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Realistic or Modern Love, Live, Life

Ash listened quietly as James spilled what was on his chest. She reached in her pocket pulling out a cigarette and lighting it. She took a hit slowly inhaling before letting it out in a cloud of smoke. When he was done she leaned her back against the counter. She was instantly back to herself. To the helpful as always willing to lend out a bit of comfort.


"You're preaching to the choir when it comes to distance... Leben leben mit Ihrem Herzen in einem Käfig... It's easier that way...less risk... It's the people we let closest that leave the deepest scars yea... But you can't live that way forever or you aren't living at all... Gotta learn from your mistakes and keep moving forward... No matter how hard... And when you get hurt you learn from that too... Never let the world break you... Then you lose..."


Ash chuckled humorlessly rubbing her thumb along the long scars on the inside of her arm. She patted him encouragingly on the leg.
 
Nick sat there and listened to Lindsey as she explained everything. "Lindsey I'm sorry for not talking to you and leaving you out in the living room by your self. There was something private I had to discuss with carter." Nick blushed a little when he said that hoping she wouldn't notice. "Anyway I'm sorry I had only texted you a few times during he time we were apart. Jus like you I made new friends and I was doing new things and I was so busy with hockey it was crazy, but that's no excuse for me to not have checked up on you and the rest of our group. I was so excited togged to see everyone again and I am still am even if we are a mess right now. You know why because I know we are going to fix it we love each other to much to let this dumb shit get in the way. Also about Phillip I don't blame you for going to see him. If you are in love with someone I know you will do crazy things for that person. But I think you know as well as I do that he's obviously not good for you. He beat you and you don't deserve that." Nick hugged her.
 
((Lol we might become famous off of this rp))


"I understand bri but we'll get through this I promise" he said as he smiled at her but his smike soon faded after she said he didn't have to be here he knew that but he wouldn't leave her nit again "I have nothing better than to be here with you"he said bringing his smike back.


@Ch0sen1
 
(( No. I'mma get a slice of the drama too. > :) ))


Celeste hugged her knees together and buried her head in her arms. She had always hated these kind of things, and she feared that it would happen. Now it's happening, and she couldn't find the words to say. "Count down from ten Celia," she said quietly to herself, "Take deep breaths." As soon as she got back to one, started to feel a teeny bit better, but the sullen mood hadn't changed. The blonde just sat there on the floor when everyone had left, not having the will to move or do anything.


She remembered when they had all met. They were awkward at first, but they hit it off pretty quick. They were all different, but they found something in common: The fact that they all care. Now, it's as if the friends she had known were replaced by strangers. Somehow, her friends were replaced by these people who looked and acts exactly like them, except the caring was gone. Celeste closed her and eyes and tried not to cry. She had always been strong, but it felt like her grasp is finally slipping. Even if she did cry, nobody would notice. She's used to crying that she didn't even make a tiny sound or even so much as a little shudder. Tears just fall, and that's it. With the last bit of strength gone, Celeste let the tears fall and cried without a sound.
 

He felt a tear run trough his cheek.


''Ich glaube, sie mag Tai. Ich liebe sie von ganzem Herzen, aber ich glaube nicht, dass das Gefühl ..'' He starts to sniff and he then just feels his mouth shake and tears drop, he put his palm over his eyes. ''


Ich glaube nicht, sie liebt mich zurück..''
 

I tilt my head and smile at AJ's words. I'd forgotten all this time how sweet he can be, that's what drew me in the first time. And now. I just stare into AJ's eyes and I place my hand on his cheek. I wanted to bring up our convo yesterday, our kiss....but I didn't want to make him uneasy.


I wanted to kiss him....but I had to fight it. I didn't know how Austin truly felt despite what he told me yesterday.




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Lindsey

Lindsey frowned and hugged Nick "I'm getting really tired of people telling me he's not good for me. He has his flaws, but we all do... Lindsey was still defending Philip no matter how much he had hurt her, he was still her first love. She knew that she didn't deserve someone who would hit her, but Lindsey was convinced that he was so much better than that and if they talked things through there could be some sort of arrangement. "But this isn't about Philip and me...This is about us...the pack, I mean. I know most wont believe me when I say that I want us to stick together, but I do...I really want us to be the same again, which might be impossible now. Lindsey was still clinging on the Nick not wanting to let go of someone she felt close to afraid that he too would go away. "Isn't there something we can do?




@Timv9
 
She shook her head, shoving her own emotions aside for a moment. Moving over to his side she slid her arm around his shoulder and pulled him against her. Stroking his hair for the second time that day. She let him cry, that was what he needed right now any way. To let out all the pain and hurt he'd been holding inside him for so long. She was more than willing to let him do it if he wanted to.


"Ich weiß nicht,über die ... Aber wenn dudannweinenweinen... Holen Siealles raus..."
 
James mind was just drunk right now, without the need of alcohol. He was spitting out his secrets. He looked at her scars, then he unbuttoned his shirt, revealing bullet wounds and knife scars. "I was a drug dealer and message deliverer in the past Months, you're the only one that knows this. My money is bloid filled and badly earned." He just kept crying, hoping she wouldn't freak out.
 
Austin smiled and laid back on her bed "I wanted to talk to you about yesterday" he said quietly but he didn't know if now was the right time for this type of talk but he'd give it a shot and see where it went.


@Ch0sen1
 
Nick held on to her. "I'm not going to argue with you about Phillip okay in the end it's your decision and I'll support you for which ever,way you decide but just know if you for some reason go back to him and he hurts you again he will have to deal with me." Nick smiled at her and then sighed "now about our friends. There has to be something we can do but I'm not really sure what to be honest. Everyone just needs to get over all the little stuff so we can be friends again."
 

