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One Thousand Club
I’m tired of learning from hurt
and just being better than those who hurt me
and never getting better in return
I’m tired of learning from getting back Fs
and just learning to cheat better
and figuring out that it doesn’t matter what I do
so long as it’s correct
I’m tired of learning from my father
a man who was a model for everything not to be
a man who made me as good as I am now
by beating me into something stronger
and hating me until I could only feel love for others
I want to have a family
who cares about me
and believes in me
like I should have had when I was a child
but I didn’t have one then
so I can’t figure them out now
and just being better than those who hurt me
and never getting better in return
I’m tired of learning from getting back Fs
and just learning to cheat better
and figuring out that it doesn’t matter what I do
so long as it’s correct
I’m tired of learning from my father
a man who was a model for everything not to be
a man who made me as good as I am now
by beating me into something stronger
and hating me until I could only feel love for others
I want to have a family
who cares about me
and believes in me
like I should have had when I was a child
but I didn’t have one then
so I can’t figure them out now