LAST person to post is the winner!!!

[_Yua Watanabe_]

I gotchu lol I was just Abt to make one. Cuz this is semi-long

 

[_Yua Watanabe_]

I'm kidding it's not that long (っ.❛ ᴗ ❛.)っ

 

[Ezina-Kusu]

Oml Mish go to sleep! You will never get better if you don't try to sleep

 

[_Yua Watanabe_]

I can't it's hard, els :'∆

 

[Ezina-Kusu]

Harder cos you keep picking up your phone...

 

[_Yua Watanabe_]

I tried to sleep for hours it didn't work :c

 

[Ezina-Kusu]

Even if you just lay in darkness you are resting, your mind is active and will remain so if you keep entertaining it.

 

[_Yua Watanabe_]

I know but I keep complicating life :'∆. As soon as I need to sleep my brain decides to get emotional. I seriously cried 2 hours ago for like NO reason?!

 

[Ezina-Kusu]

Crying is fine, can be very stress relieving. Just drink more water now. It's also very dehydrating. And then put your phone back down and close your eyes child.

 

[_Yua Watanabe_]

Crying is annoying in my opinion-
I'm just sitting there then all of a sudden Im thinking of bad stuff. The all of a sudden I have a bad headache from like screeching or clawing my Skin off-
(Yes I do that sometimes. Cause it's not like I can break anything)
The feeling of just wanting to smash ur face into a wall for like no read cause ur so angry. And all this Emotional feelings are too much :'∆

 

[_Yua Watanabe_]

Being mad. Somewhat blocks pain. Like when ur watching something and you just can't stop. :∆ so you continue doing whatever your doing because your angry :∆

 

[_Yua Watanabe_]

I remember being done with. My amazing way of dealing with problems. Only once I stopped crying I realized was.
"ah shit..why did I do this? This hurts like hell- I shouldn't have done that I'm stupid blAgh"

Get what I'm sayin?

 

[_Yua Watanabe_]

Anywho answer that whenever you answer that. I'm actually getting tired now. And my eyes kinda hurt ;-; I needa turn my brightness down damn. Anyway goodnight Dear mother
els

 

[Ezina-Kusu]

Oh good lord... Yes please be asleep now. We need to find you some better outlets for your emotions me thinks ...

 

[_Yua Watanabe_]

I don't know any outlet. Talking to ppl doesn't help as much as it looks. Yea it might help a little but there's still stuff I'm not gonna tell a person which is just another bottle anger ready to fill the top and explode

 

[Ezina-Kusu]

Hmm you do need some actual professional help honey. I know your situation is a very tough one, but you are getting hurt a lot...

 

[_Yua Watanabe_]

Yea. I know :∆ but it's not like I can just be like. Hey mom I have depression caused by you. Get me a therapist. Now. Ngl if I did that it would be a conversation of EVERYTHING SHE does for me. Yea I get certain stuff I want. But who cares...I don't care if I get it or not is just a oof too bad. For me- I wanted a tablet for 3 years. Didn't get it am I complaining? No. :'∆

 

[Ezina-Kusu]

You tell your school hon

 

[_Yua Watanabe_]

No :∆ if I do that the dude will investigate all of us if she gets an ACS case- (my mom already had 2 cases for me missing school. Then they started another one because of my crappy building conditions) and I'm not up for my mom getting mad at me. She already said she didn't want me here so like. She's gonna get pissed if the others are involved

 

[Ezina-Kusu]

She can get as mad as she likes. They find out she is hurting you then she won't be left alone with you. They have an obligation to your safety.

 

[_Yua Watanabe_]

Yea but most don't care about it they just want the money ;-;. The old ACS dudes accused us of being gross cuz the walls where a certain colored. Ended up making a story about piss stains. Then started Saying poop smears (literally none of us does that) :∆

 

[Ezina-Kusu]

You have a school counselor?

 

[_Yua Watanabe_]

Uh..idk. I have an advisory?

 

[Ezina-Kusu]

moving on from this...

 

[_Yua Watanabe_]

Why does the cat opening it's mouth look so satisfying?