My Bestfriends' Baby

[Dark_Psycho]

Brooklyn sighed as she lay in the bed. She turned to her side and looked at Sam. She smiled as her lover picked up her hand and kissed it. She sighed and put her other hand on her stomach. She wasn't comfortable but she wasn't one to complain her stomach was fine her back was just bugging her. She wasn't mad at Sam, just hated her saying sorry for shit she didn't do and this was one of those times. Brook loved Sam and she smiled at her.


"Ooo a bet I say takes them less then 3 minutes." She said."well glad your happy babes. Mmm I feel like I am gonna be so fat with this baby." She said. She wanted her figure back. She frowned and sighed."Tomorrow should be fun though. When are they Letting me out of here. This bed isn't that great."she said moving again.


"Oh good food, mmm I want cripsy premium chicken with bacon." She said."Thank you baby." She said. She rubbed her stomach gently. (I know we talked about this I use to work there as well.) She watched her other half get up then sit down again. She smiled at her.


"Yeah a dog, i want a puppy." She said. Brooklyn smiled."yes if we can persuade him I want one or two please babe."she begged also babe I am very hungry please can I have some food. " she begged her. The nurse walked in and smiles."we need to check her it will be just a few minutes if you want to go grab something to eat."the nurse said.


DeathToAllBetrayers

 

[Writerwanabe]

(duh my bad manager lady i do remember that.)


"It'll be between the two of us then, because I said at least one will show without a shirt on, but in five minutes a third of the team will have followed, she said to give them half an hour." she smirked a little. "Is it cheating that I know these guys and have for years?" She remembered seeing the entire team streaking through campus having lost a bet against the foot ball guys. Only to win the next bet that had the football team dancing in nothing but tutus through the main buildings on a saturday. It had been perfect, the guys had lost so that they could win later.


"The nurse said something about if you're stable still tonight you can leave. We can crash at Ethan and Marinas place, the couch is deliriously comfortable." she'd not known when they would let Brooklyn out, so Sam took the time she was pacing to make arrangements. It didn't hurt at all that Ethan loved Brook too. Not like his wife, but like he loved Sam. He'd greet her as sister and hug her as he hugged Samantha, bone breakingly hard. But now he knew she was with baby he'd be super careful of not hurting her.


"Okay I'll talk to Ta about it." she stood and kissed her temple. "Yes dear." she pulled back just before the nurse looked at them. she'd forgotten to mention that they thought them sisters. "Okay give me just a moment." She pretended to look for her wallet then finding it, right where she'd put it, checked for her debit card, and flashed Brooklyn her ID which held Brooks last name following after. She didn't want them in trouble, so she was trying to keep their story straight.


"One Crispy chicken with bacon coming up." She waved a little and headed off in search of the desired food

 

[Dark_Psycho]

Brooklyn nodded to her friend and lover let her go grab her food. She sighed and rolled to her back. The nurse checked her vitals. She checked everything and poked and prodded at Brooklyn. This irritated Brooklyn to no end. She hated hospitals for this reason. The nurse put her feet up and checked her out. The nurse finally let her relax and covered her up."well it looks like no damage was done to you or the baby down there you seem to be good. You can rest and relax. Will release you in the morning just want to keep and eye on you and keep looking you over. We know the prodding is no fun,but have to make sure that baby is okay." The nurse said and gave her some more pain medicine.


Brook leaned back on the bed. She hated the prodding and couldn't wait for Sam to get, back and give her food. She closed her eye's and started to fall asleep. Her chest rising and falling as she slept. Her dreams were off, she was moaning and trying to shake it off."No please, not my baby. Me instead." She mumbled. She kept dreaming. She woke to an empty room and laid her head back and sobbed lightly. She wiped her eyes and laid back.


She rolled to her side and held her stomach. She closed her eyes again and sighed as she waited. Her eye's were closed when the door opened again. She pretended to be asleep because she didn't want to be looked at anymore by a nurse or doctor. When she heard Sam and smelled food she opened her eyes and sat up slowly."Thank god its you. I can't handle one more Nurse or Doctor looking down there. It only stretches so much and doesn't like to be messed with like that." She said. She sighed and held her stomach."Can you tell them to stop touching me down there?"she said.


