Love sick

[Lexus]

Jayden didn't think anything serious of it. Instead he just nodded and didn't mention anymore about the topic. Eventually they both fell asleep curled up next to each other as they always had.

 

[isax]

It was now only three months before their wedding would be taking place. Alyssa laughed at her parents because this was a weekend they were spending at home. They brought up grandchildren again and this just made Alyssa stare at her lap as Jayden talked with them.


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[Lexus]

Jayden couldn't help but laugh to her parents. "One step at a time." He says with a smile. He still felt they weren't ready for that just yet. Looking over at Alyssa he frowned when he saw her looking into her lap. She was upset about something. She was also quiet for the rest of lunch. When they finished with lunch he looked at her in concern as they drive to Sadie's. "What's the mater?" He aka as she looked away. She looked like she was about to cry. Before they walked to the door he grabbed her arm. He was starting to become frightened. "Did I say something I wasn't supposed to?" He asks referring to her parents.

 

[isax]

Alyssa looked at Jayden and shook her head. "No my love it's not you." She whispered as she leaned up to kiss him. "Jayden I need to tell you something..." She whispered as she began to tear up. "Babe, I love you, I love you so much Id do anything for you but I..... Jayden because of my treatments I can't... We can't..... I won't be able to bear our child." She whispered and pulled away as she hugged herself.


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[Lexus]

Of course he was shocked at how suddenly this news was being delivered to him and it was of course a disappointment to hear that. Come here." He says taking her into his own arms and felt her begun to cry into his chest. This want the place for this. "Come on let's go for a walk." He says wiping her tears and handing her some tissues from the car. Taking her hand he walked with her to the park and sat on a bench. She was still quiet and trying not to cry again. "Aly, honey, you know this isn't going to change anything between us. I still love you." When she turned to look at him he wiped her teas again. "Now I understand why you're upset but there are other options.we won't know anything for sure until we run some tests but it'll be alright, I promise."

 

[isax]

"I'm sorry..." Alyssa whispered as she looked at Jayden and then looked away. She felt terrible she wouldn't be able to give Jayden a family of their own and it killed her knowing this. She looked at her lap as she held his hand and held onto it tight. "I'm sorry." She whispered again. The guilt that was eating at her wasn't helping her. She felt beyond terrible.


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[Lexus]

"Babe stop.." He says pulling her close and wrapping his arm around her. "There are many times where people have children when they are told they can't. It happens more than you think. Why is this bothering you so much now? Is it something you want right now?"

 

[isax]

"I just feel bad because I can't give you one of our own." Alyssa said as she sighed and looked away. "I feel terrible Jayden." She added with a sigh. "I want us to finish school and get settled before we start that." She added.


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[Lexus]

"Don't feel terrible, it's not your fault, what's more important is that you're here. That's all j care about." Taking her into a hug he nodded. "We'll figure it out when the time comes."

 

[isax]

Alyssa sighed softly as she nodded and kissed him gently. "I love you, you know that?" She asked with a laugh and then stood up. "Well off to see Sadie." She said and took his hand.


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[Lexus]

"I know." He says kissing her cheek. Taking her hand they walked back to Sadie and Alex's when she saw them finally walk up to the door she hugged them both. "Is everything alright?"


Jayden nodded and walked inside to catch hold of Emma as she wobbily walked towards him while clapping her hands . She was almost two now. "Hi Emma." Jayden says picking her up and kissing her cheek. "Ayden!" She claims with a giggle.

 

[isax]

Alyssa smiled softly at her best friend and nodded as she walked in and hugged them both tight then smiled at Emma. Watching her with Jayden made Alyssa feel more guilty. It was really bothering her now but she let it roll off so Sadie and Alex wouldn't ask questions.


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[Lexus]

Jayden smiled and nodded and walked her over to Alyssa. "Whose that?" He asked pointing to her. "Aly!" Emma exclaimed with bright eyes as she held her arms out for her to take.

 

[isax]

Alyssa smiled at Emma and took her from her fiancé and held her close. "Hey there Emma." She said with a smile and kissed her cheek.


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[Lexus]

It was no secret Emma was found of Alyssa and Jayden. She loved them and they loved her equally in return. So much so they put her in the wedding as their flower girl. "Don't forget to make sure her dress fits before we leave." Jayden reminds Alyssa before Alex pulled him outside to play some ball.

 

[isax]

"Right I forgot!" Alyssa said as Sadie laughed and helped her dress Emma. She smiled as she looked at the girl dressed up. Sadie smiled as well and walked over to kiss Emma. "Well lawyer, want to go teach the men how to play some real ball?" Sadie asked and Alyssa laughed but shrugged. "Why not."


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[Lexus]

Both Jayden and Alex played football in high school but Alex often times forgot Jayden was the star player but it didn't matter because Jayden always put him back in his place.

 

[isax]

The girls went out and started playing with the boys as Emma sat and watched with a laugh. They looked so funny and when Alyssa tackled Jayden, she laughed. "Sorry not sorry love." She said then ran off.


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[Lexus]

"Are you?" He asks as he for up and caught up to her before he took the ball from her hands and threw it over the line. He never lost his touch but it was still something he would never do professionally. He wanted to build a stable life with his wife where he was home every day to take care of their kids when they were ready for them. Not be away for long pwe diodes of time. It was hard to believe in three short months their life together would finally be official.

 

[isax]

"Not at all." Alyssa called back and shook her head as he took the ball. Alyssa looked at Sadie who nodded and soon the two were at work as Emma watched with excitement. "Go mommy!" She said as Sadie tackled Alex and Alyssa intercepted and ran as Sadie went after Jayden.


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[Lexus]

Jayden picked up his speed as Sadie ran for him and as she came close he gave in and passed her the ball with a smile seeing Emma's excitement was emoji for him.

 

[isax]

Sadie laughed as the two girls shook their heads. "Play like a man." Alyssa called out as she suddenly felt her chest get tight. She collapsed to the floor coughing and when Sadie ran over, she shook her head. "I'll be okay." Alyssa said as Emma ran over.


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[Lexus]

When Jayden saw his heart stopped for a second. Running over he picked Emma up and handed her to Sadie while he crouched down besides Alyssa. "Are you sure you're alright love?" He asked with concern. He hoped it was jut because she was pushing herself too hard.

 

[isax]

"Yes babe I'm fine." Alyssa said as she looked at Jayden with a smile and began to cough and cough. "Pushing myself to hard." She whispered as she sat down and leaned against her fiancé. She was feeling so weak now.


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[Lexus]

Jayden nodded and helped her up before he carried her inside and laid her on the couch. "I think your little gang up was a bad idea." Jayden says with s laugh as he kept an eye on her.