[KneelingAngel and Gilmore ] A Long Road Home

[Dark_Psycho]

Effie sighed and leaned back on the head board." Yeah I mean I be okay with it love. The others would have to deal with it. I mean they have this house to themselves am not like we be moving out of country. I mean we are getting Married I am sure they understand. "Effie says. She looked over at him.She gave him a small smile and sighed. I mean I was hoping to move some where out of all this stardom. "Effie said. She looked down and played with her engagement ring. She looked at it and smiled. Effie loved it. It was so her Clay knew her to well.


James sighed "look I am not apologizing you can't just tell me I have to stop drinking its like telling tou to stop obsessing over a woman who beata you and lets her boyfriends rape you."He said. He gave her a look." I can't just stop cold turkey or I am going to be your worst nightmare. That or I am going to be doing drugs. So cutting me off completely isn't a great Idea. Why can't we make a deal.I mean you call ne the stubborn one."He said"ask Effie I quit cold turkey once the band fucking hated me."He says


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[KneelingAngel]

Clay grabbed her hand and kissed the ring. "How about we go looking for a house tomorrow?" He said with a smile, holding her close. "We should probably wait with telling the others. We could ask Mac to help us find some houses, I'm sure hell understand. I have a feeling that the other will not take it very well, especially not your sister.


Justice just looked at James and sighed. "Fine." She said. "You're right, I'll give you that. I'll stop telling you what to do. You can drink, do drugs, whatever, I don't care, it's your life. I just don't want you to end up dead like so many people I know, but do as you want." She told him. Justice was done with it. Completely. Somewhere in her heart there was thins tiny feeling that it was not going to work out this way. "You want a deal? Fine. How about I don't tell you what to do and you start thinking on what you want." Justice said. "How about a break?" She suggested. "You go do your thing and I go do mine. We both get our shit together and figure out what we want."

 

[Dark_Psycho]

James sighed" fine if that's what you want a break. Fine were done and this time I mean it were done. Dont talk to me unless it is for the band."He said and walked away. He slammed and locked his door."stupid bitch." He muttered and turned up his music. He went to find his hidden stash of alcohol. He drink himself to death if he had to.


Effie smiles and twinned her fingers in Clays." Yeah let's look tomorrow."She says.She heard another slam and got up." For shit sake." She says. She passed her sister," what in the actual Fuck is going on."She snaps. She was tired and didn't beed this shit. When Justice told her she cursed and ran to James door." James fucking open this door ." She said slamming her hand on his door.Effie tryed to kick it open."Clay I need your help James has locked himself in his room and bet you anything wants to drink himself to death."Effie says. She paced as she waited on Clay.


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[KneelingAngel]

Justice told her sister everything with tears in her eyes. It hurt. It really did, but maybe it was for the best. She watched her sister hurry to James room, but no matter how much she wanted to check in James, she didn't. He wanted it that way, the he could have his wish. Justice didn't care anymore.


Clay hurried to James's room when he heard what his fiancée said. He pushed Effie a bit back and broke down the bedroom door. Clay walked in and pulled the bottle from James's lips. "What is going on?" He asked in a demanding voice that he only used on needed occasions like this.


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[Dark_Psycho]

Effie cringed at his voice. Effie hated when his voice was raised. She backed away a bit,she didn't hear that voice often and when she did it would freak her out more then a scary movie would.Effie stayed against the wall as she told him about what Justice told her.


James was laying on the bed his eye's half closed. James was barely breathing. Effie spoke up" we need to get him to the hospital again."Effie said. she shook slightly. She looked at her sister and shook her head."what did you do to him I told you not to push him.James is more unstable then you or me ."Effie says to her sister calmly. She sighed and pulled out her phone to call an ambulance. She did hearing the siren wail. Effie sighed this was the second time in six months she had been to the hospital.


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[KneelingAngel]

Justice watched how James was taken by the doctor and how the others hurried after him to the hospital, well, everybody except for her. She was still at home, staring at the front door. When everything sunk in, Justice broke down and started to cry. What had she done wrong?


Clay held Effie close as they waited in the waiting room. He could see how much this broke her and it worried him. "It's going to be okay." He mumbled into her hair and kissed her temple. "He's going to be okay." Clay said and hoped that the words he spoke had been the truth.


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[Dark_Psycho]

Effie shook her head."I am so stupid for letting it happen."Effie shook her head. She grabbed her phone and called her sister."come on pick up Justice."Effie says. She leaned into Clay for comfort James was like her brother, but Justice was her sister so she was torn.Effie waited as her phone rang.


James had his stomach pumped and was put on IV drip. He was resting as the doctors walk out to talk to Clay. She nods to Clay as she lets him get up to talk.


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[KneelingAngel]

Justice picked up her phone with shaking hands as she tried to pull herself together, but when she picked up there wasn't a word that would leave her lips. Justice only managed to cry on the phone. She sobbed and hiccuped by just the sound of her sister's voice. She was so scared to know what was going on.


Clay got up to talk to the doctor and followed him into the office, this was going to be really bad. "What's going on?" He asked the doctor. James was his best friend and a brother to Effie, he hoped that the news wouldn't be too bad.


