It was supposed to be an easy mission on Andrasta. Go in, destroy ships and artillery, and return to the rendezvous point. It made the scenes in front of Sarina a bit hard to reconcile as she ducked behind a silo just before the last ship went up in smoke.
Sarina made sure no ships were going to deliver supplies anywhere else. ‘I should have bartered for air support or something, this is fucking bullshit.’ She sprinted from her position, ignoring the wailing as she caught up with Onida, who was nursing a wound on her side. “Come on, that was the last of it,” Sarina moved her arm around Onida, under her shoulders, and forced her up despite her outcry. “Stop being such a fuckin’ baby,” the wound was terrible.
“Fuck – Rin – I can’t,” she stumbled along as Sarina walked, bearing as much weight as she could.
“Then you going to fucking lay there and die?” Sarina snapped, not looking at Onida’s face. She had the best damned puppy dog eyes when she wanted to. All wet, all wide, all innocent, and as melty as chocolate. “We just have to get to the rendezvous.”
“And wait five hours. I’ll be de—”
The ground quaked again, and Sarina managed to brace herself and keep Onida up. The quake cut off those words, cut off the threat of death, and Sarina smiled as she heard that squeak of fear from Onida. No, she wasn’t ready to die. Perhaps people with guns didn’t scare her, but nature? Nature was enough to kick that survival instinct back into overdrive, and Sarina felt Onida return the effort to try and move, leaning into the help, and keeping one hand pressed tight to her bloodied side.
Sarina was careful in picking her way back towards the vehicles, parked besides a decrepit white vorpal, but all for naught as the stupid little farmers apparently decided to return the favor. Sarina arrived in time to watch their cycles get wracked by an explosion that tore most of them to pieces and scattered debris. Sharp shards nicked her flesh, but Sarina disregarded it. “Fucks think I won’t just steal a vehicle,” shots came their way, wide, ill-aimed.
These farmers were not combatants, and Sarina felt bad as she pulled her own slugthrower from her hip and fired. Perhaps it wasn’t as pragmatic as an energy weapon, who’s cartridges of ammunition could be charged, but it was exceedingly more satisfying to see the aftermath of a bullet explode in a spray of red through someone’s chest. And that was just what Sarina did, dropping Onida to fire back at those likely responsible for destroying the cycles, before a spray of energy shots got them from behind.
Marshall and Cass returned, “Fuck, the cycles? Really?”
“These people have been fighting too damn desperately for how much this job is paying,” Cass grumbled her complaint, “and now we have to walk to the rendezvous? Ugh.”
“Onida?” Marshall disregarded further complaining, heading to her side. Sarina stepped aside to allow him.
“The othe—” again, a quake, only this one came with a terrible hinging sound. Cass lost her balance, and Marshall went naturally to his knees to be at Onida’s side anyways, but Sarina held, hearing a high-pitched whine, before she saw the ground start to open.
It wasn’t near them, but the impact of it was obvious as hot steam rushed up, and seemed to obliterate everything it touched.
For moment, the four of them stared in stunned silence as buildings broke and collapsed, and people’s screams were cut off.
“We have to get the others.”
“We can’t wait for the others.”
“We have to go.”
Their voices overlapped, save Odina, who remained silent, skin ashen, acceptance written all over her face.
“You’re going to abandon them?” Sarina all but shouted at Cass.
“They know the rendezvous point just like we do! They’ll catch up! Bandersnatch they—they must have…planted something. And didn’t tell us. We need to get out of here!” Cass argued, but Sarina’s disgust only increased with each word.
“Get Onida out with you, then,” Marshall said, though anyone could tell that would be a challenge. Cass was not among the stronger in the group, a small woman who preferred to do things with her head, rather than her fists. Onida was no hulk, but she wasn’t gamine, either.
“She’s already dead! No – I mean – sorry Onida—” and Cass didn’t wait as the ground trembled again. She booked it.
