Sei Shonagon
lord of the flies
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He drew her in with enough carefree glee to make her feel safe and then he withdrew it without a word and replaced it with cold vindictiveness. How quickly dumb comments turned on their heads and brandished blades; as if his musings had just been concealed daggers all along. Emao didn’t know how to defend herself against jabs that came unprompted and much less the ones that hid under the guise of something else.
Like the footfalls that descended on kitchen marble, echoing her nightmares while they sidled up somewhere completely different from expectations: her back. He leaned in and his warmth radiated off him in buckets of ice water that trickled over her nape. "...Are you feeling guilty, Old-san?" Not warm at all but rather cold enough to send shivers darting down her spine.
"Or are you just offering out of fear?" His face hovered close and a whiff of his shampoo brushed over her steeled features and through stifled breath. It was as impossible to ignore as his voice, "You can just reward me for being good, right? Like-" hinging between toe-curling and nauseating while bristling up to her ear.
The blood that rushed to it was a betrayal of what little dignity she had left. Emao pressed her lips together, ready to practically combust if he took it any further.
The pit in her stomach argued the same: yes she was feeling guilty, yes she was offering out of fear and yes- His body shifted to the floor beside her with the most ridiculous expectation spoken out loud. The air left her then, if it was in a stutter or a silent wheeze she didn’t remember. All she remembered was that her hand moved, and that she planted it in an awkwardly stiff cap on top of his head. The fluffy hair rebounded against it and she ruffled the strands around, lips trembling in their set line and eyes darting pale away as she did it.
"Like this?" Her cheeks were anything else but pale on the other hand. Who was she to deny him his request? Just a dumb sponsor, that was it. The torn ridges on her mouth stung painfully alongside her pride.