DeathToAllBetrayers

 

[Writerwanabe]

Samantha entered the room, it'd taken her what felt like a life time to find the damn place, but getting back was much faster. She entered quietly not wanting to wake her should she be resting, but when Brooklyn sat up she smiled. Only the smile didn't last, she knew when her best friend had been crying. She got angry for a moment because she thought it was the doctors who'd upset her, but she bottled it right up. "Yeah babe, I'll talk to your doctor about it. Here though. You should eat first."


She stepped to the rolling table and moved it so that it sat in front of Brook. Using napkins as the place setting she put the sandwich down before her with a big order of fries for them to share and sundries. She liked ketchup and mayo for her fries. Though she knew that Brook shouldn't have it, she produced a small milk shake for her anyway. "A sweet for my sweetie." she was trying to be corny to get a smile out of her. they sat and ate their food, Sam herself having gotten a pair of mcchickens which she put liberal amounts of strawberry jam on.


After she'd finished inhaling her food, she had more in common with her brother when it came to food than anything else, she stood and refilled Brooks cup. "Off to find your doc. I'll be back." She left the room with a kiss to her temple then cheek in search of the woman, when she found the lady she looked frazzled. Sam felt bad for bothering her and almost didn't but Brook. "Sorry Doc. I know you're busy, but I need a word with you about my sister Brooklyn? I know your time is limited so I'll jump to the chase. The vaginal exams are upsetting her, is it at all possible to stop giving them to her for this stay? I know that you are just doing your jobs, but I'm trying to do mine as her big sister." Samantha was polite as she was raised to be, but she wasn't about to hear a no and walk away.

 

[Dark_Psycho]

Brooklyn smiled as her lover brought in food."Mmmm I love you. Food smells amazing." She said. She watched as Sam rolled the table up for her. She grabbed her sandwich and ate it happily. She sighed and moved to get comfy. She ate slower then Sam and she just enjoyed her food instead of inhaling it. When Sam produced a milk shake."yay thank you Baby." She said happily. She drank it happily and sighed.


Brooklyn looked after her and frowned."But babe.." Sam had already left. She huffed and went back to eating. She watched the door and sighed as she went back to eating.


The doctor looked up and looked at Samantha. She looked at her charts,"well we have to check her about two more times. Two more for the baby because the baby might be stressed." The doctor said."we might be able to cancel one if she the babies heart beat is okay. Or we can make sure to give her something so she still awake but relaxed,but really need to do the checks." The doctor said. She nods to her and clicks her pen. The doctor grabs her stuff and leaves.


Brooklyn sat in the room. She had eaten all that is left. She pushed the table away and got comfy after she went to use the restroom. She laid down and fell asleep as she waited on Sam. Her dreams were again dark. She whimpered and held on to the pillow.


DeathToAllBetrayers

 

[Writerwanabe]

Samantha looked darkly after the doctor, pampas ass. she'd thought a female doctor would be better understanding the stress the exam put on a mother. she called after the woman "You don't even care she was raped twice do you? You don't care that the exam, having some stranger poking and prodding her down there, stresses her out. What stresses the mother, stresses the child." she turned on her heel and turned away. It didn't matter what the doctor said, she wasn't leaving Brooklyn here for this. She grabbed a stack of papers from the nurses station on her way back to Brooks room.


She was fuming anger at the doctor but it was doused when she entered to find Brooklyn sleeping. None to well either judging by her whimpers. Quietly she moved to the chair beside the bed and slipped her hand between Brooks and the pillow she held to as a drowning man to a tether. "Shhh now." she crooned into her ear as her other hand stroked her hair. For some time she spoke soft words of reassurance, but she ended up humming until Brooklyn awoke.


When she did, Samantha kissed her hands and pulled back. "So you feel like a jail break tonight?" It wouldn't really be a jail break, she was simply signing herself out, against doctors advice. She'd not let them upset Brooklyn anymore than they had to. They didn't need to poke and prod to check on the babys heart, not with heart monitors. Fucking stupid hospital just wants as much money as they can squeeze out of their victims.

 

[Dark_Psycho]

Brooklyn whimpered in her sleep. She curled up and just whimpered. She felt Sam's touch and her dreams seemed to go away after a bit, she relaxed into a much softer sleep. Brooklyn finally woke the baby was in a uncomfortable position for her. She moved it gently and sighed. She looked over to see Sam. She smiled gently and sighed her hand on her stomach."Jail break,but I am so tired babe." She said and yawned.