Sarina raised her gun at her back, but Marshall put a hand on her wrist and forced it down, “No.” One could easily hear the ‘temper temper’ in his tone. Just as easily as Sarina picked up the fear in it.
“Onida, we’ll be back,” Sarina said, hating that she couldn’t afford to ask Marshall to stay and wait with her.
Onida didn’t say anything. She gave a wane smile, and let Marshall and Sarina rush back into what passed for civilization on Andrasta, shouting names, avoiding locals, and trying to avoid fissures that continued to spew forth steam, which seemed to grow increasingly darker. Sarina resisted every urge to look down into a fissure.
“EVA! KADIR!”
It was this time she got a response, though not from either of the mercenaries she shouted for.
“R-run.”
She saw Trace hunched in an alley, his face bloodied and blackened, bone exposed, an eye gone. Despite the horror of it, despite the fact the blood looked as black as necrotizing flesh around his remaining eye, she ran to him and slid to her knees to grab his hands, as if she might find a way to urge him up.
She squeezed them, hard. What was a little more pain in his condition?
“Trace shit—who did this?”
A gurgling laugh parted his lips. His head lolled to get her in his singular sight. “Monster. You…need to…run.”
Trace wasn’t joking. It wasn’t a hallucination, but he could still be mistaken. Monster? Sarina scoffed, “Like I’m going to run from a monster. Come on, Trace, Onida’s hurt, too. We can get you both back, just steal a cargo truck or something – it’ll be fine. Your face might even be improved.”
“Fuck you.” Even with half a face, the cheshire grin was unmistakable flashing in his eyes and pulling at his lips. He had one more trick left.
Humor was a good sign, but when she tried to pull him up, he didn’t even try. “Come—ON!” her hands slipped his, slick with blood and sweat, and she fell back on her ass.
This time there was no response. “Trace, I can’t….”
As she took his hands again, she saw his eye wasn’t following her anymore. Somewhere, between ‘fuck you’ and pulling him up, he’d slipped away. ‘Did his grip weaken? Did I miss it?’ Sarina fell silent as she stared at his half-face for a few seconds longer, before sighing and getting to her feet, mentally checking him off her list of people to find.
She heard Marshall in the distance and had to force herself to run to his location.
The weight almost wanted to sink her to the ground.
There was a hellish shriek, and the sounds of crashing, thuds – heavy objects being destroyed. Sarina assumed more of the fissures and steam, so needless to say she was surprised to see a monster – just like Trace said.
It towered over her, jade green shimmering wet beneath a black husk. It wasn’t quite taller than the silos it seemed to be destroying. It looked infected with whatever black had been in Trace’s blood. Her mind tried to conceptualize what it was, and fell upon ‘praying mantis’ as its arm swiped through a silo with a bladed appendage upon it, before the arm dove into the silo and began to glow that green hue.
Sarina couldn't comprehend why.
A pulse grenade exploded against the creature's head, before it fell down to all fours, and charged at something she couldn’t see.
She could hear fighting, and so she ran towards it, assuming it had to be her own crew fighting against whatever this creature was. Monster? No, just…just some fauna gone wild from the earthquake. Some fauna she’d never heard of.
She got around the silo to see Evangeline impaled on that backwards blade, grenade launcher on the ground by Kadir's lifeless body. Evangeline twitched as if she was being electrocuted, legs dancing in the air, as Marshall grabbed Rozanne to keep her from running for the grenade launcher to retaliate.
Sarina marked Evangeline and Kadir off her list.
"Get back to the vehicles!" Sarina shouted.
The Mantis –
'It's not a monster, it's a beast at best, and you don't need to fear it.'
– lifted it's head full of eyes and bloody mandibles towards her before tossing the husk of Evangeline to the ground. A creaking, piercing sound escaped it before it came at her.
"RUN!" she shouted and saw Marshall and Rozanne heed her as she stood her ground until it was on her. She went forward as the blades came down, under the creature's body, and she fired up into it – but didn't stop moving.
The grenade launcher would be better.
The bullet did nothing.
