Love sick

[isax]

Alyssa relaxed against her husband and when she woke up, she looked at him and smiled. "I love you." She whispered as she leaned in to kiss him. She loved his touch more then anything and it gave her comfort.


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[Lexus]

Jayden smiled against her lips and returned the kiss. "I love you too." He whispers not letting her go. In a few months it would be two years since they married and they had known each other for nine,. He never would have guessed she would have made such an impact on his life but he wouldn't want it any other way, especially now that they had a family together.

 

[isax]

"I really do love you." She whispered as she smiled against his lips and stayed in his arms. She loved their moments like this. "Two years soon." She whispered with an excited laugh. She could never believe after the two broke up, they'd get together again but she wouldn't change anything.


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[Lexus]

"I know," he says with a bright smile . These two years seemed to fly by but he loved ever say spent with her and to think on their anniversary she would be carrying the child everyone told her she would never be able to have. It excited him.

 

[isax]

"Are you excited?" Alyssa asked with a smile as she rested her head against his chest and yawned. She was exhausted and honestly just wanted to sleep. She hated having that feeling that of someone else touching her. "I really do love you." She whispered and put his hands on her waist.

 

[Lexus]

Jayden nodded at her question and smiled when she moved his hands leaning in he kissed her softly. "I love you too." He says getting lost in her eyes.

 

[isax]

"I love you more." She whispered as she leaned in and kissed him again and when she pulled away she yawned.


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[Lexus]

"Time for bed." Her husband whispers, picking her up and carrying her to their room. Laying her in bed gently.

 

[isax]

Alyssa pulled her husband down with her and curled up close against him as she laid her head on his chest. "Night my love." She whispered as her hand found his and held it.


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[Lexus]

"Good night babe." He whispers before he kissed her good night. The feeling of her lying with him was comforting, something he would never get tired of. Holding her hand he drifted to sleep.


(Ideas?)

 

[isax]

(Yep. Give me a sec.)


A month had past and it was not Bella's first birthday. She could walk and now say more then she used too. Alyssa was setting everything up for the party when Jayden got called into work. Alyssa sighed because lately he had been gone but she would never tell her husband it bothered her. "I love you. Be careful." She told her husband before kissing him goodbye and looked at Bella as she played in the living room. "Well you still have a party." She said with a laugh and then continued to set up when Alex, Sadie and Emma came to help and when Sadie saw Alyssa's stomach, she was in utter shock.


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[Lexus]

Jayden felt horrible for leaving, he wanted to stay. It was Arabella's first birthday and that was something a parent should miss. Kissing his wife good bye and giving Bella a hug he headed for the door in hopes he wouldn't be gone long.

 

[isax]

Alyssa enjoyed decorating for the party with the help of Sadie and Alex when suddenly, she felt sick. She collapsed to the floor unconscious and Alex immediately called for an ambulance. Something was wrong with Alyssa. She was sick but nobody noticed. How could no one have noticed.


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[Lexus]

When Jayden got the call he left work without a second thought. He didn't care if he lost his job for working out. His wife was most important at the moment and he only thought the worst possibilities. She might lose the baby.

 

[isax]

After Alyssa's examination, she was placed in ICU since she didn't seem to be waking up anytime soon. When Jayden arrived, the doctor walked over and handed him Alyssa's file. "To stop it she needs treatments but since she still is in her first trimester, she'll lose the baby." The doctor said as he looked at Jayden with all seriousness. Alyssa's cancer was coming back but it started off really weak and the doctor knew they could end it soon if they acted soon.


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[Lexus]

(Noooo [emoji33][emoji24])


Jayden looked at his wife's file and then back up at the doctor. Even as her husband he didn't feel it was his right to make this decision. He had to chose between his wife and their unborn child. He knew what was right but he knew what it would do to his wife, as always the fear of losing her took over him. He didn't want to do this, it wasn't fair. He didn't know what to do this was something that should be up to his wife. "Give me a few minutes." He says with a sigh as he headed for her parents. If anyone knew what she would want in this situation it would be them. In these moments their fight came flooding back to him, when he told her a baby wasn't worth her health and now that he knew how badly she wanted this he wasn't sure.