Sam got her to sign the papers and help her out of bed. She yawned and got up with Sam's help. She dressed and walked. To there car it was against what the doctor wanted, but Sam had just asked her to go. She sighed and fell back asleep in the truck, she was still very tired. She yawned and fell asleep again in the truck, she didn't want to leave yet cause she was still so tired. She was woken again by Sam when they got to Ethan's. Brooklyn looked around and yawned.


They go up to his place. She went to use the restroom and then they were lead to a room to sleep. Brooklyn laid down on the bed. The minute her head laid on the pillow. She went back to bed and fell asleep. She hugged the pillow and rolled to her side. She was still very tired and didn't want to be up or talk to anyone. She woke later the next day in the afternoon, she looked around and yawned. She had gotten up a few times to use the restroom,but went right back to sleep. Her bed was empty and she didn't hear anything in the place. "Sam?" She mumbled. She was still very tired and a bit hungry now. She got up to pee and went to look for Sam she pulled her sleeves down as she walked to the kitchen. She looked around, a bit confused at where she was.


DeathToAllBetrayers

 

[Writerwanabe]

"Its only if you want to." Assured Sam, though she was trying to help her, she didn't want Brook to think it forced. They did eventually make up their minds to leave when Sam said she'd not been able to really talk the doctor out of any more exams. She only had Brook walk to the doors before she scooped her off of her feet to take her the rest of the way to the truck. "I know babe." she cooed as she was told that her love was tired.


Once in the truck she used her blanket to wrap around Brooklyn and give her head a rest so it didn't leave a sore spot in her neck. Before waking her Sam text her brother to let him know they were there. She scooped brook out of the truck and carried her up to her brothers small apartment, where they had inflated the air mattress for Brooklyn worried the couch wouldn't be firm enough. She tucked her lover into bed and went to the kitchen to talk with her brother and sister in law for a little bit explaining things to them


Though she'd spent much of the night checking on Brooklyn, she stay in the living room where she could keep an eye on the only door, and reachable windows of the apartment, her brothers biggest driving club across her lap. As Brooklyn came out of the kitchen again she'd see Sam sleeping sitting up on the couch facing the door still. The married couple were gone, packing up their things and helping to move them across town to their new apartment, which was getting bars on the windows despite the fourth floor, with addition locks, as well as the door getting several new locks as well. There would be no break ins now. though it was illegal to set booby traps, she'd had one of the electrically inclined players set up trips on the fire escape that should someone be on it they'd get shocked. Not enough to kill, but enough that they'd make noise to wake the whole building.

 

[Dark_Psycho]

Brooklyn looked around. She yawned and walked out of the kitchen and rubbed her arms. She was cold and hungry, also very confused at where she was. Her body hurt as well. She held her back as she walked. She saw Sam sleeping and decided to go back to where she had been sleeping on an air mattress. She grabbed and 2 apples and her bottle of water. She grabbed finished both apples and threw them out. Brooklyn went to use the bathroom again and then went to lay down. She sighed and curled up on her side and closed her eye's. It was time to go back to bed, she was in a lot of pain if she stood any longer she would of been in tears.


Brooklyn sneezed and got comfy. She closed her eye's. Brooklyn fell back asleep in an uncomfortable sleep. She woke on and off and tossed and turned on the air mattress. She huffed and wound up in tears as she laid in the bed. She was uncomfortable and in slight pain still. She cried and into the pillow and just laid there. She finally calmed herself and hid her face into her pillow. She sniffed and just curled up.


Brooklyn finally fell back into an uncomfortable sleep. She woke to a hand on her back and rolled over with a groan."Sam?"she asked. She was still in pain and just wanted to cry. She whimpered slightly and looked over at her best friend and lover. She had a sad look on her face and whimpered. She sat up on her elbows.


DeathToAllBetrayers

 

[Writerwanabe]

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to fall asleep, nor to sleep the day away. Ethan called, eh said the apartment is moved in, and if we dont like where anything is and I can't move it myself he will come help." She moved to sit more comfortably beside the mattress and motioned. "Roll back over, I was going to rub your back I know it's hurting you."


After rubbing the sore stiffness away, Samantha did not take her hands from Brooklyn, but rather continued to rub her muscles. "Ethan also said that if you were still interested in seeing the puppies, Peter had them at the apartment, they can bring them here today, or we can just look another day." she'd pulled the blankets up to cover Brook better as she kept rubbing her back.