I wipe my eyes and straighten up at Austin wanting to talk about yesterday. For the first time today, my eyes light up. "Yeah....?" I sit on the edge of the bed avoiding his eye contact.

@EclipseRising

 


Timv9 said:
Nick held on to her. "I'm not going to argue with you about Phillip okay in the end it's your decision and I'll support you for which ever,way you decide but just know if you for some reason go back to him and he hurts you again he will have to deal with me." Nick smiled at her and then sighed "now about our friends. There has to be something we can do but I'm not really sure what to be honest. Everyone just needs to get over all the little stuff so we can be friends again."
Damn right @Timv9 !! Oops sorry sorry lol
 
Ash's eyes widened as he opened his shirt, showing her the scars and spilling out his secrets. Keeping something like that inside...and for so long. She slipped in front of him, her fingers moving to run along the scars one at times. She was used to the feeling of scars, the uneven skin that felt so different from the rest. But they ran more than skin deep. They always did. Leaning in I rested my head on his chest, my ear just over his heart. After a moment she sat up, her finger gently lifting his chin so he would look her in the eyes. She cocked her head to the side, wiping his face with the pad of her thumb.


"Your hearts still the same... And so is the look in your eyes... You've made mistakes and some bad decisions... But you're still the same person... What you've done isn't something I would judge you for... I could never judge someone on their actions but what lies in there heart...you've got a good heart James... Don't forget that... Ich werde nie..."
 
Austin looked over at her "well what we were talking about had me thinking I really wanna change for you and be a better man" he said with a slight smile "I really love you and the last thing I want is to lose you, I'll give anything just to be with you".


@Ch0sen1
 

Lindsey

Lindsey turned her head so she can look at Nick, "Do you seriously think that if we just forget all of this things will get better? It was a sincere question. She was willing to put the past events aside, she just wasn't sure if the others were. Lindsey didn't like fighting so she would try her best to avoid it. "Wouldn't it be better to clear the air instead of just ignoring it? You can spray febreze in the room, but if you don't take out the trash the room will keep on stinking... Lindsey finally let go of Nick and leaned back on the patio seat(sofa?).




@Timv9
 

There it was. The first time Austin said it in over 18 months. He loves me. Now I had to be honest, I wasn't IN love with him anymore, but I did love him to death. The fact he's opening up to me shows me that he's taking a shot, and I couldn't pass that up, could I? I still was paranoid about why he left, and what all had he done in our time apart.


"I love you too, Austin...so tell me." I then scoot over and I lay on his chest and look into his eyes. "Tell me everything, why you really left, and what exactly happened the year and a half we were apart...up to and past our little hookup a year ago."


I'll never forget it. 'Guys night' we came to prank them, but I didn't know it'd lead to what it did. Austin and I. In his room. Lights off. Now was the time I had to know.
@EclipseRising

 


NessieAlways said:

Lindsey

Lindsey turned her head so she can look at Nick, "Do you seriously think that if we just forget all of this things will get better? It was a sincere question. She was willing to put the past events aside, she just wasn't sure if the others were. Lindsey didn't like fighting so she would try her best to avoid it. "Wouldn't it be better to clear the air instead of just ignoring it? You can spray febreze in the room, but if you don't take out the trash the room will keep on stinking... Lindsey finally let go of Nick and leaned back on the patio seat(sofa?).




@Timv9
Damn....that was deep....lol
 
Ch0sen1 said:

There it was. The first time Austin said it in over 18 months. He loves me. Now I had to be honest, I wasn't IN love with him anymore, but I did love him to death. The fact he's opening up to me shows me that he's taking a shot, and I couldn't pass that up, could I? I still was paranoid about why he left, and what all had he done in our time apart.


"I love you too, Austin...so tell me." I then scoot over and I lay on his chest and look into his eyes. "Tell me everything, why you really left, and what exactly happened the year and a half we were apart...up to and past our little hookup a year ago."


I'll never forget it. 'Guys night' we came to prank them, but I didn't know it'd lead to what it did. Austin and I. In his room. Lights off. Now was the time I had to know.
@EclipseRising



 



Damn....that was deep....lol
((Thank you I take classes from Yoda and Morgan Freeman =P))
 
Nick smiled and laughed a little bit "not going to lie I like that saying, and I didn't mean to just ignore all the stuff that has happened I mean we need to discuss it and people need to just get past it and get over it and accept it. What has happened has happened and we can't change that. All of this stuff I don't think it's anything we should lose our friends over do you?"
 
Austin nodded and sat up a bit "when we split up it wasn't so I could see other women it was because during that year I was afraid..of losing you and that once you got to cal that you'd leave me and I broke up with you out of fear..I'm sorry bri I just panicked and I didn't know what to do " he lowered his head a bit he knew that he had to tell her everything at some point so might as well get off his chest now.


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Lindsey

"No I don't really think so...I think the whole thing is pretty stupid actually, but who am I to judge... Lindsey closed her eyes and let the outside breeze blow through her. She let out an audible sigh and jumped out of the seat. "I say we get this over with already and get over whatever we need to get over. I'm tired of being sad or worried or whatever. There was a sudden mood change in Lindsey. She went from a sad worried girl to her old perky self. It felt good to talk things through with Nick. It was a relief to let out what she felt even if she did think this was all a jumbled mess, she wanted to help clean it up. Even if it hadn't been her romantic rendezvous that broke them apart, it did have something to do with it, so she wanted to make things right.




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