The creature danced around above as she moved to try and trap her with it's body, but she evaded and did get the grenade launcher.
There was another load in it – likely Eva's last act. Sarina saved it, and kept running despite the extra weight. She could hear it following, but she didn't look back.
She made it or she died.
No point spoiling the end.
The ground quaked again. Sarina didn't keep her balance, but she did her best to roll forward when she fell.
She rolled to her knees, pulled the launcher from her back as a fissure opened behind the creature, and launched it at the chest.
It was enough to knock it back and into the fissure. "FUCK YOU!" she screamed the last words of Trace at it, before dropping the launcher and running again, certain that was the end of it.
It wasn't.
Smaller tremors ran through the ground as if following her. She just assumed a prolonged aftershock. She was just getting closer to the center.
And then the ground broke in front of her and the monster –
'No, fauna, not–'
– with it's blades crawled up the sheer cliff made by the fissure, black steam obscuring it, making it seem a demon crawling out of hell.
Sarina blinked.
A blade went through her right arm. The shock of pain didn't even register. She stood there as if she hadn't been stabbed until the creature curled it's arm back to pull her down. At first she went with it, then the adrenaline kicked in. She dug her feet in. The blade cut further into her arm and started to tear more muscles and tendons. She went with it.
She tried to figure out how to escape without losing her arm.
Without dying as she felt weaker. As flesh blackened.
Sarina didn't need to.
The decrepit white vorpal plunged a blade through the creature and lifted it out of the fissure. Sarina stumbled forward as the blade slid out of her arm, and fell. The wounded arm fell over the edge with the right side of her body. Hot steam closed the wound and melted flesh through the armor.
Sarina screamed and rolled away.
"Get up! Jump!" Rozanne shouted, just at the edge of sense. She roused herself and looked at Rozanne. "Here!"
There was a thin area. The steam would still burn, but survival called her forward.
She jumped.
She burned.
Rozanne steadied her on the other side. Sarina felt her hands on her face, wiping at tears she didn't know was there.
"Marshall is in the vorpal. Come on, he's buying us time to get Onida and get to the rendezvous."
'They're not coming.'
Sarina kept it to herself. They'd get a vehicle. They'd find a ship. There would be hope if she had to carve it out of Andrastra.
Numbly, she nodded, and followed after Rozanne, seeking a vehicle. They were fortunate to find a jeep, fortunate to get it to where Onida was, only to find she had passed.
They still moved her corpse into the jeep.
And waited for Marshall.
Marshall didn't return first.
The monster did, bloodied but not beaten, with a vorpal leg dragging on a blade it was trying to shake off.
"N–no!" Rozanne's voice cracked.
"Get in the truck and drive. Now." Sarina said as she pulled her gun, fully aware the only thing she could do was buy Rozanne time. It was all she needed to do.
"Not without–"
Sarina fired a wild shot for attention. "Find a ship and punch the rat bastard Eireen or me and I won't haunt you."
Sarina didn't give her an option to argue as the monster's attention was on her and she ran forward before feinting left and getting around it. It followed, as Sarina followed the trail of vorpal oil and wires. Maybe she could pull a large gun off and use it.
Maybe it's armor would just give her five more seconds.
A blade found purchase in her left leg and she went down for the last time. She tried to turn the gun up, and she pulled the trigger.
It clicked.
Red electric light flared.
Wind rushed over her. Pain scraped down her leg. She imagined it split down vertically.
A deafening boom followed.
Sarina saw the crippled vorpal against a broken silo and she forced herself to crawl without looking back.
No spoiling the ending.
The core opened at the side. It was low enough to the ground that Sarina was able to take it, and between their remaining strengths, Sarina a able to get into the cramped core to see Marshall pale, bleeding from a head wound and shaking. The core was strangely cold – not that Sarina knew what normal was.
"Thanks," he said as he reached around to a button to pull the core shut. "Couldn't get a good hit when it was looking at me." And she noted there were no visual screens, just wires that looked like he'd put on his head, dangling down.
