"R-right.." Zeph said, watching as Flynyas cast some frost spell on Beaux's arm. The wait was agonizing, but in the end she was grateful for it. If the flesh was frozen it would not bleed out, nor would the gore soak into her hands and the floor. As much as she hated to admit it, the sound of Flynyas talking also made her feel much calmer.
"Thank you." She said, looking at the frosted arm. It would be much easier now, that is if she didn't look at Beaux and remember she was about to cut off her crew mate's arm."No sense delaying any longer..." she murmured. Steeling her nerves, Zephriel brought the humming blade downwards, pressing it against the frozen flesh.
During the procedure Zephriel had been in a daze, detaching her thoughts and actions as if she was no more than a watcher. When it was over, that was a different story. The mangled arm still lay on the table, detached and lifeless. Zeph had surprised herself for not having gagged during the amputation, but now that she saw the limb she felt the bile rise in her throat. She turned around while Flynyas mended the stump, searching the workshop for an oil rag. She wrapped it around the arm, concealing it from sight and touch.
Zeph shook her head the suggestion of writing a note, "No need, I have decided to wait for him to wake up. He will have questions and need assurances," She paused, looking away from Flynyas, "I do not think I shall sleep much if I tried to return to my chambers. There are notes to be made and my records are dreadfully long overdue... I see that now is as good a time as any..."
Zephriel bid Flynyas goodnight and turned back to the unconscious Beaux. The mechanical white-noise of the workshop swelled in the absence of conversation. She didn't plan on spending any more time in here than she needed to, so she decided to follow Flynyas's advice and move Beaux somewhere more comfortable. Before this, she picked up the severed arm and carried it to the upper deck, disposing it into the ocean so it may return to the watery hell it belong in. When that was done she made her way back to the workshop and carefully moved Beaux from the table. The Infinity Tomb glided to her hip, perching itself on an ornate chain that formed around her waist.
She wrapped her arms under Beaux's shoulders and dragged him backwards out of the workshop. He was a lot heavier than he looked, and stronger too, something much more evident without his shirt. Of course, that was to be expected of someone in this line of profession. Once more she felt a thread of guilt that he had lost the arm, even if it was not directly her fault. Wasn't it? It certainly didn't feel that way.
The stairs were the worst part but after a few breaks in between flights she managed to end up back at the living quarters. Her legs were shaking unsteadily by the time she made it to the room and a sheen of sweat glinted on her brow. She found Beaux's room and entered. Strangely, she had never seen him in this room, and judging by how neat it looked, he likely did not use it. No matter. Zephriel lowered him onto the bed then collapsed on the floor beside it.
"Why did the medic have to be a gnomish creature..." she panted. The image of Magen helping her crossed her thoughts only once, before she stopped herself.
She sat there until she could feel some strength return then stood up only long enough to find an actual chair. Here she sat, watching Beaux for a time. After it became apparent he was not waking up anytime soon, Zephriel opened her Infinity Tomb and began to record everything that had happened since her awakening in Infinite. It was difficult to remain impartial, and more than once she felt tears well from the terror and grief, but she forced herself to finish before the details dulled with time. Once they were on paper she could close the pages, as if locking away the memories between gilded covers forever. A tomb indeed.