InnocentThorns
Bad decisions are kind of my thing.
Ianthe watched as Silvio lifted Oriana and the two of them disappeared into the trees to find the horse and head for home. She felt suddenly as if she had been left behind, forgotten in their success, the two of them the only ones who mattered. Then again, she knew that it was true. In the grand scheme of things, she was just a widow from a frontier city. She had only been involved because she had invited them to stay with her. If she had not, there was nothing that would have brought her into all of this.
Nor did she belong there. They were undoubtedly a couple. And she was, because of her station, forced to the outside of everything, looking in beyond the glass. It would be the same way eventually when Helena married. Her beloved friend would marry a man and have a happy family, and Ianthe would simply spend her life doing what she could, the widow of a great man who was in no way great herself. It stung, bitterly, and for a moment, she just stood there and stroked the nose of the horse she was holding.
Getting up on the horse, she straightened her dressing gown so that it was over her legs demurely, and then she nudged it forward. Her pride would not let it show how she felt. Instead, she just lifted her chin slightly, and headed for the road. They could take their time together. Her envy would just be something else that would confine her to her home eventually. It was getting difficult to exist outside her manor house.
Nor did she belong there. They were undoubtedly a couple. And she was, because of her station, forced to the outside of everything, looking in beyond the glass. It would be the same way eventually when Helena married. Her beloved friend would marry a man and have a happy family, and Ianthe would simply spend her life doing what she could, the widow of a great man who was in no way great herself. It stung, bitterly, and for a moment, she just stood there and stroked the nose of the horse she was holding.
Getting up on the horse, she straightened her dressing gown so that it was over her legs demurely, and then she nudged it forward. Her pride would not let it show how she felt. Instead, she just lifted her chin slightly, and headed for the road. They could take their time together. Her envy would just be something else that would confine her to her home eventually. It was getting difficult to exist outside her manor house.