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[Dark_Psycho]

Effie sighed and shook her head."Justice I am coming back to get you." Effie says. She sighed and hung upmarket she got up and went over to the doctor and Clay.


The doctor looks at him."He is sleeping and stable we pumped his stomach. He will need to rest a few days. But he will be okay."He says. Effie listened and nods."babe I will be back I am going to grab justice. "Effie says she kissed him gently and went to grab the car. She drove home to grab Justice. she ran in and upstairs to her sister. "Come here."She says and hugs her.


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[KneelingAngel]

"No!" Justice shouted and pushed her sister back. "It's my fault." She whispered as she placed a hand over her mouth too keep herself from sobbing too loud. "It's my fault." She said again and shook her head. "I almost killed him." Justice burst into tears again and he body shook in fear. She was a horrible person! Justice looked at her sister and shook her head. "He won't see me." She whispered in her hands. "Just go back..." She told her sister. "I'm nothing to him anymore, I'll visit him tomorrow as his manager. Just like we said... It's over."


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[Dark_Psycho]

Effie sighed your both being stupid."go fucking see him don't make me get Luke to fucking carry you there."Effie says." I am sick and tired of you two fighting. "She says."your coming with me one way or another and going to go fucking work your shit out. He needs you and you need him.so you coming by force or of your own free will."Effie asked


Effie wasn't in the mood for her sister's shit. She called Luke in, in he came in grumbling. "If my sister doesn't move her ass to the car your doing it for her."Effie says. She wasn't taking no for an answer this time.Effie was tired of the BS they were going to work there Shit out if it killed them or not. She really didn't care atm.


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[KneelingAngel]

"Fine!" Justice snapped at her sister and went to the car, jumped in the backseat and slammed the door shut, crossing her arms over her chest. She wasn't in the mood for this. She didn't want to see James anymore. She had called for a break, he wanted a break up. She wasn't gonna go back to him. She didn't care what her sister said. Not everything happens in the way you want to, that much she had learned over the time of being with the band.


Clay was sitting in a chair that was in James's hospital room. How had it come to this? Twice in the hospital in a year.. He had never been that much in the hospital his entire life! Clay wondered if telling the others about his and Effie's plan after the wedding was a smart choice. He didn't want to find any band members dead the moment they move. He sighed and brushed his hand through his blond locks, why was everything so messed up?

 

[Dark_Psycho]

Effie rolled her eyes at her sister and drove to the hospital. Effie opened the back door for her sister. " now get your ass in there and you two work it out.I am tired of the crap I hear from you two."Effie walked in after and walked to James room. She peaked in "babe lets go grab some coffee. "She said to Clay.


James was slowly waking up. He looked around a bit confused. "Where in the hell am I? Wait why am I in the damn hospital. "He groaned. He saw Justice not remembering anything. "Hey babe."He says


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[KneelingAngel]

Clay saw Justice and nodded to Effie. He followed after her and grabbed her hand as they walked. "You okay, darlin'? He asked and kissed her cheek. "I know you're worried." He said and wrapped his arm around her, hoping that she would tell him what was on her mind.


"Don't." Justice said and leaned against the wall. She wanted to hug him and kiss him so badly, but she had to keep her distance. "You almost drank yourself into a coma that's what happened." She said with an angry glare. It was obvious that he didn't remember, but she hoped that he at least would remember her words.

 

[Dark_Psycho]

"Oh well shit that wouldn't be a first time. Well thats definitely a wake up call to stop drinking."He says and groaned. "I am so stupid and I am guessing by that look I did and said stupid shit.look I am sorry I haven't been myself lately. I drink when we fight it reminds me of my mom and I try to drown out the pain like I did back then it is a bad habit of mine. I need some serious help."He says. He never admit this to Effie or Clay.


Effie looked at Clay. When he wrapped around her she burried her head into him. She let out a frustrated groan."there killing me. I am so annoyed, if they can't work it out. We can't leave the house. This is so screwed up I mean in were in the fucking hospital again. "She said.She was mad not at him but how this whole thing was."everything is fucked right now" she says


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[KneelingAngel]

"Some stupid things?" Justice questioned. "I think breaking up with me doesn't even qualify to be under the word 'stupid'." She snarled. She was angry, so angry. She was so angry that she could barely express it. She didn't know what to do. She was clueless. Should she give him another chance? Should she just let him deal with his problem first? Justice sighed and took a seat against the wall and ran a hand through her hair. She felt her conscience and her heart pull her from side to side. What was she supposed to do?


"I know." Clay sighed and kissed her head. "We'll figure something out. We still have half a year till the wedding, we can think of a plan until then. You know James and Justice. The only thing they can do right is fight, but they still love each other. They are just too thick sculled." He pulled her back a little and placed a kiss on her lips. "Everything will be alright, darlin'. I promise." He whispered, looking into her beautiful eyes as she moved a lock of hair behind her ear.

 

[Dark_Psycho]

"Well that was moron ville. Look I didn't mean to break up with you technically wasn't even me. When I go on binges I am a whole other person. I am very sorry. Give me another chance, shit I will go to rehab if it makes you feel any better. "He said and grimaced as he went to sit up.