Sarina couldn't stand. She ended up half leaning, half laying, in the chair, doing her best not to be on Marshall.
"You look like shit." She told him, aware she must look worse. "Rozanne found a truck. Onida…didn't make it. Rozanne will."
Marshall hummed.
Sarina saw the blood splatter in the vorpal. She didn't need an explanation of the wound. He hadn't time to strap himself in well enough and suffered for it.
Adrenaline was rushing out of both of them. Marshall pulled her into him so she could sit across his lap. The process of movement did cause her eyes to see how fucked up her leg was, and was worse than it felt, even as the adrenaline was wearing off. It wasn't quite cut down the center, but there was a giant gash that may as well have torn her calf off.
Blood loss was going to kill her. She had no delusions otherwise, and settled against Marshall, staring at the wall, trying not to vomit.
Silence hummed around them.
Survival kicked and screamed for Sarina to do something but the cold made it all but impossible. The vorpal wishes quaked with the world.
"Why couldn't it always be this?" Marshall asked.
"Serious injuries and near death?" Sarina asked sarcastically. "I don't know, apparently I liked surviving jobs before today." Eireen of Bandersnatch flashed through her mind and she clenched her fists in hopeless rage. Tears pricked her eyes in denial at the truth.
"No, not…," he heaved a sigh, "nevermind."
Sarina knew what was in it and turned her head to rest her forehead against his neck, and stop her tears on his collar. "We were idiots, Marshall. All there is to it," she murmured.
His arms went around her.
These were always earth moving moments, weren't they? Not usually so literally. The world fell under them. The vorpal lost whatever ground it was on and plummeted.
Gravity was kind.
"Survival mode activated." A woman's voice chimed into the cockpit. "Heat rising. Detecting atmospheric pressure changing. Cooling down."
Sarina could see red through the vorpal plating. The fissure would devour them, cook them alive, despite the chill.
And if it didn't, she'd bleed out.
'But Rozanne made it.'
Marshall grew cooler. The vorpal response, no doubt, but Sarina no longer heard his heart. His grip was lax. She was in the lap of a corpse, and every part of her wanted to scream the injustice, but the cold was unrelenting.
So she spoke to the vorpal. "I'm already dead. Just save yourself."
To her surprise, it replied. "One life force confirmed. Survival mode already engaged." As if she hadn't heard it the first time. "Your vitals are weakening. Confirmed serious penetrative wounds. Engaging cryostasis."
Sarina felt her heart catch. "You could do that?!" And they were the last words before the cold put her out, but the last thought was sudden, unmitigated hatred, that it hadn't acted sooner to save Marshall.
~***~
Sarina woke to the same hell she woke to every morning for the past seven years – a universe where the entire planet of Andrastra was gone, and Bandersnatch spent every credit to erase it's existence from memory. Unlike that first time, she awoke in a comfortable bed, warm, without injuries – just the scars she never bothered to patch up.
She awoke to the ceiling above her head providing no comfort, nor the tablet at her little end table when she rolled to her side to look at the time.
Too early.
But it was the anniversary of Andrastra so that made sense.
Sarina silently got to her feet. Automatically, she went through her morning rituals of waking up and cleaning up, binding her hair back in a ponytail as she trekked to the garage. The gentle hum of the ship told her they were still moving through lightspeed and hadn't arrived at Cheshire yet, so she didn't bother going to find Remington.
That could wait.
The garage was full of the eight vorpals, including the one that belonged to her, the one from Andrastra. No longer was it white but charred black. A design choice, though it fooled some who thought it was weakened, brittle. They learned the hard way.
It was not to Ananke that Sarina went. The garage was a place to work not just on the vorpals but also the pilots. She found the speakers and immediately blasted music into the too-silent room before going to where the weights were racked.
If she was going to be distracted by her thoughts, she may as well go into autopilot and do some good while they played over and over again.
While she could imagine punching Eireen with her repaired, imbalanced arm, as she struggled with her left hand to lift the same weight as her right managed, for the same reps.
