OreoWolf03
Anime Nerd
Ava nodded her head, "You're right. I shouldn't give up hope just yet. There has to be someone out there who can help me and I am slowly getting better on my own." she said with a small smile and cuddled into Desmond. If she just had some guidance from someone, then she was sure that she could pick up on it and learn how to control and manage it. There wasn't really a need to summon huge creatures in her life actually, so she wasn't too worried about summoning them for fun. It was just a problem because when her mental state becomes unstable, she summons huge creatures to do her bidding. If she was able to be in environments and spaces where she wouldn't become unstable for any reason then she wouldn't have to worry about summoning something she couldn't control. But until then, she had no choice but to continue to be sheltered and protected. It was a love and hate relationship that she wasn't sure how to find a happy balance between without one being stronger than the other. "When do you have to go into work tomorrow?" she asked, lifting her head to look up at her husband. She then brought her arm up and began running her fingers through his hair and smiling softly at him. "Do we have time to spend the morning and eat breakfast together?" she asked, wanting to be with him before he had to leave for work.