of her family’s healing balm, and a few pairs of knitted socks. (“Elf feet get very cold. Be glad you inherited one of your father’s few good traits.”)
Though it’s still early and the air cool, it’s the kind of coolness that Willow knows will burn off and turn into something warmer later. Knowing that, she disappears her jacket and opts to only wear the cloak (that she magics into a nice green color, because she remembers Juliet picking out a green dress for her) and then swaps her sweater for a blue-green flannel. It clashes with her burgundy adventurin’ boots, but she doesn’t seem to mind or care. (Changing their color is an option, obviously, but she likes that they're burgundy!)
While she munches on a breakfast bar (that she only finishes half of and slyly offers the remaining half to Juliet, noting that she is a hungry thing from the wood for sure), she admires the way the sun streaks through the trees and creates small spots of warmth between the shadows of the leaves. “Hey, Juliet, I just want you to know…” She pulls her mouth to the side as she thinks of how to phrase this. “Thanks for sharing last night. You don’t have to answer questions if you’re not ready to share. Thread or not, you don’t owe me your story and anything Lavinia or anyone else tries to reveal is just… rumor as far as I’m concerned.
“Buuuut…” She grins, looking over at Juliet with mischievous sparks in eyes, like green lightning. “You do owe me some pointers. I know we’ve got places to go and roses to smell, but with the wood being dangerous,” as she has been warned, “I think I ought to learn some basics before danger strikes. I mean, I know I probably need to sit back for a few more rounds, but… just in case, I’d like to know that I at least know a few things about Mrs. Pointy––the name’s a work in progress.” She had seriously considered Excalibur at some point yesterday, but thought that would be sword plagiarism and she’d never want to liken herself to a heroine like Guinevere. She needs to carve her own path and ink her own story. (She knows this even as she constantly compares herself to Juliet August, the real hero.)
“Oh, and I promised you letters.” She snaps and a stack of them appears in her hand, bound together with some string, and each sealed with a magicked wax stamp. Each letter has its own title, hinting at its contents––for example, the ones at the top read, "An Introduction to Willow James," "Read When I’m Panicked," "A List of My Favorite Things (WIP)," "If I’m Ever Angry," etcetera, etcetera. The sorceress has designed them in such a way that the wax seal will break on its own when her person encounters a situation where one of the letters might help explain what Willow needs if she’s too inconsolable to do so herself. The first one, An Introduction, snaps open once in Juliet's hand.
Anyway, with that settled, she sets Lucky down, pulls out Mrs. Pointy (real name TBD) and takes what she believes is a fighting stance. Like this, with her knees and feet out of place, it’d be quite easy to knock her off balance––moreover, she’s holding her sword like it’s a two-hander when she specifically requested a one-hander.
It breaks her heart when Juliet claims that she’s wicked. It breaks her heart to hear that people blamed her for the sickness just because it happened to a wicked man she was supposed to marry. (Juliet doesn’t say it outright, that this fiancé of hers is (was?) dastardly, but knowing what might cause the sickness, she doesn’t have to. He must have been quite awful to be the first.) Women always take the blame for the crimes of men; are always faulted for breaking their hearts. But what of the men and their accountability? She’s never thought that this is fair. (“But if I was a man, then I'd be the man,” she remembers Meredith telling her once after she’d been suspended from school for her, admittedly, inflammatory stunt that brought scandal to the precious football team.)
The sorceress sighs and nestles against Lucky (still in her soaking clothes) as she watches Juliet and traces their thread with her eyes. It dances through the flames without burning. Her eyelids start to feel heavy, but she keeps them open for as long as she can just to watch the archer sleep.
***
Willow doesn’t know when she fell asleep, but it pulled her under before she knew what was happening and she doubts that she moved much since she wakes in the same arms crossed position, facing the spot that once held Juliet. The nudge to her shoulder stirs the sorceress and her features pinch together in an attempt to ignore whatever (whoever) is trying to wake her, but when she hears her favorite sound, she slowly wrestles with her eyelids to open them. It’s a slow process and, at first, her eyes are mere slits looking up at the archer and in her tired state, her dopey smile is automatic. She can’t even be embarrassed about it. “Ah… Arise fair sun,” she mutters, looking up at Juliet and noting the way the early, barely bright sun lights her up from behind. (She will feel embarrassed about this in approximately––) Her cheeks heat up, but her brain is too tired to stumble through an apology or explanation. She just sort of pulls herself upright, yawns, and rubs her bleary eyes.