Balance was never easy to find after Andrastra, not even in herself.
“Prioritize the ships, Sarina.”
Sarina made sure no ships were going to deliver supplies anywhere else. ‘I should have bartered for air support or something, this is fucking bullshit.’ She sprinted from her position, ignoring the wailing as she caught up with Onida, who was nursing a wound on her side. “Come on, that was the last of it,” Sarina moved her arm around Onida, under her shoulders, and forced her up despite her outcry. “Stop being such a fuckin’ baby,” the wound was terrible.
“Fuck – Rin – I can’t,” she stumbled along as Sarina walked, bearing as much weight as she could.
“Then you going to fucking lay there and die?” Sarina snapped, not looking at Onida’s face. She had the best damned puppy dog eyes when she wanted to. All wet, all wide, all innocent, and as melty as chocolate. “We just have to get to the rendezvous.”
“And wait five hours. I’ll be de—”
The ground quaked again, and Sarina managed to brace herself and keep Onida up. The quake cut off those words, cut off the threat of death, and Sarina smiled as she heard that squeak of fear from Onida. No, she wasn’t ready to die. Perhaps people with guns didn’t scare her, but nature? Nature was enough to kick that survival instinct back into overdrive, and Sarina felt Onida return the effort to try and move, leaning into the help, and keeping one hand pressed tight to her bloodied side.
Sarina was careful in picking her way back towards the vehicles, parked besides a decrepit white vorpal, but all for naught as the stupid little farmers apparently decided to return the favor. Sarina arrived in time to watch their cycles get wracked by an explosion that tore most of them to pieces and scattered debris. Sharp shards nicked her flesh, but Sarina disregarded it. “Fucks think I won’t just steal a vehicle,” shots came their way, wide, ill-aimed.
These farmers were not combatants, and Sarina felt bad as she pulled her own slugthrower from her hip and fired. Perhaps it wasn’t as pragmatic as an energy weapon, who’s cartridges of ammunition could be charged, but it was exceedingly more satisfying to see the aftermath of a bullet explode in a spray of red through someone’s chest. And that was just what Sarina did, dropping Onida to fire back at those likely responsible for destroying the cycles, before a spray of energy shots got them from behind.
Marshall and Cass returned, “Fuck, the cycles? Really?”
“These people have been fighting too damn desperately for how much this job is paying,” Cass grumbled her complaint, “and now we have to walk to the rendezvous? Ugh.”
“Onida?” Marshall disregarded further complaining, heading to her side. Sarina stepped aside to allow him.
“The othe—” again, a quake, only this one came with a terrible hinging sound. Cass lost her balance, and Marshall went naturally to his knees to be at Onida’s side anyways, but Sarina held, hearing a high-pitched whine, before she saw the ground start to open.
It wasn’t near them, but the impact of it was obvious as hot steam rushed up, and seemed to obliterate everything it touched.
For moment, the four of them stared in stunned silence as buildings broke and collapsed, and people’s screams were cut off.
“We have to get the others.”
“We can’t wait for the others.”
“We have to go.”
Their voices overlapped, save Odina, who remained silent, skin ashen, acceptance written all over her face.
“You’re going to abandon them?” Sarina all but shouted at Cass.
“They know the rendezvous point just like we do! They’ll catch up! Bandersnatch they—they must have…planted something. And didn’t tell us. We need to get out of here!” Cass argued, but Sarina’s disgust only increased with each word.
“Get Onida out with you, then,” Marshall said, though anyone could tell that would be a challenge. Cass was not among the stronger in the group, a small woman who preferred to do things with her head, rather than her fists. Onida was no hulk, but she wasn’t gamine, either.
“She’s already dead! No – I mean – sorry Onida—” and Cass didn’t wait as the ground trembled again. She booked it.
Sarina raised her gun at her back, but Marshall put a hand on her wrist and forced it down, “No.” One could easily hear the ‘temper temper’ in his tone. Just as easily as Sarina picked up the fear in it.