She had spoken softly should Brook have fallen asleep at her touch. She hummed softly as she stopped speaking in hopes that it would ease her sleep some. It bothered her that there was not much she could do for her love.

 

[Dark_Psycho]

Brooklyn shrugged."No your fine nothing to be sorry about." She said."oh good that didn't take long." She said. She rolled back to her side and let Sam rub the pain out of her back, she started to fall asleep as she felt the pain start to relieve a bit it was making her more comfortable, she just wanted her bed back. She listened to Sam talk it was comforting and nice. She was hungry again slightly and felt gross.


"Ooo puppies,I want to see the puppies." Brooklyn mumbles tiredly as she enjoyed being rubbed down kind like you would with a dog. Her muscles and back were very sore and slightly mor bearable now that Sam was working out the pain. Brooklyn pulled the pillow closer to her eye's closed at her friends touch. She was falling asleep again the rhythmic humming and her touch made brook tired.


Brooklyn woke again after about an hour, she felt a bit better, but bot totally. She got up to use the bathroom again and shower. She went to find Sam before she even thought about showering. She went up to Sam and yawned hugging her."I need a shower, brush my teeth, something to eat and really want to see the puppies." She said into her lovers chest where she buried her head lazily.


DeathToAllBetrayers

 

[Writerwanabe]

"It has all been taken care of love." she stopped moving the food in the skillet around to look at her watch, "You have a little under two hours for both shower and food. The others are coming with the puppies then." she turned so she could wrap her arms around Brooklyn a moment before kissing her and giving her a gentle push towards the bathroom again.


"Now go do your thing, while I finish cooking." She turned back to the stove to finish this step of cooking the meal she had prepared for Brooklyn. When the other young woman came out, freshly washed and dry there was a hot meal waiting for her, with all the proper portions of each part of the pyramid of foods. Bread for her grain, turkey for her meat, freshly cut fruit salad, steamed mixed vegetables. It was all neatly made up.


"Looks good?" she asked, before they set to the meal. She ate happily through her meal, not inhaling it knowing that it sometimes bothered Brook how she ate. as if summoned by the sound of empty dish set in the sink the dead bolt on the apartment door turned back. Samantha had already palmed a knife coming around the corner to look at the door. Only to have brother and sister in law enter with a third man Peter, behind them, a pack of puppies on the end of pink or blue leashes.


"Someone said something about puppies?" asked her brother

 

[Dark_Psycho]

Brooklyn nods and yawns. She itched her head and nods again. She kissed Sam and went to shower. The water running over her body felt nice. She looked at her stomach and sighed. She just washed her body and hair. She finally stepped out drying off and went to brush her teeth. She finally dressed in sweats and a sweat shirt. Brooklyn walked out brushing her hair and sighed it was nice to feel clean and showered.


She finally walked out and sat down. She sighed and leaned back in her seat."wow this looks amazing." She said. She ate with her lover. She was glad the woman had slowed down her eating instead if scarfing it down one less thing she would have to scold her about. She helped her clean up the plates and skillet. She wiped her hands as she heard the door open. Her head snapped to it with fear in her eye's for just a minute.


She saw Ethan and his wife walk in and behind him a man with puppies. She smiled and walked over. She gave Ethan a hug and his wife. She knelt seeing the puppies, she played with them laughing."they are so darling." She said as she picked up one of the puppies and let it lick her face."oh my god there so cute." She said.


DeathToAllBetrayers

 

[Writerwanabe]

When told her cooking looked amazing, Samantha smiled beautifully at her, which wasn't what her smiles usually were like. It was a smile meant only for the woman she loved. "thanks." she said softly and started to eat. She'd learned to eat fast growing up with her brother and his friends. If she were not with Brooklyn in youth, she was with him. If you didn't eat it someone else would, even if you just ate it too slow. But the guys weren't here and she had nothing to worry about.


Sam had moved to block Brooklyn from the door way with the knife in her hand, but set it on the counter top when she saw her brothers face and smiled at him. When they hugged it looked like a pair of bears trying to squish the other with their hug, when he hugged Brook though it was much much much more gentle, as if touching a glass flower. He was a big guy but he knew how to be gentle when he needed to be.