 

[isax]

(I know )


Her parents looked over at Jayden and then listened to everything he said. Alyssa's mother looked at her husband then at Jayden and sighed. "She would want to have the baby Jayden, even if it meant her own life." Her mother said as she saw Jaydens head drop. Alyssa was awake by now and when she saw Jayden walk in, she sighed and looked away. "I'll do the treatments." She whispered as she looked at her lap. She didn't want to fight with Jayden over having the baby or not plus she was already told by her husband he didn't want a child if it meant losing her.

 

[Lexus]

"It's not my decision Alyssa, I'm leaving it up to you. As much as I would like to I can't promise you I can give you another child." When he finished he looked down at the floor. He was coming to terms with this. He could see it in her eyes. "But if you don't do the treatments there is no guarantee you'll be able to carry the baby long enough for it to survive." At those words he felt his stomach twist in a knot. He really didn't want to have to choose. Couldn't something go right for once?

 

[isax]

At those words, it was enough to break Alyssa piece by piece. He didn't think he could give her another child? Alyssa looked away from her husband and let out a long held in sigh as she clenched the blankets. "It's fine Jayden. I'll do the treatments." She whispered. She would do the treatments and lose the only child she would ever bare. "Go home and check on Arabella please. Make her 1st birthday memorable. I just need time alone." She told him as she fought back tears.


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[Lexus]

"Alyssa, please don't do this, now is not the time to be arguing, it's stress you don't need. I want you to make the choice that makes you happy, please." He says with desperate eyes, his voice cracking. "I know what you want and you're fighting it and I'm asking you not to, if I have to lose you, I want it to be because you made the decision that was right for you, I could live with that." His throat was burning and he bit his lip to hold back tears. "So what is it? I have to tell them your decision."

 

[isax]

Alyssa sighed as she heard her husband and looked straight at him. "I'm doing the treatments." She meant it when she said this. She wanted a child, she always did but Jayden no longer having faith was enough to kill that dream. She had Arabella anyways. She was more then enough and Alyssa couldn't leave her all alone. She didn't even look over at her husband after that as she stared out the window of her room and played with the wedding ring on her finger. When her husband walked out, Alyssa sighed and began to cry as she placed her hand on her stomach. "I'm so sorry little one. Mommys so sorry." She whispered as she thought of their child. What he or she could have looked like and could have grown up to be like. It killed her, just like it would any other mother, to know you would never hold the child you're baring.


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[Lexus]

(I'm crying [emoji24])


What his wife mistake bed for his lost faith was his ultimate fear of having to lose her. But now it was different, he saw how badly she wanted it and that wasn't something he could take from her. Walking over to the doctor he sighed and looked at him seriously. "Are you sure it's Cancer? There isn't any other way?l he had so many questions, the scary part was he knew the answer to all of them. Well, all but one. Covering his face in frustration he sighed and looked at the doctor once more. "Can she make it long enough to carry it?"

 

[isax]

(Same [emoji24][emoji174])


The doctor sighed as he placed his hand on Jaydens shoulder. "It is. We tested her multiple time and she herself will tell you it's back Jayden." The doctor whispered as he looked at him seriously again. "She won't and she knows that. Jayden when you were talking to her parents, your wife already signed the papers for the treatments. They start tomorrow. She said she doesn't want you to go through another loss like you did your mother." He said and patted his shoulder. "She's a strong wife Jayden." He added before he walked off to check on another patient.


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[Lexus]

As the doctor walked off Jayden stood there dumbfounded and blinked. Was this really happening? He was so sick to his stomach he didn't want to face his wife. He didn't want this to be about him. It wasn't her fault he lost his mother. Sitting in a chair he placed his head in his hands and let a few tears fall. Then he rubbed his eyes and whispered something to his mother. "Please be a dream, please don't be real." He whispers barely audible. He didn't want to lose the miracle that they were given and right now he was in denial. This wasn't supposed to be how Bella's birthday was supposed to go.

 

[isax]

Alyssa let out a sigh as her hand stayed resting on her stomach. "Mommy will always love you." Alyssa whispered as she closed her eyes after crying and slowly began to fall asleep. This was just fate. She wasn't one to bare a child and she never would be. The one Jayden called out to placed her hand on his shoulder and smiled. She knew her son wouldn't see her but she was going to do everything possible to save Alyssa and the baby. The next morning, Alyssa woke up as she yawned and looked out the window. Why was this happening? Why? She honestly needed her husband. She wanted to be in his arms and stay there for hours and hours but she knew he wouldn't show his face after she agreed to the treatments.


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