“Onida, we’ll be back,” Sarina said, hating that she couldn’t afford to ask Marshall to stay and wait with her.
Onida didn’t say anything. She gave a wane smile, and let Marshall and Sarina rush back into what passed for civilization on Andrasta, shouting names, avoiding locals, and trying to avoid fissures that continued to spew forth steam, which seemed to grow increasingly darker. Sarina resisted every urge to look down into a fissure.
“EVA! KADIR!”
It was this time she got a response, though not from either of the mercenaries she shouted for.
“R-run.”
She saw Trace hunched in an alley, his face bloodied and blackened, bone exposed, an eye gone. Despite the horror of it, despite the fact the blood looked as black as necrotizing flesh around his remaining eye, she ran to him and slid to her knees to grab his hands, as if she might find a way to urge him up.
She squeezed them, hard. What was a little more pain in his condition?
“Trace shit—who did this?”
A gurgling laugh parted his lips. His head lolled to get her in his singular sight. “Monster. You…need to…run.”
Trace wasn’t joking. It wasn’t a hallucination, but he could still be mistaken. Monster? Sarina scoffed, “Like I’m going to run from a monster. Come on, Trace, Onida’s hurt, too. We can get you both back, just steal a cargo truck or something – it’ll be fine. Your face might even be improved.”
“Fuck you.” Even with half a face, the cheshire grin was unmistakable flashing in his eyes and pulling at his lips. He had one more trick left.
Humor was a good sign, but when she tried to pull him up, he didn’t even try. “Come—ON!” her hands slipped his, slick with blood and sweat, and she fell back on her ass.
This time there was no response. “Trace, I can’t….”
As she took his hands again, she saw his eye wasn’t following her anymore. Somewhere, between ‘fuck you’ and pulling him up, he’d slipped away. ‘Did his grip weaken? Did I miss it?’ Sarina fell silent as she stared at his half-face for a few seconds longer, before sighing and getting to her feet, mentally checking him off her list of people to find.
She heard Marshall in the distance and had to force herself to run to his location.
The weight almost wanted to sink her to the ground.
There was a hellish shriek, and the sounds of crashing, thuds – heavy objects being destroyed. Sarina assumed more of the fissures and steam, so needless to say she was surprised to see a monster – just like Trace said.
It towered over her, jade green shimmering wet beneath a black husk. It wasn’t quite taller than the silos it seemed to be destroying. It looked infected with whatever black had been in Trace’s blood. Her mind tried to conceptualize what it was, and fell upon ‘praying mantis’ as its arm swiped through a silo with a bladed appendage upon it, before the arm dove into the silo and began to glow that green hue.
Sarina couldn't comprehend why.
A pulse grenade exploded against the creature's head, before it fell down to all fours, and charged at something she couldn’t see.
She could hear fighting, and so she ran towards it, assuming it had to be her own crew fighting against whatever this creature was. Monster? No, just…just some fauna gone wild from the earthquake. Some fauna she’d never heard of.
She got around the silo to see Evangeline impaled on that backwards blade, grenade launcher on the ground by Kadir's lifeless body. Evangeline twitched as if she was being electrocuted, legs dancing in the air, as Marshall grabbed Rozanne to keep her from running for the grenade launcher to retaliate.
Sarina marked Evangeline and Kadir off her list.
"Get back to the vehicles!" Sarina shouted.
The Mantis –
'It's not a monster, it's a beast at best, and you don't need to fear it.'
– lifted it's head full of eyes and bloody mandibles towards her before tossing the husk of Evangeline to the ground. A creaking, piercing sound escaped it before it came at her.
"RUN!" she shouted and saw Marshall and Rozanne heed her as she stood her ground until it was on her. She went forward as the blades came down, under the creature's body, and she fired up into it – but didn't stop moving.
The grenade launcher would be better.
The bullet did nothing.
The creature danced around above as she moved to try and trap her with it's body, but she evaded and did get the grenade launcher.