Peter looked pleased as he closed the door behind him and started letting them off the leashes, Marina went and closed the doors to bed and bathrooms before joining the puppy love. As Ethan, Peter and Samantha all joined Brooklyn on the floor to play with puppies. Peter explained the colors and markings on the lot of them. Eventually Samantha moved Brook to sit on and against a couch cushion on the floor to save her back and allow her to enjoy puppy love, because even as she moved her the puppies clamored from one person to the next or split into groups to attack with kisses and playful barking.

 

[Dark_Psycho]

Brooklyn let Sam move her to the couch she sat with her back leaning on the couch. She played with the puppies and laughed."So we can buy two off you?" She said. She held a puppy and pet it gently. Brooklyn loved the puppies, they definitely keep her company while she was at home working on things. She sighed as a puppy fell asleep in her arms. "Awww they are so adorable." She said. She had to use the restroom again.


"Sam, love I need help up." She sighed and put the puppy down. Brooklyn went to the bathroom and washed her hands. A girl puppy followed her and she allowed it come in with her. She picked it up and walked out."This little angel followed me into the bathroom."she laughed. She went to sit on the couch, she was tired again and the puppy was warm against her.


Another puppy came up and barked at her. She laughed and moved to pick that one up as well."awww there so cute. Really pretty puppies." She said and smiled.


DeathToAllBetrayers

 

[Writerwanabe]

Samantha set aside the little girl she'd been playing with on her lap and stood to help Brook up to her feet. she watched as the pup followed her lover and turned to the others. "what do you say peter, can i buy two?"


Peter shook his head no and when Brook came back he answered verbally. "You can't buy two of the puppies. I'm sorry." he looked completely serious. "I wasn't going to be selling them in the first place." his eyes twinkled a little, "So pick the two you want to give forever homes to, and they are yours."


Sam snorted and threw a dog toy at the man sending some of the puppys at him to swarm his lap. she picked up the girl she'd been playing with most of the time and held her gently. "What to ya say blue eyes? You wanna come home with me?" the puppy not understanding english just barked squirmed and tried to lick her face

 

[Dark_Psycho]

Brooklyn came back she sat on the couch and sighed her hands on the puppies, she laughed and smiled shaking her head as they squirmed in her lap. she smiled her smile faltered slightly as Peter said that they couldn't buy the puppies off him, brook sighed she had to have known that was coming. she sighed, that kinda made her sad and she wanted to cry. Before she could cry how ever, he said pick two that they wanted to give homes to forever. Brooklyn brightened and looked at the two puppies in her lap.


Brooklyn didn't know if she could choose they were cute. she looked up as Sam threw a toy at peter she laughed and held the dogs, she put the puppies down and stood the male puppy cam running right back to her and whined. The female ran over to peter and whined at him Brooklyn laughed and shook her head.


She looked at the puppie and picked it up. "looks like we found our two little ones." she said. she held the squirming puppy as it got comfy in her arms. over the next few weeks Brooklyn and Sam got comfy in the new apartment with the puppies she just felt like she was getting bigger and bigger every week. Brook groaned as she woke that morning she was to go to her appointment today. she got up went to the bathroom and showered. Brook waited on Sam to get ready as she ate breakfast, she was dressed in leggings and a dress. She had flats on, when Sam was ready she had her drive to the doctor. Brooklyn checked in and waited till she was called back. once she was called back she got up with Sam's help. they weigh her and do the usual. doctor frowns slightly, and brook gets a little worried? " whats wrong?" she asked."Need to gain a bit of weight your a little under weight." the doctor says"nothing to worry about though lets go check out that little one." she said to brook. she helped her onto the table."want your friend in here?" she asked brook. Brooklyn nods."Yes."brook said," okay lets look here." the woman puts the gel on and starts the ultra sound."oh there is the baby." she said,"looks like it is a she.Congratulations." the doctor says.

 

[Writerwanabe]

Samantha never having had a dog of her own, read all she could about the proper care of her new pets. She made sure that they were fed the proper amounts, given the proper amounts of exercise, had all the right toys, and trained them to be obedient. The puppies were smart and knew more than a dozen commands now and had grown into young adult dogs nicely. It was far from an easy past few weeks though. Yes things were better in their new place with Samanthas extra guards of a shocking fire escape, and the buildings locking main door. But Brooklyn still had bad dreams and they still had classes to attend. Or at least Sam did because some of hers had to be in class courses. Somewhere in there she'd also managed to work on her roof project.