Effie sighed and looked at him. " I know love" she said. Her blue eye's stung with almost tears. He always knew how to calm her down. She kissed him and relaxed into him.She just held onto him tightly and breathed in his sent."stop that"she said with a slight laugh.


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[KneelingAngel]

Justice looked at James for a couple of seconds, not saying a word, just fighting in her head. She stood up and pushed him back down in the bed. "You were gonna go through rehab wether you liked it or not…" She bit her lip and closed her eyes, she was almost sure that she was going to get heartbroken over this decision. "You get one more chance." Justice said with tears in her eyes. "One more." She warned, hoping to make it very clear. "But you are going to have to begin from the start, don't think that everything is like before." She wasn't going to let herself get toyed around with. He would have one more chance, but that would be it.


Clay laughed. "Stop what?" He asked with a smile as they started to walk to the cafeteria again. "I didn't do anything." He kissed her and got two coffee.

 

[Dark_Psycho]

Effie laughs and shakes her head" stop being so amazing. "She laughed and sighed. She looked down at the coffee with an odd face."I will be right back."She says. She went for the bathroom and made it to the stall.She closed the door and went to puke in the toilet. When done Effie sat down. "What in the actual Fuck. "She said. She got up and washed out her mouth. She looked in the mirror and stopped."oh good lord no."She says. She walked back out and sat next to him.


James nods. "Understood. " He says. He sighed and layed back. He closed his eye's he relaxed a bit.He was so tired and in so much pain.


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[KneelingAngel]

Clay watched with a worried face when Effie came back. "Darlin' are you okay?" He asked. "You look a little pale." He noticed and looked her up and down. "Do you want to go home again? I'm sure the other will understand if you don't feel well." He was a bit worried. Effie was almost never sick so what was the reason now? "Do you want a doctor to have a look at you?"


Justice sighed and kissed his head. She grabbed a chair and placed it next to his bed, sitting down she grabbed his hand and put it against her face. That was when the tears started rolling down her face. She was so happy that he was okay. How dare he scare her like that, the jerk! "Don't scare me like that again." She whispered and wiped the tears from her face. Just because it was clear that not everything was well between them, didn't mean that she didn't care anymore. She loved him to bits after all.

 

[Dark_Psycho]

Effie shook her head." I feel sick. Yes please I want to go home love. It wouldn't hurt for a doctor to look."She said. Effie leaned into him. She was tired now. She still felt like she was going to be sick. She didn't want to think about if she was pregnant. She hoped to god she wasn't. Clay got her to a doctor after admitting her. She sat on the bed not willing to lay down. She layed down when the doctor told her to.Effie curled up closing her eye's when he left the room. The doctor walked over to Clay."She has a flu nothing to worry about. Just take her home and get her rest. She has a slight fever. But that should pass as well give her this medication and she will be okay with in the week no stress, no heavy lifting just rest."He says and smiles at Clay.The doctor walks away.


James nods."I will definitely try not to."He says. He wiped the tears from her face and sighed.he closed his eye's again.


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[KneelingAngel]

Clay exhaled a breath in relief. At least it wasn't something bad. He thanked the doctor and walked into Effie's room. "Hey, darlin'." He smiled and took a seat next to her and rubbed her back. "Just the flue, nothing big." He said. "It probably happened due to all the stress so the doctor said just to get some rest." He said and placed his hand against her forehead, checking the fever. "Are you okay?"


Justice just nodded her head and stood up. "I'm gonna go check up on the others okay? I'll be right back." She said with a slight smile and kissed his head before walking out to find her sister.

 

[Dark_Psycho]

Effie nods and and shivers. "Just cold and not feeling well love.Good to know it isn't anything else. "Effie said and sat up slowly. Her whole body ached. She sighed and leaned into Clay."good god did a bus hit me?"She asks joking.James nods as she left. He fell asleep and curled up. Effie was still holding Clay whwn she heard the door.She looked up to see her sister.


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[KneelingAngel]

Effie looked at her sister and frowned. "What the hell happened to you?" She asked, her worry replaced with another worry. Effie looked almost deadly pale. "Don't worry." clay said, smiling at the younger sister's worry. "It's just the flew, nothing too bad. She just needs some rest and she should be fine."


Justice nodded and closed the door behind her. "I um, I just wanted to say sorry." She said and bit her lip as she looked at her sister. She gave a small apologetic smile and sighed. "You guys should go home if Effie isn't feeling all to well. I can stay here with James if you guys want." She said, still worried over the both of them.

 

[Dark_Psycho]

Effie nods as she keeps a hold of Clay."eh don't worry your self Justice about any of it."Effie suddenly pushed Clay away and moved for the restroom. She got sick all over again and groaned."fucking exorcist."She mumbled. She washed out her mouth again and sighed. She walked back out and sat on the bed."yeah if you want to stay that's fine Justice" Effie says. Effie sighed she felt like she had a damn demon to puke out.Effie closed her eye's feeling dizzy. "Babe, can you carry me" she asked softly.


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