There was another load in it – likely Eva's last act. Sarina saved it, and kept running despite the extra weight. She could hear it following, but she didn't look back.
She made it or she died.
No point spoiling the end.
The ground quaked again. Sarina didn't keep her balance, but she did her best to roll forward when she fell.
She rolled to her knees, pulled the launcher from her back as a fissure opened behind the creature, and launched it at the chest.
It was enough to knock it back and into the fissure. "FUCK YOU!" she screamed the last words of Trace at it, before dropping the launcher and running again, certain that was the end of it.
It wasn't.
Smaller tremors ran through the ground as if following her. She just assumed a prolonged aftershock. She was just getting closer to the center.
And then the ground broke in front of her and the monster –
'No, fauna, not–'
– with it's blades crawled up the sheer cliff made by the fissure, black steam obscuring it, making it seem a demon crawling out of hell.
Sarina blinked.
A blade went through her right arm. The shock of pain didn't even register. She stood there as if she hadn't been stabbed until the creature curled it's arm back to pull her down. At first she went with it, then the adrenaline kicked in. She dug her feet in. The blade cut further into her arm and started to tear more muscles and tendons. She went with it.
She tried to figure out how to escape without losing her arm.
Without dying as she felt weaker. As flesh blackened.
Sarina didn't need to.
The decrepit white vorpal plunged a blade through the creature and lifted it out of the fissure. Sarina stumbled forward as the blade slid out of her arm, and fell. The wounded arm fell over the edge with the right side of her body. Hot steam closed the wound and melted flesh through the armor.
Sarina screamed and rolled away.
"Get up! Jump!" Rozanne shouted, just at the edge of sense. She roused herself and looked at Rozanne. "Here!"
There was a thin area. The steam would still burn, but survival called her forward.
She jumped.
She burned.
Rozanne steadied her on the other side. Sarina felt her hands on her face, wiping at tears she didn't know was there.
"Marshall is in the vorpal. Come on, he's buying us time to get Onida and get to the rendezvous."
'They're not coming.'
Sarina kept it to herself. They'd get a vehicle. They'd find a ship. There would be hope if she had to carve it out of Andrastra.
Numbly, she nodded, and followed after Rozanne, seeking a vehicle. They were fortunate to find a jeep, fortunate to get it to where Onida was, only to find she had passed.
They still moved her corpse into the jeep.
And waited for Marshall.
Marshall didn't return first.
The monster did, bloodied but not beaten, with a vorpal leg dragging on a blade it was trying to shake off.
"N–no!" Rozanne's voice cracked.
"Get in the truck and drive. Now." Sarina said as she pulled her gun, fully aware the only thing she could do was buy Rozanne time. It was all she needed to do.
"Not without–"
Sarina fired a wild shot for attention. "Find a ship and punch the rat bastard Eireen or me and I won't haunt you."
Sarina didn't give her an option to argue as the monster's attention was on her and she ran forward before feinting left and getting around it. It followed, as Sarina followed the trail of vorpal oil and wires. Maybe she could pull a large gun off and use it.
Maybe it's armor would just give her five more seconds.
A blade found purchase in her left leg and she went down for the last time. She tried to turn the gun up, and she pulled the trigger.
It clicked.
Red electric light flared.
Wind rushed over her. Pain scraped down her leg. She imagined it split down vertically.
A deafening boom followed.
Sarina saw the crippled vorpal against a broken silo and she forced herself to crawl without looking back.
No spoiling the ending.
The core opened at the side. It was low enough to the ground that Sarina was able to take it, and between their remaining strengths, Sarina a able to get into the cramped core to see Marshall pale, bleeding from a head wound and shaking. The core was strangely cold – not that Sarina knew what normal was.
"Thanks," he said as he reached around to a button to pull the core shut. "Couldn't get a good hit when it was looking at me." And she noted there were no visual screens, just wires that looked like he'd put on his head, dangling down.
Sarina couldn't stand. She ended up half leaning, half laying, in the chair, doing her best not to be on Marshall.