Sam didn't bother with breakfast that morning having been up too late working on a paper she yawned dressed and escorted her down to the truck after letting the puppies out to go to the bathroom and scooped it. She frowned heavily and gave Brooklyn a critical once over, she did look skinny. It made her angry that it took the doctors voicing it for her to notice. She already been given stern words for her troubles of trying to help Brook and so stood in the corner arms crossed until she was settled on the table. At the doctors question she raised a challenging eye brow at the woman. She wished she could punch the woman in the face, they told her every time they were that that she was Brooks support.


Afterwards she insisted they get something fattening both to put meat back on Brooklyns bones but also to celebrate the baby being a girl. She was still angry with the doctor, and herself. How had she not noticed that Brook wasn't eating enough, Why hadn't she been eating enough? She also felt lonely, yes they cuddled some nights when one or the other wasn't working on class work, but they'd not even kissed on the lips since the second rape and she felt it was her fault. Thoughts turning dark she stabbed at her dessert, they'd had a big meal with soup, salad, the main dish and now dessert, she was kind of full even if it was chocolate cake

 

[Dark_Psycho]

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DeathToAllBetrayers


 
Brooklyn sighed when the doctor had told her she hadn't gained enough weight. she hated that because she was already gaining so much weight with this kid. she new Sam wasn't happy and it wasn't like she wasn't eating though. she sighed when the woman despite her loosing weight said that the child was healthy and a girl. Brooklyn smiled and laid her head back on the pillow as the doctor had wiped the gel off and went to grab the photo she saw the look on Sams face and sighed. she knew when Sam was upset. she didn't want her upset with her or mad about anything, none of this was her fault. she just have to try harder at eating.


Sam took her out for dinner and made her eat a lot more. She ate a lot of what she could. They had chocolate cake, but she could tell something was bugging Sam. They hadn't kissed since before the rape, it wasn't that she didn't want to. she was just not really wanting to be touched in a intimate nature two rapes kinda screwed with your head. she had been trying, but it was hard. she would mostly be on the computer doing classes or looking up baby stuff. she spent time with dogs or was asleep. she sighed and reached out to Sam,"Sam are you mad at me?" she asked her. she didn't want her friend to be mad at her or even annoyed with her. She also didn't want Sam blaming herself for something that wasn't her fault it annoyed her and she would get mad at Sam for it.


Brooklyn looked down and played with her cake."I want to go home." she said. She was tired and wanted to just go lay down. She didn't want to be out and about any more. Her daughter was making her tired and she just didn't want to be near Sam and her bad moods. they put her in a bad mood and then she push people away from her. She thanked Sam for the meal and Sam paid. they got in the truck and went home, Brooklyn went to lay in bed with the puppies. she rolled over to her side and sighed. she closed her eyes. she felt a hand on her side and turned over. she gave a slight smile to her and leaned into kiss her on the lips. she just wanted the tension to go away and her hormones were kinda going wild.

 

[Writerwanabe]

When Brooklyn voiced her question over dessert Samanthas head shot up to look at her, a look of surprise in her eyes. "What? No never." She would have left it at that with anyone else, but this was Brook, her brook and she never asked her something unless she had a good reason to. "I'm sorry." she put her fork down knowing the stabbing motion didn't help. "Just in a mood I guess." she couldn't tell her what was really wrong. She knew in her heart that Brooklyn loved her, but her mind kept telling her all the lies her heart feared. She doesnt love you, shes just using you, she doesnt need you, doesnt want you, it was a one time thing thanks to hormonal tendency that she can not control... She'd never meant for Brooklyn to see, for it to be visible.


"Okay." she said softly looking back at her half demolished cake, "yeah sure." Sam waved down their waitress, paid and tipped the girl because she'd done what Sam felt was important which was keeping her glass full. Sam went about returning home as they usually did, her helping Brooklyn into the truck, following her up the stairs rather than leading, and locking their locks again even though there was one on the main door too that used a key code. After seeing Brooklyn to bed Sam put the left overs in the fridge for later and cleaned up a little, a habit she'd taken up as she'd quit smoking. Clean was good for mommy and baby, and her not smoking was even better for them. It didn't help like the smokes did sometimes.