“I hope you slept well,” she mumbles and bravely brings herself to her feet and stretches her arms to the sky. She even swirls her hips around and bends forward to touch her toes (just as she had the prior morning and every morning). She twists her torso around, shakes out her arms, and pulls her staff into her hand simply by stretching her hand out. Her clothes are still thoroughly damp, since she never peeled them off (she really doesn’t like stripping), so she claps her other hand over her staff and a warm breeze expels from her center, effectively drying herself off. There’s no logic behind why she didn’t do this last night–– more than likely, she had been too caught up in Juliet’s story. “I’m glad you’re an early riser. I really cannot stand sleeping past nine.”
Clearing camp is as easy as it was setting it up, taking only a swish and a second. Rousing a sleeping dragon, however? That takes more effort and involves Willow trying a number of tricks to convince Lucky that it is, in fact, time to get up. Eventually, she’s able to at least get them to shrink down so that she can carry them in a wrap around baby sling. Then, before leaving camp, she leaves behind a small offering for the stewards of the wood to thank them for the hospitality. (“Always thank the unseen helpers, Willow,” grandma Elva once told her as she stared longing towards the wood on the way into town.) She leaves behind a thank you note, a jar of her family’s healing balm, and a few pairs of knitted socks. (“Elf feet get very cold. Be glad you inherited one of your father’s few good traits.”)
Though it’s still early and the air cool, it’s the kind of coolness that Willow knows will burn off and turn into something warmer later. Knowing that, she disappears her jacket and opts to only wear the cloak (that she magics into a nice green color, because she remembers Juliet picking out a green dress for her) and then swaps her sweater for a blue-green flannel. It clashes with her burgundy adventurin’ boots, but she doesn’t seem to mind or care. (Changing their color is an option, obviously, but she likes that they're burgundy!)
While she munches on a breakfast bar (that she only finishes half of and slyly offers the remaining half to Juliet, noting that she is a hungry thing from the wood for sure), she admires the way the sun streaks through the trees and creates small spots of warmth between the shadows of the leaves. “Hey, Juliet, I just want you to know…” She pulls her mouth to the side as she thinks of how to phrase this. “Thanks for sharing last night. You don’t have to answer questions if you’re not ready to share. Thread or not, you don’t owe me your story and anything Lavinia or anyone else tries to reveal is just… rumor as far as I’m concerned.
“Buuuut…” She grins, looking over at Juliet with mischievous sparks in eyes, like green lightning. “You do owe me some pointers. I know we’ve got places to go and roses to smell, but with the wood being dangerous,” as she has been warned, “I think I ought to learn some basics before danger strikes. I mean, I know I probably need to sit back for a few more rounds, but… just in case, I’d like to know that I at least know a few things about Mrs. Pointy––the name’s a work in progress.” She had seriously considered Excalibur at some point yesterday, but thought that would be sword plagiarism and she’d never want to liken herself to a heroine like Guinevere. She needs to carve her own path and ink her own story. (She knows this even as she constantly compares herself to Juliet August, the real hero.)
“Oh, and I promised you letters.” She snaps and a stack of them appears in her hand, bound together with some string, and each sealed with a magicked wax stamp. Each letter has its own title, hinting at its contents––for example, the ones at the top read, "An Introduction to Willow James," "Read When I’m Panicked," "A List of My Favorite Things (WIP)," "If I’m Ever Angry," etcetera, etcetera. The sorceress has designed them in such a way that the wax seal will break on its own when her person encounters a situation where one of the letters might help explain what Willow needs if she’s too inconsolable to do so herself. The first one, An Introduction, snaps open once in Juliet's hand.
Anyway, with that settled, she sets Lucky down, pulls out Mrs. Pointy (real name TBD) and takes what she believes is a fighting stance. Like this, with her knees and feet out of place, it’d be quite easy to knock her off balance––moreover, she’s holding her sword like it’s a two-hander when she specifically requested a one-hander.
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