"You look like shit." She told him, aware she must look worse. "Rozanne found a truck. Onida…didn't make it. Rozanne will."
Marshall hummed.
Sarina saw the blood splatter in the vorpal. She didn't need an explanation of the wound. He hadn't time to strap himself in well enough and suffered for it.
Adrenaline was rushing out of both of them. Marshall pulled her into him so she could sit across his lap. The process of movement did cause her eyes to see how fucked up her leg was, and was worse than it felt, even as the adrenaline was wearing off. It wasn't quite cut down the center, but there was a giant gash that may as well have torn her calf off.
Blood loss was going to kill her. She had no delusions otherwise, and settled against Marshall, staring at the wall, trying not to vomit.
Silence hummed around them.
Survival kicked and screamed for Sarina to do something but the cold made it all but impossible. The vorpal wishes quaked with the world.
"Why couldn't it always be this?" Marshall asked.
"Serious injuries and near death?" Sarina asked sarcastically. "I don't know, apparently I liked surviving jobs before today." Eireen of Bandersnatch flashed through her mind and she clenched her fists in hopeless rage. Tears pricked her eyes in denial at the truth.
"No, not…," he heaved a sigh, "nevermind."
Sarina knew what was in it and turned her head to rest her forehead against his neck, and stop her tears on his collar. "We were idiots, Marshall. All there is to it," she murmured.
His arms went around her.
These were always earth moving moments, weren't they? Not usually so literally. The world fell under them. The vorpal lost whatever ground it was on and plummeted.
Gravity was kind.
"Survival mode activated." A woman's voice chimed into the cockpit. "Heat rising. Detecting atmospheric pressure changing. Cooling down."
Sarina could see red through the vorpal plating. The fissure would devour them, cook them alive, despite the chill.
And if it didn't, she'd bleed out.
'But Rozanne made it.'
Marshall grew cooler. The vorpal response, no doubt, but Sarina no longer heard his heart. His grip was lax. She was in the lap of a corpse, and every part of her wanted to scream the injustice, but the cold was unrelenting.
So she spoke to the vorpal. "I'm already dead. Just save yourself."
To her surprise, it replied. "One life force confirmed. Survival mode already engaged." As if she hadn't heard it the first time. "Your vitals are weakening. Confirmed serious penetrative wounds. Engaging cryostasis."
Sarina felt her heart catch. "You could do that?!" And they were the last words before the cold put her out, but the last thought was sudden, unmitigated hatred, that it hadn't acted sooner to save Marshall.
~***~
Sarina woke to the same hell she woke to every morning for the past seven years – a universe where the entire planet of Andrastra was gone, and Bandersnatch spent every credit to erase it's existence from memory. Unlike that first time, she awoke in a comfortable bed, warm, without injuries – just the scars she never bothered to patch up.
She awoke to the ceiling above her head providing no comfort, nor the tablet at her little end table when she rolled to her side to look at the time.
Too early.
But it was the anniversary of Andrastra so that made sense.
Sarina silently got to her feet. Automatically, she went through her morning rituals of waking up and cleaning up, binding her hair back in a ponytail as she trekked to the garage. The gentle hum of the ship told her they were still moving through lightspeed and hadn't arrived at Cheshire yet, so she didn't bother going to find Remington.
That could wait.
The garage was full of the eight vorpals, including the one that belonged to her, the one from Andrastra. No longer was it white but charred black. A design choice, though it fooled some who thought it was weakened, brittle. They learned the hard way.
It was not to Ananke that Sarina went. The garage was a place to work not just on the vorpals but also the pilots. She found the speakers and immediately blasted music into the too-silent room before going to where the weights were racked.
If she was going to be distracted by her thoughts, she may as well go into autopilot and do some good while they played over and over again.
While she could imagine punching Eireen with her repaired, imbalanced arm, as she struggled with her left hand to lift the same weight as her right managed, for the same reps.
Balance was never easy to find after Andrastra, not even in herself.
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