Unable to put it off for long she came back to their shared bedroom. She'd actually been waiting for Brooklyn to start acting like her faint memories of her mom before her brother was born. And though she knew it would pass as her mothers did, Samantha was deathly afraid of doing anything that would upset Brook and cause the other woman to push her away. She finally had what she'd wanted for so long, and she was afraid it wouldn't end as she'd always hoped. She'd started to speak as she changed for bed but she noticed Brooklyn wasn't sleeping, and lost the nerve to say what she hoped saying out loud to a sleeping mind would make her feel better. Instead she dressed quietly and slipped slowly into bed so not to bother Brook.


As she lay on her side back to Brook, Sam's chosen puppy moved to curl around her feet instead of her brother. She wasn't expecting it when Brook touched her and gave a start, rolling to look at her. Her eyes were questioning and it was the only thing that hid her fear. They weren't even in a position where rejection would be a thing, and yet she was terrified of it. She always had been in truth. The touch of Brooks soft lips against her own sort of chapped ones she blushed and wanted desperately to reach out for her and pull her close. Instead she covered


brooks hand that was already on her, and closed her eyes. "I'm sorry, I know my moods bother you." she said softly, committing everything from that moment to memory. She wished she were normal, so she could just be happy without all the worry and doubt she carried with her.


 
hope thats better

 

[Dark_Psycho]

Brooklyn knew Sam was in a mood and it made her huff and annoyed. Well along with her hormones were making her crazy. She had told Sam she loved her, but Sam wasn't acting like it any more and she was annoyed at it. She thought maybe cause her friend quit smoking she had been very crabby almost as crabby as Brooklyn was. Brook had been staring at the wall and looked over when Sam got into bed.


Brooklyn had rolled and kissed her and Sam blushed, but still was basically pushing her away. Brooklyn huffed and rolled over to her other side. Sam was annoying her tonight. She just closed her eye's and trued to sleep. Her hand rubbed her stomach gently as she felt her daughter active in her stomach. She groaned and tried to get the child in her stomach to calm down. The child moved and hit things in her body that gave her small shooting pains.


Brooklyn sighed when the child finally settled. She got comfy enough to fall asleep. Her dreams were not dark that evening and she just lay curled up. She wasn't mad at Sam just a. Bit annoyed with her and her own hormones. Brooklyn had her male puppy laying next to her snoring slightly as he slept and laid next to her protectively.


Brooklyn woke in the morning still laying on her side. She didn't move till she had to use the restroom. She walked the puppy with her and went to make breakfast for both her and Sam. She set the table and sat down waiting for her friend to wake up. She had accidentally burned her hand and it was wrapped in a ice pack as she read her book it was her down time book she was a head in her classes online right now so she didn't have to get on and do them.


DeathToAllBetrayers

 

[Writerwanabe]

What reassurance Samantha had felt by the brief kiss slipped away to pool uselessly, when Brooklyn turned away from her with a huff. She didn't know what else to do but say sorry for what she couldn't help. She lay still facing Brook, gazing at the other woman's back, at first looking for signs of bones sticking out where they shouldn't because she was too skinny, but then just looking. She'd had her and feared she'd loose her and it'd be her own cursed fault. She brought a hand up and dug her knuckles into her temple, because hitting herself would shake the bed. She just couldn't get anything right.


The girl puppy didn't whine so much as she crawled up Samantha to lick her face, dog for stop doing that and why are you upset. Instead of giving answer she hugged the blond dog to her and rubbed the girls ears until she groaned and fell asleep beside her. It made Sam scoot closer to a now sleeping Brook so not to push the dog of the bed. She liked the warmth of the dog at her back rather than on her feet anyway. When she realized that her movement hadn't woken Brook she slipped a little closer.


Since the second attack, Samantha had given Brooklyn the room she thought she wanted, not crowding her but always close. She knew how rape could affect the psyche of those who had been attacked in such away. She had taken her psychology classes, and a human sexuality class too. Rape was horribly damaging to a person, but so could her being too careful of Brook. It occurred to her that her self imposed distance for Brooks comfort may be seen as rejection by the other woman. She moved a little closer still so that she could rest both hands on Brooks back and leaned closer.


"I'm sorry my love." she whispered as she pushed her face towards her friends hair, taking in the scent of her shampoo and that smell that was specific to her. "I do not want to hurt you or push you into what you don't want. " she felt the knot her in stomach that had been slowly getting worse, start to release. "I am not like those who hurt you before. But even as I strive not to hurt you I fear I might be." Saying what she needed to say out loud, even to a sleeping mind, helped a little. "I love you, always have and will til the day I die. Even if you don't feel the same." the knot clenched a little because yes that was what she feared most. "I'm terrified Brook, always have been, but I bet you didn't notice not that anyone else has either. I'm terrified to lose you Brook, I need you and I'm afraid you'll push me away because you don't love or need me like i do you."


Being up later than she should have been whispering to Brooklyn, Samantha only stirred a little when Brooklyn and her dog got up from bed come morning. She had an alarm set on her phone to allow maximum sleep, but still give her plenty of time to get her shit together before classes. Sometimes she wished that she didn't have to deal with it all but, when the alarm went off and she woke with a warm puppy curled against her side and under her arm, and the smell of breakfast in the air, maybe it wasnt so bad.


Yawning she got from bed and went to the bathroom to pee and brush her teeth. She hated the taste of her mouth when she woke up, but she didn't bother with her sleep messy hair. She came in and watched Brook reading silently as she stood in the door way. This was something she'd never grow tired of. Watching her friend. Finally, unable to resist the call of food for long, Sam came into the kitchen, kissing the top of Brooks head, lightly and briefly before pulling juice from the fridge to go with the delicious food Brook had made. It was a light enough kiss, Brook could very well think that she'd just touched her hair with her hand in passing,

 

[Dark_Psycho]

Brooklyn was intently reading her book and jumped when she felt Sam touch her head."Jesus Morning." She said."made you breakfast before class."she said. She went back to her book. It had been so good she forgot to eat. She finally put it down and ate when Sam came to join her. Brooklyn sat the book under her leg and gave a small smile. She ate and fed some to her puppy.


"Sleep okay?" Brooklyn asked her. She finished off her food and sighed. She got up with a slight groan and went to wash the dishes. She held one hand under her stomach as she washed the dishes. Brooklyn leaned on the sink. She was getting tired and sighed. Kid was already making her tired." When you get home we should go over girls names if you want I have a list,but I would love my partners input." Brook said.


Brook leaned over and picked up her book off the chair. She grabbed her laptop as well and set them on the bed before walking back out."oh I left money on an envelope on a fridge with a list of food we need and some other groceries." She said. She grabbed it from the fridge and set it on the table. She rubbed her hand gently and sighed.


"Man this kid is killing my back." She said laughing. She walked over and kissed Sam on the head."have a good day outside at school. I am going back to bed to lay down sleep and read. I am all caught up on my classes." She said with a smile at Sam and made her way to the bedroom again and climbed into bed with a happy sigh. She laid back and closed her eye's. Her body relaxed into the mattress. She closed her eye's gently and sighed yawning. She curled up and faced Sam's side of the bed and laid at and angle half on her side half on the other.


Don't tell me my business Devil Woman

 

[Writerwanabe]

Samantha couldn't help the little smile that cracked her face when Brooklyn jumped at her touch, at least she could tell it was a startle rather than a recoil from her touch. Never having been much of a morning person she gave a sort of goofy half grin in answer to how she slept. But in case she'd gotten rusty at reading her, Sam hummed and said, "Better than I did the night before." She had been fretting and stewing over their lack of touching. It wasn't just the lack of kisses, she was an affectionate affection starved individual and the girl she loved didn't seem to love her anymore.


They ate, Sam was good about how she ate, getting it down fast because she was on a time limit, but not looking like an animal while doing it. she'd gone off to get ready for the day while Brook did the dishes. It bothered her that she wouldn't lay down as much but understood it made her achy too. No matter her position she wasn't comfortable. She was sitting in her chair again, doing up her boots when Brook talked about the list. "Okay I'll get it on the way home." she looked at Brooklyns hand more than anything else then blushed later when kissed on the head before her lover was gone.


Stealing herself, because she needed to be ready for anything she stood and went to the bedroom. She knelt on the floor beside the bed so her head could be level with Brooklyns. She looked into her friends face and eyes before speaking. "You know I love you right? You know that I will wait til the ends of the earth for you?" she reached out slowly tenatively before cupping her face with her warm hand. "I screw up sometimes, I read things wrong and make assumptions rather than talking to you, letting that little voice that tell you you're never good enough, get under my skin." she brushed her thumb against her cheek softly. "I was afraid you didn't love me anymore Brook, I'm sorry." She leaned forward, still slow enough to be avoided should she wish and kissed her softly.


"I'll massage your back when I get back for the day. Hopefully it'll still be helpful."